just because...

February 26, 2005 its 5 o'clock in the morning..STOP! you need not call guiness or ripley's...i did not wake up early..on the contrary..i actually havent slept yet..haha! ive been like this for days now..i feel like ive turned into a vampire.

good thing im doing this thing for shu uemura..at least i have something to do while everyone is still in slumberland. and i gotta admit i get starstruck every now and then..with clients like ruffa guttierez.. aiko melendez.. cindy corleto.. darn it. and seeng how they can spend 30 to more than a hundred thousand smakeroo on make-up.. gawd i gotta envy them,, i dont even have money to leave the house for chrisake!

as most of you well know..i still dont have a job..if you dont count encoding..but what the heck..i get 3hundred/day and i get to do this at home..the only problem is..i gotta finish 3000 entries in a week.. give me a few more days and i bet i wont know how to read anymore..my fingertips are hard and friggin yucky already from too much typing..i got no voice.. and having the worst bark-slash-cough our household has ever encountered.

and yet i love being stressed..and getting paid for it. hehehehe!

^^*

i got a red-card-like-text this evening from him, which by the way made me panic like hell. apparently, he was worried why i wasnt calling or even texting him. (i did..about 2 days ago..i used my cousin's phone though..i told him i was busy and that i had no load na!!!darn it!) i called him using my sister's phone, apologized and told him that i was just really busy..this was his reply

"oonga eh..natatakot ako..busy ka nanaman..pero kahit magtext lang diba..dito ko ngayon sa beach..birthday ni jonar e..si JONAR..si jay-r?!"
all i could say was..JAY-R TALAGA!!!

what the hell is he doing at my ex's birthday party anyway?!!! now im the one being paranoid..what if he told him something..that's why all of a sudden he turned all aggressive and childish..an he do that some other time..like after i finish this encoding job..that alone is making me sick already..i dont need another thing to think about right now..honestly!!

oh--and i miss the beach...

^^*

my life for the past few days is pretty much like this post..DULL.

hay...ill just blog some other time.. we'll be leaving for cavite in 2 hours and i effing havnt slept yet..could this be considered as suicide?

take me to the beach please...

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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GPS system

this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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