December 31, 2004
i think our whole household would agree that the world would be much more peaceful if i were isolated for a week or so before i raise the red flag. i define PMS. mind you, ive been trying really hard not to snap or bite someone's head off for days now...but i almost always fail. its like i-dont-know-how-to-speak-without-being-sarcastic, i-hate-the-world-and-everyone-else-in-it, dont-dare-talk-to-me-or-ask-me-stupid-questions, look-at-me-or-go-near-me-you're-dead kinda deal. i scare myself sometimes.
i dont usually make a big fuss about things. someone looks or sounds stupid, i laugh. someone tries to bug me, i just sip my coffee and smile... but now its almost automatic..i HAVE to be a bitch..i tried to calm that inner bitch but it wont succumb..and every little thing, even how my cousin feeds her animals on our harvestmoon game in the PS, bugs me...a bit over the top? girl, ive only just begun.
^^*
someone from friendster sent me this message...and in case you'd wonder, NO we're not dear friends...i dont even know him. this is his second message actually, i didnt reply on the first one,, so maybe that's the reason why he felt the need to message me again and tell me about himself in such a......i dont even have a word for it way. just...read.... and allow me to let the page
bleed
Hello dear friend
[i aint have the slightest idea how]
Now let me tell you about my self
[or why]
I live in Pakistan (in the North West Part of The
Country) my city name is Peshawar. It is the
Historic city, it is the Gate Way to central Asia.
[and...so?]
I am also University Student and I my Field of
study is Telecommunication Engineering, now I am
in my final Term of Education and hope so that my
education will be finished this September.
[can i just not comment about his english now...it would be too exhausting]I am
also doing job from last 1 year in an ISP
(Internet Services Provider)
[he had the guts to put that there...man i know what ISP is!] I am manager Wireless
systems, and I deal in all the Wireless Equipments
and Technologies.
Now I will tell you about my family
[ur killing me]I have 3
sisters and 2 bothers I am the elder one, my other
brother is also university student and he is doing
Master in Business Administration, my sister is
also university student and she is a student
Genetic Engineering, my other 2 sister are college
student and younger brother is in school.
[di mashadong detalyado]
I love music , you can also say that with out
music I am incomplete I can live with out Air,
[cge nga] but
with out music it is impossible Smile,
[i guess he meant Ü] also I
love traveling and every year in summer vacation I
use to go to Far areas of my country, I use to
travel alone because my friends say about me that
I am crazy,
[i dont blame them]because I use to travel in forest and
jungles for days to find good place and than I
will tent
[uhmmmm...never mind]there and will stay there to enjoy the
natural beauty
[i guess that's supposed to be the beauty of nature] and than will go ahead. I also read
book , I like to read about history, about great
people and new things, I also write poetry and
some time short stories.
I want to have many friend and it dont matter to
me to that from where they belong,
[its where you belooonggg~ GMA~~~]because I have
a faith that God made some one for me and I will
found her one day,
[hold on to your seats people...]who knows where she is may be
she is around me, may be she is some where else,
may be that girl is you Smile
[*scream* dundun--dundun--dundun--dundun]who know, where
she is. But I am hope full that I will found her
one and she will be the most Beautiful Girl
because she will be for me and I will be for her.
[O...K...]
I will marry once in life and will give all my
love to my wife. I am of the opinion that the real
love start after marriage.
[and so he goes on..]
About my future plans I want to have a wife and
kids and my life will be surrounded by them, they
will be my universe. I want to have 4 childrens.
[kailangan apat ha!!ikaw nalang manganak]
you know I love kids they are so cute and innocents
[parang...wala]
my opinion about the women or girl is that she
must be sincere , caring , loving , friendly, and
intelligent because an intelligent mother can give
good care to her childrens.
[everyone is entitled to his own opinion naman diba??]
I will send you my picture about my look , from my
face I look like a very serious person but I am
very friendly person always smile on my face for
friends.
[huuuuuuu...help me.]
You Can Call me at My home No: +9291842364
My Mobile number NO: +923005820549.
OR via My Messengers
Yahoo Messenger: smart_kamran79@yahoo.com
msn Messenger: Kamran_irtiash@hotmail.com
U Can Call me any time on my mobile & at home U
Can Call me at night after 10 Pm Pakistan Time
[oh diba...DEMANDING ANG LOLO MO..may sched pa.]
--oh please...like id fall for that crap. he cant even speak straight english..sure i want to be someone's "universe" but not his thank you very much. now the idea of soulmates gives me goosebumps..and i mean that in a very bad way.
he's really scaring me...he's actually discussing his plans for the future!! i had to force myself to get up and go as far away from the computer as possible..just to gather myself. i wanted to reply but i know what ill just say..it wont be pretty..why oh why did he have to send me this now...right smack in the middle of my PMS days..WHY ME??
well i did succeed on keeping my mouth shut..at least to him...but i just HAD TO BLOG ABOUT THIS...or else id go mad!
am i a bitch? oh, i know i am...
im bored..what's your excuse??
& our love goes round and round;
12/31/2004 02:10:00 PM
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December 08, 2004
"its over and done...but the heartache lives on inside..."
nope..im not moping because i got my heart broken again...well, it was but that's another story...the heartache came from another person....my karma no. 2
the defense for our thesis is over and done with..we've passed the necessary revisions...i should be happy right...no more sleepless nights....no more 6 cups of coffee a night (im back to a cup or two a day..thank you very much..)
but what transpired during that 1hour plus defense wouldnt seem to leave my mind...
remember when i said that one of our panel was ms Zamora...well..she pretty much crushed us...the comp rep was somewhat our friend...so she told us what happened when we were outside.
since we couldnt get a grade higher than 89, 89 in effect would be equivalent to 4.0 or 100 to us..
she gave us an 87
the other panel, sir esguerra, gave an 86
Ms zamora..talked them out of it. she was to give us i think a 79 or something...but that would still give us an average of 84
but lo and behold..she gave us an 81...
sure that translate to around 92..but still!! we shouldve gotten a higher grade...
although she had a point about the first part of our paper, the one she really really pointed out to us, and even got mad about was the fee for the food stylist...which was really not that important, some didnt even make a breakdown of the production cost, we did. since we came from a production house, we thought we owe it to them. i made that part. i asked around for the real if not the ave rate for different prod'n peeps..for the food stylist, i got Sir Eugene's rate, our food stylist for project ligaw (Choco Graham)
i know i shouldve asked if there was an agency or client reco for food stylist..but i showed my prod'n breakdown to the accts exec of JWT, she said it was fine...and besides...did she really have to get THAT MAD just becasue she was friends with that food stylist,, or was she just mad because we answered almost every question they threw at us without breaking a sweat (except maybe the industry analysis stuff [we werent granted an interview witht he client and our product was introduced just last august so there's really a few info] and the very last question ms zamora asked, which without a doubt was true..)
is it wrong for me to think that they were unfair...
not only ms zamora
this also goes to the other two panelist...i mean..they gave us 87 and 86 already...why budge?? just because ms zamora said so...
aint that a bit unfair....
i guess this would count as KARMA NO. 4??? =(
im bored..what's your excuse??
& our love goes round and round;
12/08/2004 01:49:00 AM
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December 01, 2004
karma no.3
do you remember that thing i did for our thesis, the media part...well, the strat was a breeze..what took me hours to do was the media plan and sched...the agency peeps wanted me to make a media grid pa, so i perfected that frigging revised grid that fateful thursday night...
june printed the original one, the one which was made for a 6-month campaign period..the incomplete one, the WRONG one, the one i didnt stay up making...
*pounds head on the wall repeatedly*
now we're thinking how the hell are we going to get away with that big BIG booboo. i just hope the company rep would back us up, that the one printed was the original one, and that she suggested some revision on the plan...and that was made before the passing of the paper..and the fact that the media strat says 12month campaign clearly states that we just printed the wrong media plan and sched...
OH GAWD HELP US! its Ms Zamora we're talking about...will she be amused with our prepared presentation..i sure hope so.
pray for our souls...that we might have a merry christmas, a happy new year, and for me and tracey, a happy birthday....
im bored..what's your excuse??
& our love goes round and round;
12/01/2004 01:49:00 AM
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