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Random nerves


March 29, 2007
Today is the day..and I’m scared, because it did not start out good.

I’ve only had 2 sips of my coffee and yet my heart is already pounding. To think that I’m not event he one to present, kamusta naman yun...

I even left my lunch at home..bv.

I can feel it, I can feel the universe conspiring to ruin my day.

Relax ciara, a few more hours...

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I still have no plans for this long long weekend. Damn it! But I don’t want to go home either, I don’t want to go to the province, I’m not sure I’m ready to face some people, I wouldn’t know what to say.

Ayoko nang magtaray.

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The ad that got me on my toes last christmas break, and got me all nervous the first day of work when everyone was just hanging around fixing their things and waiting for their computers to be installed, apparently did not come out. And I found out just now, it’s almost April for crying out loud!!!

I knew in my heart that I called that day to ask them to check if the ad came out, and someone said yes, and yet, here I am, in a loss of what to do. Because everyone, even our monitoring program, is telling me that it wasn’t published. And since we don’t have a PC or even a fax machine, I made all the transaction thru my mobile phone and our office landline. And the more fucked up thing is, I erased the messages from January two months ago.

So now I have nothing with me to prove that it was arranged, that it was supposed to come out, and that someone told me that it did so I didn’t bother buying a newspaper to check (we didn’t have papers then, our office was a mess from renovation, and everyone was busy fixing their things.)

Its supposed to be a regular ad, it comes out every tues for the whole year. It’s an insurance company thing, and from what I know, is something they do to abide with the law.

Fuck. FuckfuckfuckfuckFUCK!

This is going to be a veeeerrrryyyy long day.

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It’s what you don’t say
It’s how you make me feel

It’s those silent moments
The empty stares

That can make me the happiest
Or the saddest soul in the world

& our love goes round and round; 3/29/2007 10:56:00 AM
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random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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Locations of visitors to this page
this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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