tama ang teyorya ko! (eh ang spelling tama ba?)

July 30, 2007 just read HP7. shiyet na malagket! sabi ko na nga baaaa! but im no spoiler, so please please read it, at magkwentuhan tayo.

i knew it.. shiyet.

had a hangover but, who cares, i finished the book anyway. at hello, kamusta naman ang pag-iyak kong magisa sa kwarto at sa sala. hehehe! read it and you'll know. shiyeet..

shut up na ko.

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Pinas won last night over China, and i hope they win tonight against Jordan. Again, their first game with Iran said so much about their tendency to become too proud. resulting to them not being able to play at their best. that was supposed to be a win, if only they did not let it get to their heads.

don't you learn, people?

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September's gonna be fun. the whole phd would be going back to Bora for our teambuilding, YEY!!! BEAAAACCCHHH!!! and our manong tony and the messengers would be coming with us..YEY AGAIN!

Bora's beauty is starting to deteriorate, and people like manong tony and mang george do not always get the chance to come with us on trips like that. so im happy for them that their allowed to come this time, all expense paid. they should see the place before it becomes irrecognizable.

I remembered how i felt the moment i was told that i was joining the group to bora, at last i was going to be devirginized (hoy mga kukote nyo, ibig ko lang sabihin, makakatungtong na ren ako sa bora, di na ko bora virgin, hmpf!)

so im sure those who are bora virgins like i was then would be really excited, its still a month away but time goes by so fast, you'll never realize, it September already..then christmas.

shiyet, i need to start saving for my inaanaks. hay..

THANK YOU MS ROSAHLEE!

July 27, 2007 Book 7 is stowed safely inside my bag, wrapped in plastic, handled with care. we're off to red box for karaoke night, so i have to stop myself from reading it, coz im sure i wont stop. so im postponing the reading till late tonight, when i get home after singing my heart out.

I DON'T CARE IF I WONT HAVE VOICE LEFT TOMORROW OR IF MY EYES ARE RED FROM TIREDNESS. I WON'T SLEEP TONIGHT! ALAVET!!!

THANKS MS ROSAHLEE YOU ARE THE BEESSSTTT, SERIOUSLY!!!!!! :)

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kapag may tyaga, may bangus

July 24, 2007 that's my new motto! why?

don't you get frustrated when you're eating milkfish that's not boneless? it takes alot of effort just to get a few pcs of fish meat, i mean seriously. it frustrates me. alvin kept laughing at me last night while we were having dinner (he bought the damn fish and cooked for me last night. it was supposed to be sweet until I ate it.)

anyway.

anyone finish with their harry potter 7 already? can i borrow? 1 night lang, kesihodang di ako matulog!! hehehehe! pleeaaassseee..i heard there were many deaths, and i fear i'd hear moreif i don't read it soon.. huhu! (if you're gonna comment just to tell me what happened, consider yourselves warned. I bite heads off for fun, and that's both heads for the boys..)

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im hungry. pano di ako nakakain ng matino dahil sa mga lintyak na tinik na yan!!

im an abstract thinker that's great at solving numerical problems = NERD

July 20, 2007 Ciara, your IQ score is 106
Your overall intelligence quotient is the result of a scientifically-tested formula based on how many questions you answered correctly. But it's only part of what we learned about you from your answers on the test. We also determined the way you process information.

The way you think about things makes you an Original Thinker. This means you're a naturally abstract thinker. You pick up visual detail that others routinely miss. You're also very good at making connections that don't already exist, and you have your own ideas of how the world works. While your talents matter greatly in real life, they are sometimes overlooked in less thorough intelligence tests.
How did we determine that your thinking style is that of an Original Thinker? When we examined your test results further, we analyzed how you scored on 8 dimensions of intelligence: spatial, organizational, abstract reasoning, logical, mechanical, verbal, visual and numerical. The 3 dimensions you scored highest on combine to make you an Original Thinker. Only 6 out of 1,000 people have this rare combination of abilities.

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Ciara, you answered 28 out of 30 questions correctly!

Congratulations! Your score is in the 99th percentile. This means that if one hundred people took the test with you, your score would rank higher than 98 of them on average.

When we analyzed your test, we also discovered that when it comes to quantitative ability, you measure in the 100th percentile. This score indicates you have unusually strong abilities when it comes to solving numerical problems. If there is a numerical pattern to be found, you'll find it. You've got a knack for noticing when something "isn't right." Whether you're conscious of it or not, you have an ability to simply understand when something doesn't add up. Also, when it comes to splitting the check, doing taxes, or determining the number of fans in a baseball stadium, you're the one people turn to.

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SERIOUSLY? how my brain can balance that is still a big question to me. I mean, now im no longer wondering why I can't decide where i want to go, or what i want to be. it's confirmed, my head is split. jisas! im such a nerdoid.

beijing day 2

July 17, 2007 you can see my photos at http://ciaring.multiply.com

Thanks!

Labels: beijing, photos, travel

wala lang...

July 12, 2007 when you save your post as draft,,where does it go? 'coz i saved one long entry and i can't find it (this is multiply,,blogger's more friendly when it comes to drafts) sayang.

anyway.

just wanted to destress. i've been going non stop lately, and vent up feelings caused more tension. nothing big really, but it just really irritates me how some people make such a big deal about petty things. or how some live as if they're still stuck in highschool (or grade school, shiyet) i mean, there's nothing wrong to act a little under your age once in a while, but to do it 24/7? don't you get tired?

im not really the type who'd stoop down to such people, but I can't help but get irritated, i mean really, what's the point? saying things and pretending that someone isn't there but still make your voice loud enough to hear from the other side of the wall? or bullying people to get your way? that's like soooo high school.

mostly i let it pass, you don't want to talk to me properly? or at least respect my presence, fine. but sometimes it really gets to my nerves. i don't care if you're talking about me or someone else and you want me to tell them what you said, but come on! what, do you think that im afraid of you because i always keep quiet whenever you start going with those side comments of yours, im sorry, im not a warfreak. but it's really been hard trying not to shut you up.

what are you, a princess that we all have to adjust to or take orders from or always think of when we want to do something? get your own kingdom. this is not yours to rule. MATURE people coexist here. i have no time for your whinning. stop spreading bad vibes to everyone. there shouldn't really be any issue here, wag kang paimportante.

ok, i think that's all, i think i can go home now. i need a drink. just a little. i need to clear my head now.

should i stay or should i go now.. tenenenen tenen ten

im going, generoso's waiting inside our ref :)

Close, closer, closure

July 04, 2007 i find it weird when people ask me if my lolo and i were close. I mean, he's family, how much closer can we be? we may not be the type to sit down everyday to talk about our everyday lives. i may have only a few anecdotes of him since we don't see much of each other. we don't share your typical closeness which mostly apply between friends.

He is my lolo, my family, a part of who i am. closeness is irrelevant. in a family, it doesn't matter if its been months since you last seen each other. you'll love them just the same. its unconditional. you may not be their confidant and they may have secret joys and pains that you don't know of but at the end of the day, you know you'd die, or kill, for them.

i've been raised in a home where being vocal about your feelings is next to extinct. but that never erased the love that is there. and that never stopped us to show this caring in our own unconventional way.

most people would wallow over them not having the chance to say to the people they love that they love them, but i don't. coz i know that i don't have to say it. there are things you do and don't do that could attest to the love that you feel. sometimes it need not be said when it is felt.

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there are days when i feel like I'm at the right path. that i am doing what i love to do

and then there are those days when i feel like doing a u-turn, and go through a whole different path.

when it comes to work and careers, when everyone is saying that you should go for your dreams, what happens to people like me who dreams really really big, and seemingly similar but completely different paths? how can we know that we're going the right direction and that it is the path that leads us closer to realizing our dreams?

it's hard when you're brain is split. when reality sinks in and you have to think about the bills that you have to pay or the savings you've been putting of. it surges and tramples your ideals of how your life should be. now you're stuck in that gray area where all choices are risky and where who-you-want-to-be is blurred by who-you-should-be-to-survive.

it's a tricky, tricky business. but there would come a time when you need to decide whether to jump or not. and for me, that could happen tomorrow, or the day after, or in a month, or in a year, i can't be sure. whatever it is i decide to do then, i hope i make the right decision, i hope my morals and ideal have not yet been forgotten, so that i can be sure that i would take that jump that will surely bring me closer to who i should be period.

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secrets are killers, first its just one little thing, then another, then another, and each time, you lie to cover up for it, and the little things that you first thought were harmless becomes this monster that attacks when you least expect it to.

it's funny how we take for granted the things that were taught to us as early as kindergarten. don't lie. don't cheat. don't steal. when you want to borrow something, say please. when you hurt someone, say sorry - and mean it. share your milk. message passed from one person to another will be totally different when it reaches the end of the line. say thank you. you are unique to the person sitting beside you.  

to everything that happened this last week, i hope you learned your lesson. i really do. you've been through a lot in the span of a few days but most of which, you know, you're the only one to blame. airing out everything, i know we could look bad at other people's eyes. but i know there won't be closure without going through this. i just really hope you'd stop doing the things you did before and now start to think about the consequences of your actions, no matter how good your intentions are, you still should think about how it would affect the people around.

we're not in high school anymore, and i'm the type of friend who'd tell you point blank if i think what your doing is wrong. i wish this would serve as a wake up call. you need to grow up and learn how to handle things maturely. it's about time.

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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GPS system

this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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