July 19, 2004
a week to remember
.woke up early on a sunday (well, earlier than the usual 12 noon)
.shot a new video
.entered the all pink house at bf
.got cooked by the inkey outside
.got to play drums
.sucked at it (Darn it.)
.acted for jay and tin's video.
sucked at it too
.ate 1 1/2 tuna sandwhich before leaving
.ate 1/4 footlong hotdog upon arriving at ruins
.tried to ask manong to give us the bag Php50 less..and failed
.bought the bag Php10 less
.ate soggy jollibee fries
.watched "you got served" , "13 going 30" , and "confessions of a teenage drama queen" in one sitting
.got pissed because "Along came Polly" and "50 first dates" didn't play
.missed him terribly
.slept till late monday afternoon
.took care of the assigned paperwork
.compiled the company profile of SM for BUSIPOL
.found out the printer's not working
.emailed everything to tin
.missed him terribly
.slept 4:00am
.woke up early for class
.helped finish preprod papers
.went in late
.passed the homework late
.didnt get to evaluate ADBROAD prof (tsk..my one chance to get back)
.read for ADCONTE
.found out he got accepted for that job in Dubai and would start his training on monday
.missed him more
.printed the first page of the BUSIPOL paper and photocopied the paper for the signiture campaign
.printed a kodigs for the quiz in BUSIPOL
.asked Jen to print me a copy of her kodigs
.came to rels class just to ask for people's signitures
.went out after attendance rollcall
.read some for LAWADVE
.aced the BUSIPOL exam..most of it anyway
.got only 21 from previous LAWADVE quiz
.dropped my grade to a mere 81 (shit.)
.ate BBQ burger Mcdo, Large fries and Large Sprite for dinner
.asked for Php750 for a Php500 PMA convention ticket
.went to school to attend the meeting for adticum
.tracey gonzales, teri pagal, june montecillo...my thesismates
.greeted teri with my haburdey song
.gave ice the extra Php200 for the MTV fund (a hard one)
.had cheeseburger meal to go
.watched honey starring jessica alba
.revived the crush on that black guy from Othello (he stars as honey danielle's [jessica alba]
love interest)
.thought about having my hair braided into cornrows
.decided to have it cut first
.remembered i already gave my haircut money to MTV fund. Darn it.
.thought lil romeo and that other kid was just too cute
.finally installed Adobe Photoshop
.looked for a filmstrip from the net for the BB
.slept late again
.arrived at school 40mins late for the first class
.went in to find out there was no class afterall
.rushed to UM to have the filmstrip printed
.went to CSO to help Marns cut ACS styro
.didnt get to hang out with kat, elaine and rhea
.missed "The Prince and Me"
.ate go-go and chips c/o teri
.laughed my head off because of that darn bob ong book
.forgot to get an SSS number
.tried to take down notes in BUSIPOL
.only got the first 2 slides and the exercise on the board
.didnt read for LAWADVE
.got brutally punished for it
.resisted in buying another Mcdo meal
.ate an extra hot and spicy BICOL EXPRESS at home
.hurt my lips because of it
.imagined how pouty penelope cruz pulled it off during women on top
.drank 5 glasses of water, one before even having a taste
.finished the left-over condensed milk till the very last drop for dessert
.insomia attacks
.miss him still
.went to school for a meeting that never happened and a workshop i was already late for
.waited for 3 1/2 hours for ice for a supposedly 10sec discussion
.got totally pissed half way
.got a text from him that his training was postponed
.asked him if in case he's in manila already, does he want me to go to their place or meet him
somewhere after training, if time permits, everyday
.he didnt reply
.got pised even more
.he texted an hour later and told me he fell asleep but still didnt answer my question
.i ignored him for an hour so i wouldn't pour my anger on his sorry ass
.then texted him again to vent
.he just told me that i should eat
.got asked to stay for a while more because marns needs me to help her with something
.almost exploded but kept my composure
.glitter glued headers for BB
.saw a print out of pictures identical to those i printed out a day ago without the filmstrip i
worked an hour for
.thought marns changed the layout of the BB and made it her way without telling me
.tried so hard not to say a word about it
.went to Mcdo for my first meal of the day
.waited
again for an hour just to get on a bus home
.got home at 10pm.couldnt sleep because of frustration
.watched "50 first Dates"(cham had a shouting session with the vendor who said our DVD player caused the scratches on the CD jst to trade the one that wasn't playing for this)
to cheer me up
.it did
.slept at around 2:00am
.woke up 3hours later
.found out i got maan's waiver form for the community service
.texted maan to bring mine thinking she switched it
.found out she has the photocopy of hers too (turns out she passed the copy of my waiver to OSAC and gave me the copy of hers accidentaly)
.arrived at mcdo 7:00, as planned, but saw no one
.walked or rather brisk walked around Taft Ave to find an open computer shop
.failed
.asked maan to bring paper and tape before..just in case this happened
.went to OSAC to check if its already open
.it wasnt
.went to Mcdo to meet the rest
.taped my name and infos over maan's waiver
.got it photocopied
.got pissed at the girl who refused to potocopy it just because she wasnt finished looking at
herself in the mirror and the guy who did but only after waiting for soooo long coz he cant do
things any faster
.then laughed when the guy accidentally folded one paper and my name read Maria Mojica
.waited for mj
.left Mcdo around 7:45 for an 8:00am briefing
.arrived at Amnesty in Kamias,QC 8:25
.found out we couldnt be accomodated for the Molave visit(bit thankful for this)
.went to a talk in UP Diliman instead
.had a sausage mcmuffin, a hashbrown and milo for bfast
.sat through a talk about Lesbians,Gays and Bis
.played Super Mario Bros. on my phone most of the time
.took a picture of a guy who looked a lot like Alvin when he's faced sideways
.got disgusted at my psuedo-crush's new haircut
.commuted back to school for the first half of the MTV shoot
.had a headache due to the taxi driver's "driving"
.lost my appetite
.had my first cigarette after 3 months of nicotine free lungs
.had some more afterwards
.met a new friend
.bought a pink lighter
.went to JAVA to help for the shoot
.got irritated by our director's tone
.thought the lead girl looked a lot like Gretchen Barretto
.finished the last drawing
.shared a cheeseburger and regular fries with lilli
.had some funny conversations with the rest of the group
.took the job of the clapper for the day
.met with kat and elaine at ATC before heading to Yu's house for the party
.bumped into yula there
.unanimously thought yu's haircut made her head look bigger than usual
.a total of 5 people told me im getting fatter
.still ate rice, chicken bacolod, kare-kare, spring rolls, pasta alfredo, tahong and crab
.mild allergy from the crab caused my lips, tongue and throat itch
.unbuttoned my pants for a second serving
.had another cigarette afterwards
.texted him and forgot that he didnt smoke and told him i was
.3 yosi later, he replied
.he told me i can smoke if i want to, eventhough he didnt approve of it...so i didn't.
.went to Marbles to play billiards
.marbles was packed
.went to gameworx instead
.hated the band playing there
.downed a bottle of red horse
.a number of cheesesticks later, we decided to go back to yu's place
.drank shots of gin, pineapple juice as chaser
.tried to get kat drunk to add fun to the night
.ran out of gin
.elaine drove me home
.slept till late sunday afternoon
.got grossed out by nginiiig psychics' description of how a cannibal couple ate children's insides
.ate paksiw na pata right after that
.read other people's blogs
.still waiting for his text
.have i mentioned that i miss him terribly??
yes, a lot has happened..and im expecting more this coming week...i highlighted the good ones, i was bothered to see how few they were..for once in my life, i wanted so much to see more red, but apparently, good things only happen to good people.. no wonder i felt extra touchy...it was hard for me to try not to be such a bitch when i know i have every right to..but somehow i managed to keep my composure..
THAT has got to be the most challenging thing ive ever done in my life...
it came to the point that i really really wanted to stranggle someone to death..so please pray for me that i might not bite somebody's head off..orange and iron bars just doesn't work for me.
im bored..what's your excuse??
& our love goes round and round;
7/19/2004 01:33:00 AM
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