R.E.M.

November 06, 2006 not the band, although i like them.

Rapid eye movement. a stage of sleep, deep sleep. they say that most dreams happen during REM, at least those you remember.

that made me look back, this past few days, ive had dreamless sleeps. could that be an indication that i dont reach REM? am i that stressed?

i know you might be asking, why am i suddenly interested in REM and dreams and stuff. well, i just find it wierd that i wake up each morning as if i just closed my eyes moments ago. no struggling to remember images whatsoever. and its as if its "what i dreamed about last night" month. almost everyone's blog talks about it, kat was retelling me her dreams for the past 3 days already, and i...well, have nothing to share.

di ako in

hehehehe!

i also read that REM depriviation is connected to depression. and lately i have been feeling down and lonely. (que "maalaala mo kayaaaa...) seriously. and im like Eat Bualga's Sugar, crying all over the place, i hate it! i know i cry easily, but not this much, ever! i feel so stupid.

tangina. this is not good, not good at all. my strong woman facade is going down the drain. i cant. it cant.

i need a break. a long break from all of this...

but of course, like everything else in my life is, its not that easy.

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watched marie antoinette. love love loooovvveeddd the production. the story was not life shattering, but it was ok.

but the production, the set, the costumes -- gadeymit! it was all i imagined of versailles, even more. it was "faaaaabyoolus".


the moment i saw the garden on the scene wherein Marie Antoinette first came to the castle and looked out her window, i knew it was versaille. magnificent place! and our tour guide was not kidding us, its like a lifesize TV. kings and queens lived their lives under watchful eyes. imagine eating with people passing by, or sleeping with across your bed. its like living under a microscope. but that was how it was before.

i fell inlove with that castle the first time i went there -- the glamour, rumors, culture, everything that it stands for. and this movie rekindled that. grabe i want to be a queen hahahahaha!

and naman, kagwapuhan naman ang ka-affair na ito...


him or king louie? OH COME ON!

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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GPS system

this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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