Plasticity is a virtue

March 31, 2006 a virtue i am yet to master.

leche

light beyond the tunnel

March 24, 2006 Finally, a change of scenery. tomorrow i will be heading to Batangas for RNG trade party. well, its still work, sort of. but at least all i have tos it and listen to an AVP for a few mins, then i can swim and eat and drink and get as wasted as i can. i dont have to pay for my booze or the bed that i'll probably vomit in. ha. poetic justice.

for some reason ive been working non stop for the past weeks. all of our account has suddenly sprung to life. even if there are 2 of us, though i know my partner suffers more than i do, im having a very hard time.

stress stress stress..

my sister says i work too much. rosa did too. do i? i honestly dont think so.

but its good to know that tomorrow, i wont see buildings, but mountains. no man made gardens, but nature's tapestry. it'll be good for me i know. and i deserve a rest, i think. i cried thrice in 2 days. that's pathetic, even for someone like me.

the nego skills seminar was a success by the way. it made me cry, for one. gawdaymit! why cant i freakin control my tearducts. do i need to hang myself upsidedown whenever i feel a tear threatening to fall. its frustrating. and thinking about it make me cry even more. nakakatawa.

im still so much like a beggar now. i hate it. i cant blame her, i was the one who said yes. i could always say no if i want to, but for some reason i cant. i just had to be the good girl. punyeta. now im suffering the consequences. what pisses me off even more is the thought that she might be lying as to where the money went.

pls o pls let it not be spent for her bf or im gonna freak. her bf can live pleasantly while i go through every bag and ask for my sister's extra money just to eat and make sure i have enough money to go to the office and back. its infuriating. and paycheck wont even be here till next week...

show me the money!!!!

My most true mind thus maketh mine eye untrue

March 08, 2006 someone sent this to me:

A White woman, about 50 years old, was seated next to a black man.
Obviously disturbed by this, she called the air Hostess. "Madam, what is
the matter," the hostess asked. "You obviously do not see it then?" she
responded. "You placed me next to a black man. I do not agree to sit next to
someone from such a repugnant group. Give me an alternative seat."
"Be calm please," the hostess replied. "Almost all the places on this
Flight is taken.

I will go to see if another place is available." The Hostess went
away and t hen came back a few minutes later. "Madam, Just as I thought,
there are no other available seats in the economy class. I spoke to the
captain and he informed me that there is a seat in the business class.
All the same, we still have one place in the first class." Before the woman
could say anything, the hostess continued: "It is not Usual for our
company to permit someone from the economy class to sit in the first
class. However, given the circumstances, the captain feels that it would be
scandalous to make someone sit next to someone so disgusting." She
turned to the black guy, and said, "Therefore, Sir, if you would like to,
please collect your hand luggage, a seat awaits you in first class."
At that moment, the other passengers who were shocked by what they had
Just witnessed stood up and applauded.

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AMEN to that. i cant believe how some people think they're superior to others just because of their race. that's bullshit. i detest racism and discrimination. and i most especially hate people who practice it. im a firm believer that people who cant respect others do not deserve to be respected. i cant believe may mga buhay pang ganun. nakakahiya.

last holiday

whatched that last night. to be honest, its nothing different, the story i mean. finding out you are going to die and you do everything you've always wanted to do and then you realize you wont die after all but its all good since you had the time of your life. (reminded me of one of my favorite books, veronika decides to die)

but i liked it. a feel good movie. and damn, the hotel, the food, and the snowboarding and free fall adventure...gawdeymit, i wanted to try that too!!! sobra... ang cooooollllll!!!

but what struck me most was queen latifah's note, where she put instructions as to what the butler would do if she finds her dead. she wrote:

i want to be cremated. ive spent my whole life in a box, i dont want to be burried in one

now i want to be cremated too.. hehe! wala lang. i just never thought of it that way. i just wanted to be cremated so i can go back to what i feel is my home, since you know, i always knew that i am an ocean child, or that i maybe was a mermaid in my past life.

Love ko to

March 07, 2006 another reason for loving my mcdo

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moodswing on hyperdrive

this past few weeks had been one roller coaster ride, and ive absolutely zero idea why my usually above average moodswings has suddenly gone bezerk! one min., i feel elated, the next im iritated by anyone and anything i lay my eyes on. its wierd. im getting scared.

this cant be PMS, ive just had on.

i cant be premenopausal at the tender age of 21...can i?

or is this what a handful of people call quarter-life crisis?

i think i need a shrink.

ngenge..ngengealam

im sorry i know this is bad...pero...there's this girl na nakakasabay ko sa shuttle...itago na naten sa pangalang ms green.

from the very first time na nakasabay ko sya...she's always on the phone..as in constantly on the phone, from the moment she arrives, till the shuttle comes, until she goes down somewhere in makati.

literal!!!

she perfected the art of holding her celphone by sandwiching it with her cheek and shoulder while she looks for her P50 fare inside her bag.. iba!

sometimes i cant help but stare...you wont even hear her talking to whoever it was on the other line. not that sinasadya kong mageavesdrop. but really. its so wierd and cool at the same time.

and damn, i dont want to know what her monthly bill is. (not that i can ask)

oh...and why are pretty guys gay?

that is the question...

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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