April 16, 2004 today was..well...first and foremost...TIRING! as in! we went to SOS for our ADEVENT thing..we were assigned at the house of peace...the kids and the mommy were ok..i mean they were accomodating..and unlike tracey's bunch, ours actually cooperate. and that was good. we nearly won the cheering competition...if only we made a pyramid! hahahaha! bitter! de...andrea's group were good den naman..and besides..mejo nagkalat den kami kanina

i was worried about nelson after the egg hunt. i feel that he's trying to fight back his tears. i remember before the game began, he was sssuupppeerr eager...he kept on saying that he knows already what the surprise thing was...and i as just telling him to hush..so the others wont know. but come the end of the game...he returned empty handed..telling me that everyone was taking his easter eggs...niaagawan daw sya pati niuunahan...eh nelson was really small pa naman.i felt really sad, i didnt know what to do or say. i just told him that there are other games, he can win prizes pa...so he sat nalang...with a smug look on his face. i wish i could do something pa, but what should i do? di ba parang it could also be a lesson for him...na nxt time, he should be aggressive..

i think that's the prob with SOS..sure, it would help the kids if everyone was nice to them...but there are some things that they cant control for the kids..sometimes they also have to learn that the world is harsh..that's reality right? one day, they'd be out there...so..kahit papano, they have to know how to deal. they shouldnt only try to avoid bad things from happening, coz the reality of the matter is...no matter how hard you try to, those things still happen! so i think, they should also teach them how that shit happens...but that doesnt mean that you should take everything personally.diba? am i making any sense here? or is this just the effect of fatigue...hehehehehe!

anyway..since i know how forgetful i am..the kids were joy, irene, nelson, nino, gin, vicky, joce, risa and of course...mama alma...lalang...just in case i forgot their names again...i could always search for it here..hehehe!

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im excited...we're going to Lobo Batangas for our block outing...YEY!!!!! HEHEHEHEHEEHEHEH! BEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCCCCHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

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i have to go..my mom's gonna use the phone...

im bored..what's your excuse??

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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GPS system

this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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