coz im out of ideas...sakit sa ulo?? how do you illustrate "rush work"
September 22, 2006
--from chi--
have you ever?
here we go again. highlight the statements which applies to you.
Bought everyone in the bar a drink
Swam with wild dolphins
Climbed a mountain - halfway..hehehe!Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
Been inside the Great Pyramid
Held a tarantula
Taken a candlelit bath with someone - take out the word candlelit and this would be bold. (gawd, even that sounds kinky)
Said 'I love you' and meant it Hugged a tree
Bungee jumped
Visited Paris missed the lourve though
Watched a lightning storm at sea - im scared
Stayed up all night long and saw the sun rise -oo naman! Seen the Northern Lights
Gone to a huge sports game Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
Grown and eaten your own vegetables
Touched an iceberg -not exactly an iceberg but ive been to the alps :) Slept under the stars -oh yeah...Changed a baby's diaper - basta weewee lang ok lang Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
Watched a meteor shower - does the f4 mini skits count? hahahahaha!
Gotten drunk on champagne
Given more than you can afford to charity
Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment -almost alwaysHad a food fight
Bet on a winning horse
Asked out a stranger
Had a snowball fight
Screamed as loudly as you possibly canHeld a lamb
Seen a total eclipse - of the heart. hahaha! baduy Ridden a roller coaster Hit a home run
Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking - when with friends i always doAdopted an accent for an entire day Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment - there are moments Had two hard drives for your computer
Visited all 50 states
Taken care of someone who was drunk - i almost always am the one to take care of those drunken bastards hahahahaHave amazing friends -- namanDanced with a stranger in a foreign country
Watched wild whales
Stolen a sign - hahahaha!Backpacked in Europe
Taken a road-trip - this is the best!Gone rock climbing
Midnight walk on the beach --yeah Gone sky diving
Visited Ireland
Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love --hahaha! guilty!In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them - pag puno ang jabee/mcdoVisited Japan
Milked a cow
Alphabetized your CDs
Pretended to be a superhero
Sung karaoke -- who doesnt?Lounged around in bed all day -- i miss thisPosed nude in front of strangers
Gone scuba diving - certified open water diver ata toKissed in the rain -
i want...Played in the mud
Played in the rainGone to a drive
Visited the Great Wall of China
Started a business
Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
Toured ancient sites
Taken a martial arts class
Played DVD for more than 6 hours straight Gotten married
Been in a movie
Crashed a partyGotten divorced
Gone without food for 5 days
Made cookies from scratch
Won first prize in a costume contest
Ridden a gondola in Venice -- with my mom, not a lover...i saw a cute itallian boy pa naman nun, hinatak ko dapat..sayang heheheGotten a tattoo --will do
Rafted the Snake River
Been on television news programs as an "expert"
Got flowers for no reason
Performed on stage --always in a groupBeen to Las Vegas
Recorded music -- yep, as in with the guitars and all. anniversary gift..umeffort. ahhahaha!Eaten shark
Had a one-night stand
Gone to Thailand -- weekend market is mecca!Bought a house
Been in a combat zone
Buried one/both of your parents
Been on a cruise ship
Spoken more than one language fluently --english and filipinoPerformed in Rocky Horror
Raised children
Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking --i sang even louder hahahahaHad plastic surgery
Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived
Wrote articles for a large publication
Lost over 100 pounds
Held someone while they were having a flashback
Piloted an airplane
Petted a stingray --iiiii wwwwaaaaannnttttttt!!!
Broken someone's heart --sorry namanHelped an animal give birth
Won money on a T.V. game show
Broken a bone -- nagkacrack..haha!Gone on an African photo safari
Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild --NEVER..IN MY LIFE...
Ridden a horse -- sa tagaytay at baguioHad major surgery
Had a snake as a pet
Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
Visited all 7 continents
Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
Eaten kangaroo meat
Eaten sushi --ooohh..sushi...
Had your picture in the newspaper -- thanks marns! hahaha!
Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about -- ata...i can be very stubborn with the things i care most aboutGone back to school
Petted a cockroach
Eaten fried green tomatoes
Read The Iliad
Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read
Killed and prepared an animal for eating
Skipped all your school reunions
Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language -- nung nagtour, an itallian lolo kept on going about something spiral (i knew thru his gestures) apparently he was pertaining to the stairs leading to the vatican cityBeen elected to public office
Written your own computer language -- as in html and stuff, yep, i do webpages from scratch, as in notepadThought to yourself that you're living your dream
Had to put someone you love into hospice care
Built your own PC from parts
Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
Had a booth at a street fair
Dyed your hair
Been a DJ
Shaved your head
Caused a car accident
Saved someone's life --i hope someday i would...
& our love goes round and round;
9/22/2006 06:38:00 PM
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coz you had a bad day..
yesterday was hard for me. and the thing is, its not that people were hard on me, there were far from rude. its just that i feel like such an idiot around them that i start to doubt if im really cut out for this job.
i kept thinking "don't say anything dumb! don't say anything dumb!" but the moment i hear "how about you ciara, what do you think" i freeze. as in my whole brain shuts down and i stutter the first stupid thing that enters my head.
poota.
i was trying very hard not to throw myself in front of a speeding bus as i was walking home, but the moment i arrived and went up to change, i brokedown. i was seriously rethinking if this is what i should be doing. i cant even speak up in a fucking brainstorming session, and that's just for the accounts deck, not even the creatives.
if you're in creatives, you're expected to be brilliant, and to speak up, express your ideas, something i cant seem to effing do.
poota tlga.
good thing i asked vin to accompany me that night. i guess he felt that something was wrong and went up a few mins. after i did. at least he was there to hear me out.
hay... i have to get over this fear, whatever it is. i cant always hide behind the i-have-a-lot-in-my-mind reason, although that is true, i do have alot on my mind lately there are times that i cant hardly breath.
hay mojix. grow up. learn to stand up for yourself.
& our love goes round and round;
9/22/2006 06:29:00 PM
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September 12, 2006
I'm not sure if i just expected too much of this training or is this really part of it and I'm just being impatient again. but i will take ms ros' advice. i will give it this whole week, maybe things would turn up. hopefully... or else I'm just wasting my time.
& our love goes round and round;
9/12/2006 03:54:00 PM
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cold war is on
September 08, 2006
i hate fighting..coz i know i'm the non-confrontational type. i'd rater shut up in one corner than discuss the issue face to face. and i dont want people pestering me when i'm mad, so i dont pester them.
hay...im not sure if we're fighting because he tends to take everything too seriously that it blows out of proportion or its because im too apathetic that i make him feel neglected, not to mention stubborn as hell
i know we have to meet in the middle for this to work..but how? as almost everything else important, it's easier said than done.
& our love goes round and round;
9/08/2006 03:37:00 PM
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buzzmaker
September 05, 2006
i still need to get used to using a mouse with no right click. and a very very huge monitor which occupies 1/4 of my area. the screen is too near me now, gone are the ultra thin LCD days. i wont be surprised if ill need to wear glasses in the next few months.
i had a bad case of 'trangkaso' last week. (im sorry i don't know what that is in english) sunday and monday were spent in my sofabed. it was the weakening kind. i feel like fainting everytime i try to sit up. and gawd was my whole body sore. bad vibes.
by monday evening my fever's gone, so since i have a lot of deadlines tuesday, i went to work. bad idea. by noon, my fever's back, and of course the cough and flu never left. i had to take the mandatory 2 day rest after that (as advised by ms ros.of course i did not know that at first.)
come friday, all work has piled up, i didnt know where to start. i hate catching up. i feel like i cant give each task enough time for me to actually think about what it is im doing. and the week after that is not very different.
we moved in the apt the same week..now i have deadlines to meet, and bills to pay. ngaraaaagggg...
hay, i know all this will be over, but can you make it sooner rather than later.
thank god for IO and RH. haaaaayyy
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ang hirap humindi. wala naman akong ibang dapat kainisan kundi sarili ko. kung mahirapan man ako sa mga susunod na araw, ako ren ang may kasalanan. 800 para sa buong setyembre, parang imposible. pero wala akong magawa.
sana lang worth it lahat tong paghihirap ko na to.
bakit kasi...
ewan ayoko na nga magsalita.
tiis lang. ngayon lang yan...
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if you'd notice my post has no direction. that's coz i have so much to think about its affecting how i explain myself. how the heck will i be able to come up with a decent campaign for diamond hotel before the week ends now.
& our love goes round and round;
9/05/2006 05:22:00 PM
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