I haven't written for a while...

January 17, 2008 ...because i don't want to write about bad vibes in fear of attracting more. I also don't want to end up pouring all my emotions then regretting having written them for all the public to see, not that a lot of people read my blog, but you know, i'd like to think some of those who matters do.

it was around the same time last year that I experienced something similar to what im experiencing now. then all the wrong things seem to follow after that. it was like a vortex, sucking all the negative energy towards me. and the worst part is, i let it drain the life out of me too.

but as i've said before, 2008 is different. I'm determined to make this year, MY year. so now, i decided to just let it pass and not dwell on the bad things for once. this is not my problem anymore, you are not my problem anymore. and on that note, let's change the topic.

had an interesting meeting today. finally met the famous client who detest computers (he gets mad when you bring out a laptop). He was really nice, but more than that, there was something about him which at first i could not pinpoint. then one time when we were talking and he looked directly at me, i saw a familiar pair of eyes. i blinked, then it was gone.

did i just saw my lolo looking at me, minus the strain wrinkles he acquired from the months of treatments? our client has no resemblance whatsoever to my lolo besides that they were both old, but his eyes, for a moment there, i was sure it was him. but then it was gone before i could take a second look.

then before i was about to do my spiel, i looked back, and there it was again. after that i couldn't bring my eyes up from the paper anymore. i think i half-shouted the script, and i was stammering all over the place. i just wanted it to be over with. when i did attempted to look back at him, it was a different set of eyes again.

shiyet im going looney.

or maybe they're right. maybe my lolo wanted to say hi. i've been down alot this past few days. maybe this is a sign,, it's his way of telling me that from this point on, tuloy tuloy na ang good vibes ko.. :)

thanks lo! :) you got me freaked out a bit there, but if im right, thanks a lot! it's been a while, i need my happiness back.

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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GPS system

this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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