January 04, 2005
a tribute..
i always thought that i can be carrie, i mean, sure i cant be that thin..but if i were to live in NYC, id have an apartment, a laptop, a wit that could get me in trouble, bad luck with men, clumsiness of a five year old, hang ups, 2-door bathroom, great friends and of course...a room full of shoes! oh and my own stanford of course...wont be complete without a bestgayfriend. hehe!
oh well, it has come to an end..and i promised myself that i will buy an original dvd of the last season. that much they deserve.
on the last post, i talked about my dreams..well, one of my dreams is to be a SATC crew, but of course, what's the use of putting that there..the show ended..buu-huuu!=(
well, they are going to be missed...but then again, i can always watch season 4&5, and in a few months, season 6...given that our dvd player would finally work! darn it.
^^*
just a week ago, i cant think of anything to blog about. if i do,,id be too lazy or something to post it...bad bad blogger.
but today, for some reason, i have so much to say, its like all my supposed to be posts from the previous week got jammed at the tip of my brain and is now hurrying to get out..hey there...there is still a next day you know..
anyway, just to get some of my system...hmpf! here goes...
^^*
besides obsessing over my weight..there is something else that i have lately been thinking about...
im obsessed with weddings...wedding gowns mostly... im like a kid planning her wedding day a little bit too late. WHATTHA?!
at first it wasnt really a big deal...i watched the SATC tribute and loved charlotte's wedding dress (the second one...pootek ang ganda naman tlga eh!sa wowow pa yun kaya mejo matagal na) everytime they showed a scene of that episode, id gasp and say "gawd ang cute tlga ng dress na yan...gusto ko ganyan"
then i watched my bestfriends wedding...and yes...just like charlotte's, i adored cameron's dress. fine... although that was the only time that i commented on anyones costume...but fine...
then we were chatting about movies, and i suddenly brought up "all my life" my opening line being.."eh yung all my life kabibe wedding kaya!! naku ako tlga pag kinasal dapat sa beach..tapos gabi para may stars tapos may mga torch sa aisle tapos may kabibe ren hahaha!" after blabbering i suddenly realized what i just said..did i just plan my wedding?
and then lastly..and probably the wierdest...i was channel surfing, then i chanced upon a reality show, "surprise wedding". here, the girls ask the man they love to marry them right there and then...its bad enough that i watched the gawdamn thing..but get this...i was touched, at times it was like i was one of the brides, waiting for a yes or a no...i was actually nervous! and...oh god...dont use this against me in the future...but i cried..I F*CKIN CRIED!!! what the heck is the matter with me!!! this was the first time i cried over a wedding..and i dont even have the slightest idea who's getting married!! damn it im going mad! i need a job...a diversion...anything that would keep me away from movies, dvd's and reality shows for a while...
i know i said id try to put something here that would actually make sense to you people. but hell, im going crazy here... maybe next time...
oh, and just in case i ever bring up getting married again, like for real im inviting you to my wedding chuchu...promise you'd find me and smash my head with a hammer...sure, i want to get married someday...but not until im ready...and knowing me, that'll take AGES and i mean AGES. so please...promise to free me from whatever it is that pushed me to disillusion myself that i am fit to be a full time mom and wife..think of that poor guy...and those poor kids...tsk tsk tsk...
im bored..what's your excuse??
& our love goes round and round;
1/04/2005 02:12:00 AM
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random dashboard
so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)
1.
Macbook
2.
DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10.
a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13.
Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.
Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.
And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)
Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!
behind the wheel
still the same ciara, just with more work and
longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by
november/december/january soon.
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this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!
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