May 29, 2004
i should've known better than to pick a fight with womeone who i know would never admit that she's wrong...that for some reason, at the end of it all...even if it was her who offended me, id turn out to be the bad guy...man cia! you, of all should know this!
all because of some stupid...networking..money can really drive people nuts sometimes. the thing is, she still have'nt got hte money to rub it in that im wrong about going against her selling her cellphone for 6 friggin thousand, when she bought it for 16k!all for networking baby! now i think she's mad at me coz apparently, i wont help her..that i..cant support her on this..what the fuck does she want me to say?! that im proud of her? FOR WHAT! is it my fault that until now i still have doubts about this networking thing, although iam open to the idea..and besides..how many times do i have to tell her that i dont have any money! i cant even pay my sister that 300 i owe her from way way back?! what the fuck does she want me to do...now..what the hell..ill let us cool down a bit..ewan ko nalang ha kung just because of this, di na kami friends..ABA! what, does she want me to go with her to ortigas with a band on tow and a big banner saying "you go girl!"
i dont make any sense, do i? it's just that..im pissed..that's all..i never insisted that she joined that legacy thing, neither did i encourage her to sell her CP..so why is it that its my fault coz she's desperate for downlines and i cant give her any..that's why i have second thoughts about this..im not even sure that if i did join, id find decent downlines of my own, asa pa sya diba? and she keeps on telling me that if i really want to, i can make a way to join..so..what? i should sell my phone too? ANO KO TANGA? if she can do away with her cell, well i cant..so stop telling me that shit.ive told her a million times, id only join if the money that im going to give is not from my savings (i have lots to buy..) or from selling my stuff...i want that money to be something that i wont have a hard time letting go of..so if ever this networking thing wont work for me, which i think it wont, at least i could say, sorry nalang..at least i didnt give up anything other than money..diba??why cant she get that!!!! are you reading this?? hay! never mind!!!
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i wantched "all my life" ,, TWICE! HAHA! on other people's books, that would count me as BADUY..but honestly..for a Filipino film..its really really good...i dont want to be an anti-climax..so i thought id give my comments about that film later on...
but i just have to note this one..why does it have to use chiqui pineda's "how did you know" waaaaaaaah! now the whole RP would know, or remember this song..it would be overplayed..one of my favorite songs will once again be..another "because of you" NOOOOOOOOOO!!!
im bored..what's your excuse??
& our love goes round and round;
5/29/2004 10:47:00 PM
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been a long time
May 24, 2004
You're a Dialogue/Character Writer!
What kind of writer are you? brought to you by Quizilla
got this from ciox..hmmmm...actually, there's truth to that..i wrote some short stories of my own, and if you read them, dialogue heavy talaga..even if i watch movies, i really listen to the dialogue..wala lang...there's something to it kasi, na sometimes, you dont say what you mean, or you dont mean what you say. it gives readers something to think about. and i for one loves to mess with people's minds. *evil laugh*
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going back to school tom...am i excited..yeah..SURE..
im bored..what's your excuse??
& our love goes round and round;
5/24/2004 10:03:00 PM
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Some things I just have to share...
May 21, 2004
i was browsing my "friendsters" when i read someone wrote this on their about me section
Very Handsome guy
a sport enthusiasm...
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! at least, he spelled enthusiasm correctly!
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=START=
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty,
he said...no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her
forever....and he said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he
cry, and once again he replied with a no.
She had heard enough.
As she walked away, tears streaming down her
face the boy grabbed her arm and said....
You're not pretty you're beautiful.
I dont want to be with you forever. I NEED to be
with you forever.
And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die...
=END=
aaaaawwwwwwwwwww..............
im bored..What's your excuse??
& our love goes round and round;
5/21/2004 01:33:00 AM
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i have a bad case of the hiccups..hehehe
i feel like shit..and i cant seem to figure out WHY?!
maybe i just miss him...too much??
haaaaayyy...
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i just hate it when people settle for someone just because they think that they cant do any better..it doesnt matter if that someone treat them like trash...somehow, they can still find a reason to stay...
then when you try to point this out to them, you're become the bad guy..i dont get it..really, i dont!
how can you just throw away almost everything, all that you've worked for, not to mention years of friendship..for a guy..a guy who..i dont even want to start...
love..i dont know if its a good thing or a bad thing..i guess its really how people handle it...most, sadly, become blind...they make someone their whole life..is that even fair??what about your life before him?doesnt that count for anything?
if i ever get to that point, when im stupid enough to give up everything for a guy..when i stop persuing my dreams just because...can someone promise to whack me in the head. beat the shit out of me if you have to..i dont want to become one of those old women who just sigh and say..'sayang...'
i remember this one episode of 7th heaven (it was holy week ok?) when the character of jessica biel said no to this guy she loved when he asked her to marry him..she was afraid that getting engaged to him would end up like her past relationship, when she gave up everything..everything for nothing..she had a good life that time and she's scared coz she doesnt want to give that up..and the guy just told her...
"if i asked you to give up everything for me, then that means that i dont love you.."
that my friends should be the case...i just hope my friend realizes this soon....
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once again, like most of my 19 years of living..i feel like a prisoner...its suffocating..even if this is my life, i feel that i have no control over it...and it sucks!
they cant trust me..and i dont think they ever will..they cant even trust me to decide for myself..even the things i buy..its like i can never be right, no matter what i do. yeah sure, most of you guys feel this way too at one point in time..but..i dont know...i just feel like im being deprived of my right to live my life the way i want to..
dont you just hate it when parents make you feel that its your
utang na loob to them that your able to study and stuff...uhmmm..hello..isnt that supposed to be your responsibility? we never asked you to make us, right???
my damn mouth..i just have to be so opinionated..i just have to say those things because that's what i believe in...no wonder i get myself slammed on the PC or slapped smack on the face one too many times..tsk tsk tsk..
im bored..what's your excuse??
& our love goes round and round;
5/21/2004 12:44:00 AM
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May 17, 2004
i know, im not black..i dont have an afro..but during summer vacation, i normally would do this to my hair... some say it would damage your hair, but ive been doing this for the past 3 summers..because one, i dont have to comb my hair(you know how lazy i am)..at least for a day or two, all i need is some leave on conditioner, and im all set..two, specially during VERY hot days, it helps me to keep cool. there wont be any stray hair to irritate my face, and when the wind blows..it passes through the gaps which is really refreshing..its almost as good as being bald..haha!
i managed to talk my sister into braiding my hair a night before our outing (with my barkada for roni's bday) i hate it when my hair gets in the way when im swimming, so i thought, corn rows would be perfect.
bagay naman diba??
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ill be out again this weekend..just got home, and im leaving again in a few days..ehehe! may is such a hectic month for me...nahihiya na tuloy ako,,i have responsibilities sa org that i cant attend to...but blood is thicker than water right? im really sorry guys...but my family is not that fond of me anymore, eh di lalo kung simpleng mga ganto, i wont come pa...
i dont know why but my relatives tend to suck up to my mom..as in..ewan! and now, im not only the black sheep of the family, im the black sheep of the clan. hahahahaha! man!
im bored..what's your excuse??
& our love goes round and round;
5/17/2004 02:14:00 PM
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May 07, 2004
not only am i getting slower (you know..mentally) but my usual forgetfulness was doubled...definitely a bad case of
Dory Syndrome
i was supposed to go to school for an org meeting at 10:30am.. well, i only remembered around 11:30. i was in bene playing basketball...i honestly forgot about the meeting..maybe because my sister woke me up around 5:30 in the morning..but heck. this was the only meeting i think i could go to since i would be out of town this weekend until i dont know when...and i missed it...
i miss marns' xmas gift..i feel more organized..and less forgetful with a calendar/organizer at hand...take a wild guess why i lost it in the first place...YEP! i forgot i placed it on top of someone else's chair...it took me hours before i remembered that i had left it, and by that time, i was on my way home.
believe me..if you dont repeat something for like 5x, or remind me an hour or so before, id totally forget it...i adore dory (hey that sounded cool..) but short term memory loss just isnt working for me...
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PMS .. need i say more?
im bored..what's your excuse??
& our love goes round and round;
5/07/2004 12:35:00 AM
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May 04, 2004
Reminiscing…the cruelty of youth
I remember in 6th grade, I have this classmate who, lets just say, is kinda slow… for some reason, even the easiest lessons seemed too complicated for her. Sometimes out of a hundred items, she would get like 20 or less (most often less…) and I always wondered why she got those scores… she’s no retard…
Once we had this long quiz in Religion… on one part, we were asked to enumerate the fruits of the Holy Spirit. Normal mistakes were interchanging the gifts of the holy spirit with the fruits… her answers were:
Grapes, apple, orange blah blah blah…
I for one was shocked at her answer…not only was her paper clean, but also, the only times that she did answer, it was like… where the heck did you get these from??
Naturally she was the laughing stock of the whole class…but I can’t really blame everyone. I for one laughed my heart out…but it was too silly its hilarious… it was like she was telling a joke or something…
I never knew where that girl transferred to during high school. All I know is she didn’t pass the entrance exam in Bene. I can just hope she has picked up her pace…Gawd please!
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I have another blog BTW…for those who can’t tolerate too much mushiness… from now on, love stuff goes there… it’s called
‘Love Song 101’
Why that? Read my first entry there nalang… I don’t want to be redundant…basta, all I can say is, if you need anything connected to love, go there…but give me until tomorrow, im still polishing things...by tom, it would look..uhmmm...more presentable..hehe!
im bored..what's your excuse??
& our love goes round and round;
5/04/2004 07:25:00 PM
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is it just me..or am i getting dumber by the minute...wala lang...its as if my mind went on its own vacation without telling me...let's just hope it returns come 25th of May..
days of doing absolutely nothing really took its toll...it took more time to process things inside my head lately..promise!
im bored..what's your excuse??
& our love goes round and round;
5/04/2004 02:39:00 PM
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When someone warns you and says
"curiosity killed the cat...” please believe them...
Globe is once again robbing me of my precious credit...and i can’t seem to find a way to stop it...
One day...I received this text message...since I was sooo bored, I tried it out...I subscribed to this love hoobaloo...I plead temporary insanity for my act...I normally wont subscribe to anything, you know, when I'm in my usual saner self...yet, thinking what the heck...I replied a YES. I mean, if im not satisfied, I could always unsubscribe right? Oh...im soooo wrong...
The day after which, I spent my last peso...for weeks, i dont have a single cent of credit...and every single day, id recieve a text from globe that i dont have enough credit in my account blah blah blah...its bad enough that i dont have load. Need I be reminded EVERY DAY?! Its irritating...really...
So yesterday my mom sent me my monthly load, well at least part of it...and just now I received this proverb about love, which to be honest...sucked BIG TIME! I've tried everything I know to unsubscribe. Now I'm 5.00 less of my precious load...each msg sent/received costs 2.50, and desperate, I managed to send a message to that thing, whatever that is...I only texted in a NO thinking that would unsubscribe my sorry ass...instead i recieved another text saying Thanks for sending your message blah blah...OH MAN!!
my load...*gollum impersonation* my precious...
Now that I don’t have an allowance... EVERY PESO COUNTS!!
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All of a sudden, activetopic.com became extinct...so logically, my shoutbox disappeared...
Got a new one though...from the more commonly used tag-board.com please do leave something...so it wont look so empty..
I know only a few people read my blog, and its ok...at least only a few would know how retard i can get sometimes.
So for those chosen few...thanks for bearing with me and please please please do write something at my tag board ;)
im bored..what's your excuse??
& our love goes round and round;
5/04/2004 02:18:00 PM
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May 01, 2004
i think it was maan who mentioned something about vienna teng..but anyway, after training yesterday, i went to ATC since it was still too hot at home..i checked out whats new at tower records...and i saw this big big vienna teng sign..since no one's listening, thought i should try..
i listened to every song..overwhelmed..the sign has never been so true..she sounds like sarah mclachlan..her voice has put me in a trance..hahaha!
i wish i could sing and compose as good as her...haaaaayy...
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i dont know why but lately i like old song..or those that sound old..
they say that the 80's is back...so does this mean that what im feeling is because of a trend? but i do like classic ballads and stuff since i could sing them...but its just lately that i noticed how my R&b soul is slowly slipping away...
is it just me or am i born in the wrong era?
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i dont get my mom..really..i dont...
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aint the NBA playoffs ads just the cutest??? hehehe! im watching game 5 timberwolves vs nuggets...garnett is THE MAN!! WEEEEHOOOOOOO!! GO IDOL! GO IDOL!!! =]
im bored..what's your excuse??
& our love goes round and round;
5/01/2004 07:42:00 PM
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hmmm...dami kong utang...well, blame it all to my mom and dad..who...never gave us even a cent when they leave us here..and if in case me and my sisters went out (for cham's basketball summer training, xempre..saling kitkit kami) my mom would only give us Php200..that includes our lunch and commuting fare...
SOBRANG KULANG!!
but we cant do anything about it...so for the past few weeks...i was stuck here...no load, no net, no money, no nothing!! the only time i can go out, piniproblema ko pa kung pano magkakasya yung money na nibibigay ni mama..hay...
i really really really like summer vacations...but heck...i dont have an allowance...
gtg...this pc is about to shut down i dont know why..wait lang..PAAAAAAAA.........
im bored..what's your excuse??
& our love goes round and round;
5/01/2004 06:23:00 PM
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