September 28, 2005 i dont actually have that much to say besides that i am busy..work had me occupied for the past..i dont know..i dont even know what the date is unless i look at my trusty desk calendar, or of course if i know that we have placements in newspapers which needs confirmation and material version advise, then i have to get a hold of myself and force my little mind to be conscious of what friggin day it is.

i even almost forgot that it was the 28th already..that's 20 months and counting..maybe im just focused on friday..when ill get to be with him for more than 12hours..for a change. its been a while..the last time id been with him longer than the max 12hours was last summer when my friends and i went to galera with him.fond memories..

enough reminicing..let's start with the probably-useless-infos-but-what-do-you-care-its-my-blog portion.

aint the weather a bitch? almost everytime i came home late from work, the friggin rain gains on me..and mind you..the raindrops are like large cold hard rocks upon my head. seconds under them means instant evening shower from the heavens. if ordinary rain is like spit..these my friends felt more like elephant spits. in a matter of seconds, my pants would be soaked up till my knees. and of course the ever-pasaway that i am wont even entertain the idea of bringing an umbrella..id rather multiply.

why wont it just rain in the heat of the afternoon? then by the evening we'd have clear starlit skies, and everyone would be happy (come to think of it..its been a while since ive seen stars..)

oh and ive been thinking about lessening my alcohol intake.. (OH NO IS THE WORLD GONNA END?) well, no..but ive got to face the fact that im not getting any younger (i am still young but i drink like im in my forties..so what the heck, you gotta understand where im coming from.) not that i gonna stop anytime soon..coz i know i friggin cant. maybe not even ever. but modulating it can help.. im no fan of food supplements and vitamins..medicines even. and i dont want to get to that point when im obliged to take them pills and capsules sooner than id really have to. we'll see..we'll see..

"Never make promises that you cant keep" hehehehehe!

ive also been thinking about UK and US and well,,dubai..although honestly im having 2nd 3rd and 4th thoughts about the last one. nothing personal though..i just thought it would really be cool to "conquer" another country alone..not that i mind having someone to be with..its just that..i think that that would be the ultimate independence test i need for me to really grow as a person..and of course like what majority of humankind wants..its the perfect "find myself" situation.

i still have time to think pa naman eh. ill figure what i want to do with my life one day..so until i can say "everything has fallen into place.."

My most true mind thus maketh mine eye untrue

the big man

September 08, 2005 DAVID GUERRERO noticed my artwork..and actually liked it..

that will be enough to make my whole week.

no make that a month.

My most true mind thus maketh mine eye untrue

i guess im considered "anyone"

September 05, 2005 3 names I go by:
1. ciara
2. cia
3. ciar

3 screen names I have:
1. ciaring
2. ciariray
3. by??

3 physical things I like about myself
1. my eyes..
2. my feet (not including my toenails coz i never really lerned how to properly cut them..i need a manicurista or someone else to do it properly..)
3. my legs i guess..kasi walang scar..

3 physical things I don't like about myself
1. im fat..i get fat too easily..darn it
2. my hads..i find it too small
3. my nose..

3 parts of my heritage
1. Filipino
2. Spanish (super small part..)
3. i think i have chinese great great great grandparents..but i dont know..

3 things that scare me
1. lighting
2. zigzag roads
3. being forgotten

3 of my everyday essentials
1. PC
2. water
3. cellphone

3 of my favorite musicians (at the moment anyway)
1. Orange and Lemons
2. Rivermaya paren
3. Bob Marley

3 of my favorite songs (from my favorite musicians)
1. Just like a splendid love song
2. 241 my favorite song
3. Is this Love

3 things you want in a relationship
1. trust
2. understanding
3. ACCEPTANCE

3 lies
1. im "ok"
2. i did not cry
3. i dont need other people

3 truths
1. people always misunderstand me
2. i find it hard to express what i feel
3. i make mistakes..lots of them

3 physical things about the opposite sex that appeal to me
1. eyes..eyes..eyes
2. smile
3. yummy abs.hahahaha!

3 of my hobbies right now
1. painting
2. still shower-concerts
3. eating..hahahahaha

3 things I want to do really badly now
1. have a full body massage..
2. sleep..
3. go to the gym

…3 careers I've considered doing
1. graphic artist..
2. composer/singer..
3. bar owner

3 places I would like to go on vacation to
1. Jamaica
2. Switzerland
3. anywhere in the Mediterranean

3 kids’ names I like
1. ashleigh
2. stephen
3. nicole "nick/nicky"

3 things I wanna do before I die (in no particular order)
1. Backpack in Europe
2. create an album and actually sell it..
3. adopt a child

3 ways that I am a stereotypical guy
1. Im inlove with basketball
2. I dont care that much how i look, and i seldom fix my hair
3. I green minded..too green even

3 ways that I am a stereotypical girl
1. I take forever in the shower
2. I like to shop
3. I have my wedding planned already..haha

3 people I would like to see take this quiz
1. anyone
2. and anyone
3. and anyone too

My most true mind thus maketh mine eye untrue

busy september..

our dear mediawise is going to launch in a week, and with that, we still have numerous "lunch dates" to take care of, and i, lets just say that i have to finish our "creative room" and make it as presentable as possible for our guest, which started to pour in today.

would you believe that i went to the office saturday and sunday, and yesterday (sun) i took my sister with me, we badly need another person to finish a wal in a day, and we left the office at aroung 11:30pm..yep...11:30 as in almost midnight..and we both have to wake up by 6:30, sagad.

tiring tiring week..id have to say. but i guess its ok..im learning new things on the way, i mean im starting to be better at color mixing (being deprived of coloring books when a child, im only starting to further develop my skill in coloring, color mix and stuff) i take this as my practice..and as the cliche goes..practice makes perfect.

who knows maybe id be the next picasso (oh yeah right)

last week has also been one hell of a rollercoaster ride for me, emotionally that is. ive been extremely happy then extremely lonely then back to being happy again so fast i cant keep track. and the crybaby inside cant seem stop itself from emerging at the worst places, not to mention time during the duration of the week..but nevertheless, i still want to take this opportunity to thanks some people...odiba parang nagpuplug ng show? but really..in all honesty..i thank the ff people with pure sincerity ..

-to lex..for the wonderful bagful of coffee..it has become more than a morning wake-me-up drink..

-to my college friends..who without even knowing it, made me clear alot of things about friendship..real-beyond-any-distance-and-time-friendship.

-to the two gentleman sitting beside me in the shuttle, who i know realized whats happening but still kept quiet and tried not to stare or question. your silence said it all

-to edwin..yes your not just my boyfriend..you really are my bestfriend

-to boysen, for the high moments you provide with just a sniff

-to miss AM and lizbeth, for the cheezy fries, you know how to cheer me up, eventhough ive only known you just months ago. let me add terence too, who looked for me with lizbeth when he sensed something was wrong, but never insisted that i tell them what happened..at least after a few tries of asking

-to sir anton..for nto strangling me to death because of my booboo worth 100K+, i wouldve if i were in your place.

-to my other officemates for hte beer,,,and yes the support..when i sang.

-God..for always being there to listen when i have no one to talk to anymore..

THANK YOU...SOBRA

My most true mind thus maketh mine eye untrue

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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