bad days come, bad days go

December 13, 2006 we had an unlucky saturday. i dont want to go into the details but lets just say that we we're not expecting what happened and let's just leave it at that.

that's life my sistah.

then come sunday i woke up early in the morning to alvin's fuming mother. she had an arguement with vin's dad, who probably headed out because of it. she started telling me her side, and i stood there, stumped. what am i supposed to say?

as much i think that she does have a point, i dont want to make things worse, and i dont want me and vin to be caught in between. so i kept my mouth (which was then still unbrushed, as ive said i just literally woke up, messy hair and all) shut. occassionally nodding and making incomprehensive, but reassuring sounds that, yes, i am awake and am listening intently.

a few more minutes of her letting heat out, vin asked if i wanted to go to his tito's house, of course i said yes. i like her mom she's really nice but its uncomfortable like this.

on our way back to manila, vin was quiet. at first he wont tell me what's bugging him, but eventually he gave in. he's blaming himself. he can be that way sometimes, blaming himself for everything. and ive no idea how to sheer him up. i'd try, and he'd try to look happy but i know he's not. and it breaks my heart seeing him that way, i feel so helpless.

then just when things are starting to look up, i recieve an sms from my mom. my tummy was a warzone and have extra frequent visits to the throne that monday morning, so i decided not to go to work. i wont be able to work anyway if i had to rush every now and then to the ladies room. my mom called our office and found out i did not come to work, and that's when she sms'd me.

let's just say that she over reacted. hay! this is precisely the reason why i usually dont let my mom know anymore if im calling in sick for the day. its nothing big really, just my tummy on detoxing hyperdrive, but she had to make a big deal out of it. its frustrating.

anyway, she still havent responded to my sms since monday. not sure if its just cause she has no load, or maybe she thinks she has something to do with me getting sick. i told her its because i tried cogel, its pure VCO in softgel, i might have took it too fast, you know, my body was not ready so it went on hyperdrive, and,,,uhmm..a little too noisy for side by side cubicle hehehe! it was said that cogel can help you slim down so kat and i tried it.

my mom and my dad had been bugging me with my weight lately. nagging and telling me that i should lessen my eating (but i am!!) so maybe my mom thought that was the reason for my taking cogel.

well it partly was, but mostly i wanted to get back to shape. i dont have to be paper thin, just toned enough to jog 20mins non stop, like i did before. or play ball for 20mins or so without crawling to the sidelines. that's all.

hay.. bad weekend. i hope it ends soon. i dont want everybody's spirit all gloomy...

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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