May 29, 2004 i should've known better than to pick a fight with womeone who i know would never admit that she's wrong...that for some reason, at the end of it all...even if it was her who offended me, id turn out to be the bad guy...man cia! you, of all should know this!

all because of some stupid...networking..money can really drive people nuts sometimes. the thing is, she still have'nt got hte money to rub it in that im wrong about going against her selling her cellphone for 6 friggin thousand, when she bought it for 16k!all for networking baby! now i think she's mad at me coz apparently, i wont help her..that i..cant support her on this..what the fuck does she want me to say?! that im proud of her? FOR WHAT! is it my fault that until now i still have doubts about this networking thing, although iam open to the idea..and besides..how many times do i have to tell her that i dont have any money! i cant even pay my sister that 300 i owe her from way way back?! what the fuck does she want me to do...now..what the hell..ill let us cool down a bit..ewan ko nalang ha kung just because of this, di na kami friends..ABA! what, does she want me to go with her to ortigas with a band on tow and a big banner saying "you go girl!"

i dont make any sense, do i? it's just that..im pissed..that's all..i never insisted that she joined that legacy thing, neither did i encourage her to sell her CP..so why is it that its my fault coz she's desperate for downlines and i cant give her any..that's why i have second thoughts about this..im not even sure that if i did join, id find decent downlines of my own, asa pa sya diba? and she keeps on telling me that if i really want to, i can make a way to join..so..what? i should sell my phone too? ANO KO TANGA? if she can do away with her cell, well i cant..so stop telling me that shit.ive told her a million times, id only join if the money that im going to give is not from my savings (i have lots to buy..) or from selling my stuff...i want that money to be something that i wont have a hard time letting go of..so if ever this networking thing wont work for me, which i think it wont, at least i could say, sorry nalang..at least i didnt give up anything other than money..diba??why cant she get that!!!! are you reading this?? hay! never mind!!!

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i wantched "all my life" ,, TWICE! HAHA! on other people's books, that would count me as BADUY..but honestly..for a Filipino film..its really really good...i dont want to be an anti-climax..so i thought id give my comments about that film later on...

but i just have to note this one..why does it have to use chiqui pineda's "how did you know" waaaaaaaah! now the whole RP would know, or remember this song..it would be overplayed..one of my favorite songs will once again be..another "because of you" NOOOOOOOOOO!!!

im bored..what's your excuse??

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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GPS system

this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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