another first

January 26, 2005 i got my first doze of rejection..and it made me laugh. hahahahahahahahahahahaha! it came in the form of an email. i remembered who it was from the moment i saw the subject.. application for the events executive position...

yes it was a good job..i actually, genuinely would have loved to have that job. and i knew somehow i was qualified.. so why did i laugh when i read that i wasnt asked for an interview? coz i knew i needed to be a singapore citizen or atleast a resident and could speak mandarin to qualify. NYAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! i dont know why on earth i still sent my resume in, but i did, and i dont regret doing so either. i might have 0.05% chance to be even considered, but what the heck...no harm done..at least i now have a jobhunting story to tell my children and grandchildren that i know we would all be laughing our heads off about..

just adding fun to jobhunting.. for my sanity's sake...

^^*

i find it funny how the nearing end of my college life (and what most people pertain to as the end of my "happy days") also meant the beggining of alot of firsts for me. some i have gone through, most im still yet to overcome..

i had a lot to give up, well somehow.. like allowance for one. you dont know how hard it is that you can leave the house as you please but you cant coz you dont have the money to pay even the tric to go out of the village. and this i never i thought id miss but i do...getting up in the morning, getting ready "fast",coz you know you're going to be late for class. (which i always end up being, since it takes me almost an hour to take a bath [minimum of 10 songs played/sang], getting dressed not included) oh and i miss having too much to do i cry. hahahahahahaha!

but thinking of the upcoming "firsts" just gives me the rush, which lately occurs only on wednesdays when i know i can watch american idol and laugh and creep myself out again. i heard a HS batchmate of mine would audition, cant wait to see her make a complete fool out of herself hahahaha! sama! lolx! what?! i dont like her that much.. and im sure the feeling is mutual..so sue me! sure she can sing..as one of the chipmunks..not nearly the next jasmine trias...PUH-LEEEZZZ! i dont sing that well either but i dont need simon cowell to tell me that for the whole friggin world to see!! damn..i want to be respected someday. hahahahahahaha!

^^*

*opens my brain's operating system*

[action:play; play-repeat:infinite;]
sana'y masabi sa awit kong ito...
lahat ng ninanais nitong puso ko..
sana saan man patungo sa buhay
may pag-ibig, may pag-asa, may saysay at saya...
sana sa bawat sandali matikaman pa sarap
ng pagsasama at simpleng ligaya...
Tara na!.,.Sakyan lang.,.
malay mo..
andyan lang..andyan lang.. ang hinahanap mo..
[/input]

[if:gets tired]
[text]help me![/text]
[action:continue-play]
[else]
[action:continue-play]

Darn it

^^*

we're repainting our room...from palest of the pale pink, we're changing it to blue-and-white walls and orange closets. oh, and we're gonna paint one of the walls ourselves.. a life-size painting of a beach (come on, you know i goota have my beach somehow) and since the door is part of that wall, we plan to put a tiny part of an island and a surfboard and some tiki idols there..to connect the painting to the orange closet of course. hehehehe! and we're makin those bead-sy curtains too to complete the effect. off with those dirty yucky pink blinds!

of course my mom didn't approve of it. her plan was to paint the whole dang room hot pink and put a wooden thingie to divide the walls into half. (just add those doilies and floral wallpaper and we're all set)

BUT her endless ramblings, and hot-pink-adoration, proved pointless..they are painting our walls blue as we speak (or write/read)..oooohhhh...i cant wait for them to finish..i will actually like to stay inside the room for a change. hehehehehe!

take me to the beach please...

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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