permission to rant

June 15, 2005 there are times when i just get so pissed off with some people..they dont care if they'll hurt anyone, what matters is that their names would stay "squishy clean" as one i-dont-know-what-she-was-thinking--semi-enemy-of-mine-from-long-ago have once said. what's kickin it up a notch is that they do it to good people..those who cant even hurt a fly..or those who had been too good he/she could've died as a saint in my religion. why? i just dont get it...

why would you take advantage of people like them..sabi nga nila..why not take on someone your own size. anlakas lakas ng loob nila palibhasa alm nila the other person wont fight back..well sure..cge..you may get away with it..pero never think na you won something..you're worse than a loser..kasi a loser still fights...you, on the other hand, just made your way around the game.

pathetic.

tapos minsan pa, some people make up all these stupid reasons..just to make it appear na wala syang ginagawang mali, that all is the other person's fault..when in reality the other person had been nothing but great to them. you make up excuses, put the blame on other people..how low can one get?

wala lang..nakakagigil lang isipin how some people think..or do certain things..tapos yung sinasagasaan nila...wala silang pakealam talaga...tao pa ba kayo? nakakainis pa pag kilala mo yung taong sinasaktan..tapos ang masaklap pa..they allow those people to do that to them..even if i want to fight for them i cant..kaibigan lang ako..taga kinig lang ako..they have to learn to fight their own battles, face their own fears..im not saying that im so strong kaya ko na lahat mag-isa..i know very well that im not..i may not win every battle, pero i fight..and with each one i grew more stronger..that's the key word there..im not the strongest..but im stronger..each time

to those i-dont-even-know-what-to-call-you-people...mabilis ang karma....

My most true mind thus maketh mine eye untrue

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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