beach anyone...??

May 11, 2005 to say that its too hot is still one great understatement..the heat has been getting more intense with each passing day..and today was no exception. even airconditioning cant help me, i need to relocate to alaska. hehehe! gawd i dont even want to know how it would be tom.

what's worst is my mood seems to agree with the weather. ask anyone..ive been alot grumpier than usual these past few days..im not sure if im like this because of the weather, or is the weather like this because of me. and believe me, the world doesnt seem to help either..its like let-us-all-irritate-ciara-day every single friggin day! thank you...now feel my wrath. hahahaha!

the only good thing that happened to me is that im going to start working on the 16th...yes! fully airconed room from 9-6pm at last!! at least i know id be in the condition to work. ive been waiting for a time worthy job for some time now. i know my parents were starting to think that i might never work in my life because ive been so choosy so they say. its just that...i dont want to take just any job..i dont want to waste my time. that's not being choosy, that's being smart... i may not be the cum laude of our batch, but that doesnt mean that i cant figure out a way to take me out of the sh*thole i am in. as ive said to my friends..sa buhay ngayon...di na importante na matalino ka, dapat lang mautak ka. and im living by that quote. i may have made everyone impatient, but i know better than go work in a callcenter just so ill have lotsa money

dont get me wrong, i have thought about it. i tried applying at 2 callcenters..but i didnt go through with it. i figured if i really want to be someone i can be proud of, i should never ever compromise my dreams. sure callcenters offer high pays..and yes you'll be trained to speak fluent english..but isnt that why i went to school in the first place? english..piece of cake..anyone can learn that..money...anyone can earn that...it may take time for some, but theres no shame in that. i actually would rather work my way up, that way i can really say that i have worked hard for it..it wasnt easy money...i took it one step at a time, that is an achievement. no offense though to those who work in callcenters...i know you each have your own reasons, and i have no business in trying to talk you out of it. all im trying to say is..its not for me...so dont go sending me hate mails..coz if you do id just laugh at you. hahahahahahaha! maldita tlga...nyahahahahahahahaha!

gawd...its still too hot (oo like there's a chance na magbago bigla yung weather) i just hope that im in some island, bumming out at a deserted beach..listening to bob marley and reading a good book...then the heat would have been totally tolerable...waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh... take me back to my beach please.... one more week...ill be back lobo batangas..one more week...

take me back to the beach please...

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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GPS system

this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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