Life's too short for petty issues

December 04, 2006 that's why im putting an end to this today, (well at least until i talk to vin about putting-an-end-to-it, later :) )

i know i look bad, that i might even get side comments that are uncalled for, but i guess i just have to deal with it. i was at fault, well no, it was stress' fault that i sent the message to kat instead of vin (since when does K and A go side by side in the alphabet? i have no idea)

i wont explain any further why i sent that message, as of last night, i was a b*tch, and now i couldn't care less. i know in my heart that i have my reasons for saying (or texting) those things. reasons im not willing to share to the people involved. lets just all leave it as is, i dont want this "issue" to blow out of proportions, especially since its connected with money.

i know i would get misunderstood, i have anticipated that, although i didnt have any plans of letting them know in the first place, it just literally slipped. but even if i do explain, it wont do good. too many secrets would be unfolded, secrets i did not make but are mostly the reasons for this mess. how can you explain something when you're not allowed to tell all. pointless.

anyway, that's that. they can think what they want to think. i have no more power to explain anyway. its up to them if they make a big deal out of this, im not planning to.

i just hope my being passive-aggressive would deliver results. its really not for me, mostly its for her. she's big enough to know how to handle her money. im not gonna tell her how to, she has to figure it out on her own. its about time someone teaches her a lesson, no matter how subtle it is.

no more banker ciara. i got an apartment so i can save, how i use my savings is none of anyone's business. so yes, im going to be selfish now, because always thinking of others makes me the bad guy, then might as well be one - with alot of benefits, right?

Labels: b*tch mode, rantings

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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GPS system

this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

credits

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