wala naman

October 16, 2006 ang hirap pala.

if only i can be the one to manage everyone's mulah...maybe we'd stand a chance. prices are skyrocketing and as much as i try to budget everything with my money, i have bills to pay, deductions to carry...i dont know how she does it, consuming every last money she has in a matter of days (sometimes hours) its frustrating.

and now i think she's trying to talk me into getting a loan (again) and im not very excited to talk to her about it. i dont want to sound like her mother. but she never learns!

now im scared if she can really afford her credit card. im not sure if she understands how it goes, yes you are allowed not to pay your whole bill for the month, that's actually what the credit card companies want you to do, that way, they earn from the huge interest they make you pay, plus the finance fee, and whatever.

hay, how do i explain this to her. its not even the 30th, and she's telling me we should get our hair done the minute she gets her card. i mean sure, id love a haircut since its been forever since ive had one done. but here we go again...

the thing is, when she gets into financial trouble, i cant seem to stop myself from helping her, no matter how broke i myself would be.

and everyone's getting mad at me because of it. i cant say no daw.

maybe i did create this monster.

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work has been steady, for the past few days, but im expecting tedious nights again, once the pitch nears (its next wednesday and i havent done anything.)

i miss having access to media programs. now im only a squatter, waiting for anyone's PC to be free. my mac's for creatives, but the thing is, that's not hte only thing i do. so i still have to use media programs, programs i have no access on.

hay...

of course i cant ask for a windows CPU, that'd be to much naman. ang mahal ng mac na to ha..

hay...

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i think i sprained my right ring finger, now i look like a socialite, with my ring finger (not the pinky) sticking out.

ewness...

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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GPS system

this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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