6 weird things about me -- tagged by chi.

June 20, 2007 1. I name almost everything, even things that i don't have yet but I'm planning to buy soon. Like my office PC - Mackoy, my iphoto - Dwighty, my Karaoke/DVD - Davey, my new camera - DeCSter (coz its a Digital Cyber Shot camera,,,get it? hahaha!im such a nerd), my future volks beetle - Stephen Dong aka Phen Dong. I have even picked a name for my future kid, it doesnt matter if its a girl or a boy, but he/she must be named Xyen. yeh..genyan talaga.

2. I read a book or a magazine when I'm in the bathroom doing you-know-what. --haha! me too!! patagalan sa CR to chi!! hehehe!

3. I'm very non-confrontational. I may write it down on my blog, but its hard for me to tell people what i really feel .id rather shut up in one corner..and blog about it. hehe. or create a mental battle with myself. coz I'm good at torturing myself.

4. I cry easily. I cry a lot. I cry when I'm frustrated. I cry when I feel helpless. I cry over very small things. I cry when I'm happy. I cry over bittersweet endings. I cry whenever I watch a show like wish ko lang or Oprah. I cry whenever I see proof that one can change someone's life thru the simplest things. I cry when children cry. basta, I cry alot!

5. I drink alone when I'm depressed. I know, it sounds suicidal, but it's actually not. I find that my head clears up when I drink. it blurs out the unnecessary so I could focus more on the topic I want to. It's not about getting drunk, I just need enough alcohol for me to get numb enough from what i don't need, and think more clearly. weird no? I think I have depression issues, coz there are times when it just suddenly kicks in, no trigger whatsoever. I just suddenly go rock bottom low. so to cope, I drink. I usually have a bottle of whatever and a shot glass tucked somewhere in my room, in case ill need it.

6. Unlike most girls who pre-design their weddings years before it actually happen (altho i have also done that), I often imagine what it would be like when i die. would my questions about heaven and hell finally be answered? who would cry, who would laugh, or who would cry just for the sake of crying. I try to predict who will remember me, or forget about me in years time, or a few days after. I imagine how my wake should be a drinking session instead of a coffee party. and that everyone should come in bright colored outfits. and rock music should be played instead of depressing ones. and davey (my karaoke) would be there to entertain everyone. wala lang..morbid lang siguro talaga ako.

And I'm tagging:
1. Jam
2. Marla
3. Daena
4. Tita Malou
5. Ms Rosahlee
6. Marns

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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GPS system

this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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