maaga ako ngayonn!!!

April 29, 2008 i clocked in at 8:22, wala akong meeting ng umaga..wala lang. bihira lang kailangan markahan. bwahahahahahahahahahahaha! 

repost - 10 weird things about me - tagged again by sop :)

April 21, 2008

i remember i did 6 before, eh na-tag ulit ako, dagdagan ko nalang ha.

1. I name almost everything, even things that i don't have yet but I'm planning to buy soon. Like my office PC - Mackoy, my iphoto - Dwighty, my Karaoke/DVD - Davey, my new camera - DeCSter (coz its a Digital Cyber Shot camera,,,get it? hahaha!im such a nerd), my future volks beetle - Stephen Dong aka Phen Dong. I have even picked a name for my future kid, it doesnt matter if its a girl or a boy, but he/she must be named Xyen. yeh..genyan talaga. may addition pala sa pamilya ko, shempre who would not know derek my labs. :)

2. I read a book or a magazine when I'm in the bathroom doing you-know-what. --haha! me too!! patagalan sa CR to chi!! hehehe!

3. I'm very non-confrontational. I may write it down on my blog, but its hard for me to tell people what i really feel .id rather shut up in one corner..and blog about it. hehe. or create a mental battle with myself. coz I'm good at torturing myself.

4. I cry easily. I cry a lot. I cry when I'm frustrated. I cry when I feel helpless. I cry over very small things. I cry when I'm happy. I cry over bittersweet endings. I cry whenever I watch a show like wish ko lang or Oprah. I cry whenever I see proof that one can change someone's life thru the simplest things. I cry when children cry. basta, I cry alot!

5. I drink alone when I'm depressed. I know, it sounds suicidal, but it's actually not. I find that my head clears up when I drink. it blurs out the unnecessary so I could focus more on the topic I want to. It's not about getting drunk, I just need enough alcohol for me to get numb enough from what i don't need, and think more clearly. weird no? I think I have depression issues, coz there are times when it just suddenly kicks in, no trigger whatsoever. I just suddenly go rock bottom low. so to cope, I drink. I usually have a bottle of whatever and a shot glass tucked somewhere in my room, in case ill need it. the best din pampatulog yan e, pag di talaga keri ang kalungkutan, itulog na to. :)

6. Unlike most girls who pre-design their weddings years before it actually happen (altho i have also done that), I often imagine what it would be like when i die. would my questions about heaven and hell finally be answered? who would cry, who would laugh, or who would cry just for the sake of crying. I try to predict who will remember me, or forget about me in years time, or a few days after. I imagine how my wake should be a drinking session instead of a coffee party. and that everyone should come in bright colored outfits. and rock music should be played instead of depressing ones. and davey (my karaoke) would be there to entertain everyone. wala lang..morbid lang siguro talaga ako.

bi-beach nanaman ako bukas

April 12, 2008 am i excited? Yes. probably more than i should be.hehehe..i just want to be at the beach again,, it makes me feel more at ease, more calm... my head's a blur lately. i just want to take my time and relax. think of nothing, for once. the beach. that's my pill.

eeeeehhhh...

April 10, 2008 nakalimutan ko yung dapat na opening ko. haha! bwiset. anyway.

2:49 na ng umaga. after the longest time, nakapag internet den ako ng maayos. (meaning, di biglang nagrerestart yun PC, at walang koneksyon sa trabaho ang pagsusurf.) hehehe!

ayan natandaan ko na simula dapat. "ang hirap pag may gusto kang ikwento, pero di pa tamang oras para ikwento mo, mapipilitan kang manahimik kahit di mo naman ugaling hindi magshare.parang anytime bigla ka nalang sasabog at magsa-sign language ala-kapwa ko mahal ko in warp speed. alam mo yun? wala, naimagine ko lang. hehe"

ayun lang, nadistract kasi ko sa lamok e. nawala tuloy.

wala, walang saysay tong post na to. di lang pa ko makatulog.

mamaya graduation ng kapatid ko, dodocument ko. bawat halakhak, bawat luha, bawat sigaw, bawat talon, bawat tapilok, bawat piyok, bawat dighay..hahahahaha!

shiyet, natambakan nanaman ako ng iuupload na litrato. pasensya guys, sira ang PC sa kwarto, andito ko sa malamok na kwarto ng nanay at tatay ko. hehe! parang yung mga bata na di makatulog, sumisiksik sa kama ng magulang. pero wala naman akong ganung trip ngayon. gusto ko lang mag internet na purely wala lang. pati mag update ng captions ng coron albums ko, di ko na natyaga dati e.

ano bang sinabi ko sa inyo, wala ngang saysay tong post na to eh. kaya bago pa lumaki ang angkan ko ng lamok, balik higaan na muna ko. ayokong manginig bukas habang kumukuha ng picture, baka mabatukan ako ng nanay ko. hehe!

16 na pantal..and counting...

wala lang, gusto ko lang matawa

April 09, 2008

kung sinuswerte ka nga nmn

April 05, 2008 Naprocess ko na mga pix e(actually resize at pinangalanan plang,tnatamad akong isa isahin.hehe) nakapagupload n nga ko ng 2 album e,,pro shempre,bglang nagcrash ang pc,hahahahahah! Sorry pal,,hintay pa ulit,,hehe! Sa mga nakabasa neto thru blogspot , yung 2 unang album ay nasa http://multiply.com :)

pasensya di parin nakakapag upload

April 04, 2008 hehehehehehe! holyweek, zambales and coron pics... COMING SOON. nyehehehehehehehehehe! forever..

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

traffic jam

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GPS system

this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

credits

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