i dub thee, macoy, my knight in shining armor
August 24, 2006
he came in a big black box.
i froze in excitement.
yes, that's no camera trick. world, meet my new G5, well, at least that's what i'll be using in the office come monday. (damn supplier forgot the converter for the monitor...we should've installed him today!)
we took him out for a while so he can breathe after the long travel, but he never showed any sign of weakness, he actually looked so...godly! with his silver hardcase armor. i haven't seen anything like it.
i felt like my self when i was 4 and found chocolates inside my stocking on christmas morning. my first gift from santa. (i can still remember the made up signature of santa on the attached note.)
hay this is the greatest day EVEEEEERRRRR!!!!!
I CAN'T EFFING WAIT FOR MONDAY!!!
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actually, other than macoy, there are alot of great news today. i now believe that blessings do come ten fold to those who wait.
for one thing, we found, what for me is the best place so far. unless they can show me something better than that, we'll start moving in on monday (that would be the first monday that ill be looking forward to. wwweeeeeeeeeehhhh!!!)
my loan is being processed already, so we can pay downpayment next week. yey!
and also, vin told me that his dad would be undergoing med checkup already and if everything goes well *oh please please please lord..* he'll be working in London, maybe even go back here every 2 weeks. WTF! how did he get that job?!?!?!?!
well i think he deserves it, he's really good at what he does, i could never get it. and he is brilliant, you can tell. this might just be the break that they need. they are having problems now you know, financially. and john john is still so young. they really need this, and his dad needs this job. i pray everything goes well.
but wait there's more! only, i still can't give you the full details. treat this as a teaser. i recieved a very good news today, macoy is just the half of it. what that is? i told you, i swore not to tell first. maybe monday.Ü
haaaaayyy...what a day. tomorrow, we'll be relaxing at tagaytay. no work (well almost, at least for me) maybe ill bring my sketch pad.
grabeeeeeeeeee!!!! i still cant get over everything. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh~~ tears...tears of joy...grabeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
minum tamu!!!!
& our love goes round and round;
8/24/2006 06:25:00 PM
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psycho analysis
August 22, 2006
i took a test, a very simple 15 item, multiple choice type of test, just for the heck of it. it's supposed to give a summary of yourself. i always thought these kind of test give bullshit results. but this one gave me the creeps.well most of it anyway
introducing the 15 point summary of me
1. i am a person who is keeping things to myself (yeah...)
2. any friend that would come along, i would accept and trust them completely (i tend to)
3. what i want in my life is half still in dreams and fantasies (true..true..)
4. i am strong (i always try to be)
5. gone case!!! super high sex drive!! can't live without sex! awesome! (ok this sounds a bit too exagerated hahahahahaha! )
6. i have a lot of good friends in my life (i think so too)
7. my old relationship is not a good one and is not memorable to you (hhhmmmmm....)
8. when my partner is around, i stick to him most of the time (who doesnt?)
9. when my partner is not around, i flirt around with others (hahahahahahahahaha!)
10. low ego (so true)
11. humble personality (i cant take compliments)
12. average bond with my friends (this i think is not always true..)
13. my partner is average in my heart (but still growing..)
14. my partner is very soft, smooth and humble person (when he's asleep hehehe)
15. i seek my partner whenever i meet problems (hmmmmmmm...)
& our love goes round and round;
8/22/2006 11:27:00 AM
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equal opportunity is an illusion
August 18, 2006
nakakainis isipin na di pa pala sya nakakapagtapos. pero di dahil ayaw nya. dahil di kinaya ng pamilya nya an pagaralin sya.
honor student sya simula grade school. pero nahuli sya ng apply para sa scholarship sa kolehiyo. at dahil dun, nung maubos ang pera ng magulang nya, kinailangan nyang tumigil.
nakakainis. andaming tao jan na sunod ang luho.pero walang ginawa kundi magbulakbol. di naman kailangan na honor student sila pero sana man lang pahalagahan nila kung ano meron sila. yun bang ipakita nila na nagsisikap sila mag-aral. di lang kasi mga magulang nila ang binabastos nila, pati na rin yung ibang tao na wala ng meron sila.
di ako santo, oo, nagbubulakbol ako, gago ren ako. pero importante sakin ang pagaaral ko. nagsisikap ako di lang para sa pamilya, pero para na ren sa sarili ko. nabigyan ako ng oportunidad na makapagaral sa magandang kolehiyo, mabuti naman ang buhay na naibigay sakin ng mga magulang ko. di man kami nagkakasundo sa ibang bagay, pero pagdating sa pag-aaral ko, di ako papetiks petiks.
nakakainis. sana binibigay nalang nila yung winawaldas nila sa mas may kailangan. pero naniniwala akong di pa huli ang lahat. maaga pa para mawalan ng pag-asa. kailangan lang nila mabigyan ng pagkakataon. isa lang. sana..
& our love goes round and round;
8/18/2006 11:39:00 AM
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kamusta naman to
August 17, 2006
| How You Are In Love |
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
You tend to give more than take in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. |
am i just that predictable??
& our love goes round and round;
8/17/2006 01:54:00 PM
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the big leap
it's funny how life has it's own twists and turns. and i can't help but believe that GOD really has his own plan for me. that everything does happen for a reason.
like the day i took this job. i've always always wanted to be in creatives. while my other classmates were all trying to grasp the art of account management, i doodled away at the corner of the room. my notes were sketches of my professors and beings from my make up world. i have half of my notebook intended for lyrics and poetry. i have a high in creating anything, with or without sense.
then months after graduation i got a call. it was her. she offered me a job, but not in creatives but in media. i thought about it for a minute. during school, when im not doing creatives, i tend to be the one assigned to media. its toxic to most of my groupmates because they say its all math.
so since i think i would do well in it..i took the job. months in it, an officemate of ours transferred to another "department". she was very very good at what she was doing before that, so i thought, why shift? everyone then said that it has always been her first love. this was what she had always wanted. her dream job.
it was then that i started thinking. am i compromising my dream just to get by? should i follow her steps and go for what ive always wanted?
but then i thought, this is somewhat still being "creatives" but different. its not just creating ads, it's finding a way to reach the market by presenting something that has never been done before. its reinvention. and i embraced the challenge and decided to stay. maybe i was born to be in between, i thought.
then now, life is presenting me with another opportunity. i am starting to shift to being creatives. and its fun. its very stressful, yes, but fun. i cannot believe i had second thoughts at taking it before. i would've beaten myself to death if i didnt go through with this. hehe. so is this the beggining of me realizing my dreams?
i say GOD only knows. he works in funny ways. he knows not to give you what you want when you want it. he makes sure you're ready for it. that's how he makes us appreciate what we've got. and for that i am thankful. of course it will still depend on the decisions that you make whether or not you would be who you should be. im just lucky i took that leap when he told me to. or else id be stuck on the same place, still wondering if that's where im supposed to be.
& our love goes round and round;
8/17/2006 11:35:00 AM
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iWant
August 09, 2006
meet Macbook13.3-inch widescreen display (there's a 15" and 17")
1280 x 800 resolution
2.0GHz Intel Core Duo1
512MB memory (2x256MB SODIMMs)
80GB 5400-rpm Serial ATA hard drive2
SuperDrive (DVD±RW, CD-RW)
Intel Core Duo
iLife (iPhoto, iMovie HD, iDVD, iWeb, iTunes)
Bluetooth
Front Row (remote app)
built in iSight
wireless-ready AirPort
5x faster than iBook
and you can f*ckin get it in black
gadeymit! iWant!!!!
& our love goes round and round;
8/09/2006 05:35:00 PM
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August 02, 2006
would you rather love the one who completes you,,,or the one who loves you completely...
yebah luvseet. kamusta naman yan.
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well well well...say hello to the newly certified open water diver
*applaus*
did my checkout dive just this weekend, anilao was..omg i dont even know how to describe it. i was captivated. yes, there's rain. and the wind is picking up, and the waves' were rough, but damn hell the view below was breath taking. OA!
we went first to Caban Cove, which was sadly dirty on the surface since the current and wind tend to take the trash there, but below it was spectacular. haaaayyy..i fell inlove. and i hated all the people who threw trash to the water. may you rot in hell!
then we went to koala. and being the matanong that i am, i asked why it was called koala and all they could tell me was, "that's a good question" i guess no one ever asked that before. we saw a puffer fish..coolness.
the next day, early in the morning we went to bebot. it was then that i had problems equalizing. and im proud of myself coz i did not panic. i looked for my buddy, told him to wait for me coz something was wrong (all in sign language) and did what i had to do. i did panic though during our skills practice. my buddy suddenly alarmed the instrutor about something behind me. my heart literally lept and i tried looking behind for anything scary. a barracuda? a shark? but we're still not too deep!
apparently i had a leak in my tank, something to do with the o-ring. the instructor said it was ok since not much air is really coming out, i had enough for the sightseeing. we saw a cuttlefish though..and yes, the "pawikan"...damn you. hahaha!
the fourth and final destination was called twin rocks. that was..omg..the best of all four. there was a sunken, i dont know, i think that was a small ship of some sort. and there were mountains of corals. we saw giant clams and omg i cant even put it into words. you HAVE to see it. YOU HAVE TO TRY DIVING.
yes, its expensive but it was all worth it. im looking forward to going back to anilao. i still had loads of sites i wanted to see..the cathedral being on top of the list. im also looking forward to our coron trip, i hope it pushes through. i heard there are alot of sunken ships there from WW2 i think. coolness. and i wanna see a batfish..and of course, my fave, manta ray.
haaaaaayyyy...i really really recommend it. i wish i have a camera with me though so i can at least share with you the experience through photos. but im still yet to save for it. and i have to buy my snorkeling gear before anything else so i can have a more enjoyable experience next time. the rental fins tend to leave me with blisters coz it doesnt really fit that well.
tell me if you want to join us, there'll be fun dives on the 12th and 19th...if i have money, ill most probably go. hehehe!
i told you i was a mermaid in my previous life. it all makes sense now doesnt it? hahahahahaha!
& our love goes round and round;
8/02/2006 04:47:00 PM
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