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September 19, 2008
so how am i? better, there are still days when id drain my head by thinking too much. 

i mean, time's running out, what am i gonna do with my life now?? there's one road that i could take, something that has been laid out quite neatly before me, and yet im too scared to take that route. why? i don't know, maybe because its going to be the BIGGEST decision in my life so far. 

its like leaving pinas part two. am i willing to leave behind everything to go for something that might make me happy? what about the other things that i thought would... i know i dont necessarily have to give them up too but then, would this compromise all those things that i always wanted to do? 

maybe.

maybe not.

its hard when your faced with uncertainty. i've always had this plans, a long list of things to do before i die. everything i do is geared towards accomplishing that long list. 

now im offered another life. a good one too, but it still got me thinking twice, just how much do i need to give up or put at the backseat for this?

and then his words kept repeating inside my head.

then we'll make them happen together.

together. is that the one thing that i missed when i made the list? i made it just for myself. that I alone can enjoy it. but can one really enjoy something alone? is it better to have someone to share all my little accomplishments with? someone to be there with me, be insanely happy with just because.

idk. im rambling again.

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to those who asked, im calling him my Apollo, God of light and the sun; truth and prophecy; archery; medicine and healing; music, poetry, and the arts; 

Epoy for short (thanks sir law for the nickname! hehe)

andami pang eklat sa apollo eh..wala lang, parang powging powgi ang dating..

i really need to buy his hardshell already, demit... my Apollo needs his armor. :)

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i saw a turtle upclose @.@ astiiiiig!! it was dozing of by the shore,, next time ill swim with them too, when we have enough time. we just stopped by to take pictures, didn't have time to swim, boo! next time next time..turtle, then sting and manta rays,,then shaaaarks!! ehhehe!

btw, there were a lot of shark sightings on this side of the world, so there are alot of beaches that are closed to the public. i was planning to dive soon pa naman :( i mean, yeah i want to swim with REEF sharks, not tigers or hammerheads or the great white. 

mahal ko naman ang buhay ko diba. 

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photos coming soon. wala na kong battery and i forgot my converter and even my extra batt  at the other house, ill try to upload the old ones :)

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& our love goes round and round; 9/19/2008 12:57:00 AM
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so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

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still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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