November 05, 2004 from now on call me chiara....GANDA!

i dont know whats with my name that the starbucks peeps would ALWAYS "misispel" it unless i answer them with "c-i-a-r-a" i mean, sarah i can tolerate, at least it sounds close enough, maybe he/she just heard me wrong or something...but chiara...please lord i hope its not pronounced as /chi-ya-ra/ im no "crown-lette"

then there are people like the one who posted this sign ---->
BANDLE talaga??

its not the only one i saw over the week, there's a sign saying "DEEP WELL SIRVICE" posted at a tree somewhere between alfonso and nowhere. why me??

im sorry i dont mean to sound like a total bitch here. but i think i was born to notice them things. just look at my friendster acct and read through my testimonials. if not for the bad days, i wouldve erased some of the testimonials other people, some i dont even know, gave me.

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my cute lil angels...Paolo and Jomar..GIGIL!!!!

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my last 2 weeks had been one roller coaster ride..and up until now, it still hasnt stopped. (maybe that's why im so ticked with the misispeld words)

what i cant get is how can i be not enough and then too much in 2 weeks time when all i did was be myself? is there something wrong with me?

i mean, just a week ago, he's having second thoughts. apparently he wasn’t sure if he's really into me because of his ex. that i might just be one of the other girls who he left to be available for his ex. then something happened, that according to him proved that finally he moved on. So we tried if a “WE” would work.

He told me he wants to make palambing to his gf’s (what the! Kelan pako naging coño?) so I thought since I too like that, and that the only reason why I try to hold back most of the time is that im afraid that guys would think that I love him more than he loves me, I thought, well, you want this, so lets try. I opened up and broke down my walls early on. Not too much though, since I don’t really super love him pa, I was just being sweet, typical.

Then days ago, he told me to take it slow. WAIT! Isn’t that supposed to come from me. From what I understood, I was giving too much daw. What the! What am I giving ba?

Now I cant help but feel that im the 25yr old and he’s the 19yr old here. Really. Elaine might just be right, "sala sa init sala sa lamig"

All I want is that if he doesn’t want to be here anymore, he should be man enough to at least let me know. Or is he still not sure about it…better think fast. I might not be up for it if he took too long to decide. One can only take so much right?

im bored..what's your excuse??

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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GPS system

this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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