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December 30, 2007 i was about to post something, but at the middle of writing it, i decided not to. i guess i realized i have to stop trying to explain myself all the time. i am entitled to my own mistakes anyway, and i think i've realized my faults...that's the important bit, right?

i just hope that not one person was offended by my choices, either of action or words. if i did, im sorry, but i'll keep on praying that i didn't and that it's just me, getting paranoid at 3 in the morning. hay..

on a lighter note, a lot of things had hapened, i'll be uploading photos, maybe tomorrow. i loove looove looooooove Derek. now i want to go somewhere every weekend, just so i can snap away. haha! adik.

it's been a laid back holiday season. I miss a lot of people though. guess it's normal this time of the year. everyone's nostalgic. tumatanda na nga tayo..but it's nice to know that while alot of things have changed, some things stay the same. like my determination not to open any gift before christmas (well, i opened sir law's early, pero yun lang talaga!), our hypnotizing christmas tree, me and my sisters getting late for the evening mass, and the very long homily that caucassian priest give every single year.hehe. it's really simpler now that i'm over the santa claus phase of my life. i've got a lot more to be thankful for that can't be found under our christmas tree.

the new years coming up, 2008 should be an interesting year for me.(more on that on another post) my birthday's coming up too, and i hope there won't be a repeat of last year's experience when i cried for hours,as in eye bulging nose clogging crying from the eve of my birthday till about a few hours after. (i think i blogged about that, if you're curious to know what exactly happened, it's in my archives)

gad, i keep coming back to sad things. bawal ang bv, diba?

maybe i just need to rest, i'll back back with albums and posts tomorrow. for now, i think i need to take advantage of a night without alcohol. hehehe! RH na ang nananalaytay sa dugo ko, kailangan mag detox... tara generoso naman tayo! hahahaha!

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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GPS system

this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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