July 15, 2004 again..."the" vinci code...YON PALA EH!! GAWD! I think I need a break... (somebody hand me a kitkat..pls?Ü) my brain is starting to deteriorate...I haven't even started working yet...GAWD!

but of course there's still sooo much to do...so yeah cia, no sleep for you..again...(why am i so fond of talking to myself...probably coz im the only person who can understand myself...harharhar!again...barahin ang sarili...)

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at my previous post..ive mentioned how i want to work for oprah...before it was like a joke between my sisters and me..i mean heck...i drool everytime i watch oprah episodes wherein she gives away free stuff, i most especially like the christmas and oprah's favorite things episodes...which she does every year...

things money can do...

i just hope im one of the studio audience...but of course, its no secret that whatever she has, or if she finds something "cool" (for an adult, she can really choose a helluva cool stuff)she also like give it to her staff so they too can try...gawd i want a boss like that...

but looking beyond shallowness...i really like oprah,as a person i mean...yes, she might be one of those tight-ass-bitch-of-a-boss types...and yes, her kindness might just be a front...being in TV and all..but after that episode when she went to africa, you know, to "bring christmas" to the children there...i just know, she has a heart...most wont even go that far...but she did...and i hate to admit this..but i actually cried as i was watching that...

call me sappy...crybaby even..but heck...i just love children..and seeing children like that, you know, those who basically have NOTHING AT ALL, then you just give them like a pair of sneakers and some new clothes, and their face light up and some just cry or just hug you...gawd...my eyes become teary just by thinking about it.

then there are those who has AIDS even as a child..AIDS to them is like flu to us...people die everyday...and its sad...gawd..AIDS yun e!

i dont know about you guys..but that episode really gave me goosebumps...its like, it reminded me that i have a bigger responsibility to the society...it made me think of the things that i have..most of which, i take for granted..then i see people whose days would be brighten up with just the simplest things...and i cant even be contented, thinking i have SO MUCH MORE...its stupid...i feel stupid...its like, there are days when it would take me like an hour to dress up..just because i cant seem to have anything that goes with this or that, or i spend so much time thinking should i wear this blue shoes or the lighter shade of blue shoes...then, in their case, they spend a min or two, not because they have prepared what they were going to wear the night before, but because there isnt much to choose from..sometimes none at all...its just heartbreaking...

i admire Oprah's efforts for that..she might not have saved the world, or attained world peace, but those few weeks she spent there with those children, its like...gawd! i cant put it into words...

that's why i want to work for her...isnt it better to work for someone you really want to work with/for...for me..its her. if given the chance, i want to be part of her staff..not just because i can avail of the free monthly spa inside her studio, but moreover, iw ant to be part of something that i think is worthwhile, something that can make my hard work seem worthwhile...i like what Oprah stands for.. i want take part in that...

so Oprah..if you're reading this...i can sleep with the dogs, its no biggie. hahahahahahahahahaha! yeah right..as if there's a chance that Oprah would read my blog...sure!

i know..you might be thinking..why not start here? why go all the way to chicago?honestly...i dont know...sorry for being so pessimistic...but after some exposure to current events, and some with real people...im starting to think...there's only an itsy bitsy chance that our country would change for the better, but somehow...most people wont allow it to happen.

i dont even wanna start to preach here...it might take me forever...i still have things to do, maybe not as important as trying to wake filipinos up..but for now, it'll do...

im bored..what's your excuse??

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

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still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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