MHC logs vol. II

June 04, 2007 It’s bad enough that you seem to have no plans of slowing down on your luxurious life, keeping it on for hours at a time when you know you can’t afford it anymore. But do you really have to go that low and lie to me? Pano ka naman magkakagana na tumulong sa taong hindi kayang magsabi ng totoo. You must really think that I’m that stupid. You order me around like an ATM machine that you can withdraw money from anytime you please. You’ll try to get more than you should really get just so you would live easier. And you do all these without thinking of anyone else but yourself.

I’m really on the brink of exploding. I may not say much but you’re really trying my patience.

And the best thing about all this is, no matter what I say or do or even don’t say and don’t do, I’d still be the one to look like the bad guy to everyone you know. I’m the b*tch who doesn’t know a thing about “pakikisama”.

Well guess what, you can call me a b*tch, for all I care! I’m not going to shed my hard earned money to sustain your lifestyle! Don’t make it look like this is my problem nor my fault, coz we both know it isn’t. I’ve paid my dues. We may share an apartment but whatever happens inside your room, you should be responsible for it. I’m tired of trying to lecture you, I’m not your mother, and even if I was, you still wouldn’t listen!

Ang aga aga, sinira mo na agad lunes ko...

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I wanted to share how excited I WAS for our trip this Saturday, but no happy thought can seem to come through. I hate it. I hate starting Monday mornings like this.

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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GPS system

this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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