dahil di ako pwede magwala sa office..

October 10, 2006 naiinis ako..naiinis ako sayo. ikaw pa talaga yung may ganang magalit eh ako nga yung naipit. dont bullshit me. you're using anger para di ako yung magalit sayo or para ako pa yung maguilty...well guess what mas naiirita pa ko!!

tayong dalawa lang naman ang nakakaalam nung usap na yun. at never hinawakan nung isa yung telepono ko. pero para sabihin nya na nabasa nya yung message na yun,,im pretty sure i dont sleep talk, you know.

stop telling me na ako yung madaldal, na ako yung di makapagpigil pagdatiing sa mga issue nila kasi from what's been happening, the news always came from you, not me. at ako nagmumukhang two face at sinungaling! di ba nakakainis yun. if you really care about me, have some decency to apologize man lang. di yung ikaw pa yung galit sakin, ano to joke time??

nakakapikon ka! gusto kita sapakain! bakit ka ba ganyan sakin. you've made it clear you can lie to me, ayaw ko ng sinungaling. kasi pag nalaman ko nang ganun, i'll always have this thought at the back of my mind na everytime you say something, its a lie. its unfair pero can you blame me? ayoko ren magisip ng ganun but dont give me a reason to

its bad enough that you made me feel unimportant and you were insensitive enough to show your excitement when you saw her friendster page. i know its so high school of me to get jelous of a page. but it was really unneccessary of you to do that in front of me. at least you would've restrained yourself. magkunwari ka naman na you were'nt excited to see her, kahit sa picture lang. and you tell me wala lang yun? wala pa yun sa lagay na yun ha..pano pa kaya yung minahal mo talaga.

at yang coleen na yan...coleen ba talaga pangalan nyan o karen? kala ko ba matagal mo nang di nakakausap bakit nung akala mo nabura lahat ng contacts mo, nung nagsave ka sa phonebook 2 mo, nakuha mo paren yung number nya. 3 bagay lang naman yan eh, memorize mo, nagtext sya, or umeffort ka talaga para malaman pa number nya. sige sabihin na naten na di sya si karen pero she's the only thing that links ou to her. how can i be sure na pagnaguusap kayo about sa inong 2 lang talaga ..o nakakausap mo ba si karen den pagnakakatext mo sya.

tanginang unlimited yan. globe pa yung bagong number ni pamela. bat nga ba nagtagal ka ng konti sa page nya, yung kita yung shoutbox na naglalaman ng bagong number nya. di mo ren naman makikita yung buong page kasi nakalimited view lang pero nagtagal ka, more than it would take for you to look at her face and read some basic profile.

hindi ako pinanganak kahapon wag mo ko gawing tanga.

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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GPS system

this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

credits

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