back to innocence.

May 11, 2007 ansarap bumalik sa pagkabata. wala kang iisipin, lahat ibibigay lang sayo. tulog ka lang ng tulog at kain ka ng kain. untimong pwet mo, iba ang naghuhugas.

pero ngayon? sa dami ng iniisip mo di mo na alam saan ilulugar sa utak mo..kung may gusto ka, dapat paghirapan mo. tulog? anong tulog? meron pa bang may oras sa tulog ngayon? pati pagkain, binabawasan mo para hindi tumaba. kanya kanyang hugas na ng pwet ngayon, paminsan nga, di mo nga huhugasan pwet ng iba, hahalikan mo naman.

nakakatawang nakakalungkot. sino bang magaakala na ganito ang kahihinatnan naten kapag tumanda?

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tena't sumagot. copy paste lang pero shempre, sagutan nyo, burahin nyo yung sagot ko :) sumagot ang walang magawa!

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Nope, not a person, pabango ata. Pero marami nang pinangalan after me, maganda daw kasi ako. Hahahahahahaha! Joke!
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Wednesday night.
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? Sometimes..i run..sometimes I hide..
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Chicken :)
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? Wala pa pero minsan parang meron
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Yah!
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? Nope, passive aggressive ako..
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? yep
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? I want.
10.WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? Honey stars
11.DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? Yep, then I throw it inside my shoe compartment, together. Hehehehe!
12.DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? No, nagpapanggap lang
13.WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? Oh shiyet, strawberry!
14.WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? Mata.
15.RED OR PINK? pink
16.WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? Pagiging iyakin, leche
17.WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? Elaine and ros, nasa ibang bansa na e
18.DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU? Kayo bahala
19.WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING? Blue Denims and black lisenced to kill shoes
20.WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? Kagabi, fried rice, cornedbeef omelette, and some chix’n drumstick meat. (humingi lang ako maliit na portion.)
21.WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? footsteps
22.IF YOU WHERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? black
23.FAVORITE SMELLS? Rain, baby’s head, ocean.
24.WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? client
25.DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? yep
26.FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? Basketball shempre, pati tennis at football
27.HAIR COLOR? Mamulamula na brown
28.EYE COLOR? brown
29.DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? Not yet.
30.FAVORITE FOOD? Authentic bicol express, bistek, anything na may strawberry, tuna with cheese sandwich, cheese.
31.SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? Love stories with tragic/morbid/not-so-happy endings.
32.LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Sa cinema? Ang cute ng ina mo. Haha! Shiyet ako nalang ata sa buong mundo hindi pa nakakanood ng spidey.
33.WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? black
34.SUMMER OR WINTER? summer
35.HUGS OR KISSES? hugs
36.FAVORITE DESSERT? Basta may strawberry!
37.MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? ewan
38.LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? ewan
39.WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? Ebook – pride and prejudice at beyond good and evil.
40.WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? Shiyet, loser, wala akong mousepad. Haha!
41.WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON T.V. LAST NIGHT? MSKM shempre
42.FAVORITE SOUND? Waves...
43.ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES? beatles
44.WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME? US
45.WHAT ARE YOU WORRYING ABOUT RIGHT NOW? Ai, marami yan. Ayaw ko isa isahin
46.DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? Nung bata ako, man-spot ng bading kahit nakatalikod. Sabi ng nanay ko.
47.DID YOU PRAY LAST NIGHT? WHAT DID YOU PRAY FOR?I don’t know if that would be considered as a prayer, pero kausap ko lang, asking for reassurance na kaya ko tong pinagdadaanan ko ngayon.
47.WHERE WERE YOU BORN? Trece martirez cavite
48.WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK? Lahat na
49.WHO DO YOU HATE THE MOST? Sarili ko, lalo ngayon.
50.IF YOU WERE STRANDED ON AN ISLAND,WHAT THING WOULD YOU LIKE TO TAKE WITH YOU? Gitara. Camera. At Home entertainment showcase! Hahahahahahah!

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im hungry.

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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GPS system

this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

credits

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