September 28, 2005 i dont actually have that much to say besides that i am busy..work had me occupied for the past..i dont know..i dont even know what the date is unless i look at my trusty desk calendar, or of course if i know that we have placements in newspapers which needs confirmation and material version advise, then i have to get a hold of myself and force my little mind to be conscious of what friggin day it is.

i even almost forgot that it was the 28th already..that's 20 months and counting..maybe im just focused on friday..when ill get to be with him for more than 12hours..for a change. its been a while..the last time id been with him longer than the max 12hours was last summer when my friends and i went to galera with him.fond memories..

enough reminicing..let's start with the probably-useless-infos-but-what-do-you-care-its-my-blog portion.

aint the weather a bitch? almost everytime i came home late from work, the friggin rain gains on me..and mind you..the raindrops are like large cold hard rocks upon my head. seconds under them means instant evening shower from the heavens. if ordinary rain is like spit..these my friends felt more like elephant spits. in a matter of seconds, my pants would be soaked up till my knees. and of course the ever-pasaway that i am wont even entertain the idea of bringing an umbrella..id rather multiply.

why wont it just rain in the heat of the afternoon? then by the evening we'd have clear starlit skies, and everyone would be happy (come to think of it..its been a while since ive seen stars..)

oh and ive been thinking about lessening my alcohol intake.. (OH NO IS THE WORLD GONNA END?) well, no..but ive got to face the fact that im not getting any younger (i am still young but i drink like im in my forties..so what the heck, you gotta understand where im coming from.) not that i gonna stop anytime soon..coz i know i friggin cant. maybe not even ever. but modulating it can help.. im no fan of food supplements and vitamins..medicines even. and i dont want to get to that point when im obliged to take them pills and capsules sooner than id really have to. we'll see..we'll see..

"Never make promises that you cant keep" hehehehehe!

ive also been thinking about UK and US and well,,dubai..although honestly im having 2nd 3rd and 4th thoughts about the last one. nothing personal though..i just thought it would really be cool to "conquer" another country alone..not that i mind having someone to be with..its just that..i think that that would be the ultimate independence test i need for me to really grow as a person..and of course like what majority of humankind wants..its the perfect "find myself" situation.

i still have time to think pa naman eh. ill figure what i want to do with my life one day..so until i can say "everything has fallen into place.."

My most true mind thus maketh mine eye untrue

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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GPS system

this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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