Bad Blogger.

August 12, 2005 im sorry..it has been a while since i blogged, i know..

Bad. Bad Blogger.

and to think i have my own PC with DSL connection all day everyday..

VERY Bad Blogger.

but i do have an explanation for that..i've been busy..really busy..(yes, there are moments in my life when i do something other than bum around..specially now..)

good news first..im already a permanent employee of Mediawise Advertising Phils.. thank you God.. that's why i have been busy lately..and rather tired all of the time. its brand review month plus august is supposed to be the time when most advertisers bombared us with their ads..and that includes the two major clients that my boss and i are handling. ive been trying to juggle everything..doing 3 things at one time, sometimes even more. but the funny thing is that im enjoying it..plus of course the gimiks that are considered work for us..its like this job is made for people like me.hehe! lucky me. maybe the only downside of the job is..we are constantly eating, i know, your eyebrows might be raised by now but hear me out first.

just like this week, everyday, some supplier would treat us lunch..plenty of delicious food, and of course being a food lover that i am, i cant seem to stop myself. so how can that be bad? IM STARTING TO BLOW UP AGAIN..

darn it.

even with our kickboxing sessions every tues, and gym membership, i still cant seem to keep my weight down..curse all delicious food..im doomed not to resist you..hay

but i still am not giving up..ive pulled it off before, i guess i can make a comeback. (man i just gotta...or ill have to buy a new pair of pants again..sheesh..and clothes too..)

non-work related...im doing so-so..well not really so-so, not so good actually but im trying to convince myself that it'll all be over,, please lang..

hay, i dont know if its my fault, if im making myself too, i dont know, gullible? that i somehow allow people to use me or belittle me..its like they get the idea that it would alwasy be alright, that id always just let it pass..well i am just letting it pass, eventhough its been a real struggle for me. i guess i dont want to be the victim, only, i always seem to get myself to be one.

but that's life right..that which doesnt kill us, only make us stronger..yep..that's it..i only wish that the time would come when i can be strong enough to prevent myself from being used again and again and again...coz that's one lesson i cant seem to master..


My most true mind thus maketh mine eye untrue

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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GPS system

this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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