April 02, 2004 i was going to post this last...i forgot..was that...last wednesday? oh yeah..i think...

Önce up0n a time,i was thin..

if id ever write a b0ok s0meday..That would be my first line,and id want that in bold please?

It's hotter than usual here in manila..When i say usual,im thinking this summer's usual 30+ degrees Celsius..So it's about 40 outside..35 minimum!

My caramel frapp melted ever so fast..And im n0t even outside!So it was like i just ordered iced coffee or s0mething.i didnt even get 2enj0y d whipped cream,c0z it to0 became..H0w should i describe it..Liquish..If there's such a w0rd.Hahaha!

Arent you w0ndering why im wasting all your internet time talking about my friggin frapp?Well..i d0nt really kn0w..Basta, im here at starbucks..All al0ne,Waiting f0r lex..And here she is..

If youre thinking that im one of th0se laptop-user-starbucks-tambays,with a venti size coffee at hand..im n0t..I wish i was,but im n0t that well off..im only using my cell's n0tes..im that bored..But i h0pe,1 day id be like th0se peepz sh0wn on SATC..i could just go to the nearest starbucks with my ultra c0ol lapt0p,order café m0cha..(Venti dapat!) And just relax..Yeah..One day..Someday..i could write my future bestseller then to0..

Hmmmmm..Libre naman mamgarap..Db?

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as usual..my 2nd day torture...i woke up this morning due to the pain...and..i cant get up. color was once again drained from my face...the pain was blinding..i swear...at least this time, i drank the med just in time, before i once again filled the house with shouts and shrieks of unbearable pain..i fell asleep..a little bit

i felt better around 1:30...of course, i cant come to class anymore..it was just too late. and i dont think we'd do anything today..i only got one class..so i decided to skip it...im not gonna rush to taft just for admedia

well anyway..kat, layn and i met at town nalang...i needed fresh air...and kat was loaded! hehehehe! she paid her tuition...meaning..kickback time! i think she got around 6000 this time...wow..i just had to applaud her..i can never take that much money from my parents and not feel ultimately guilty about it! i am a bad daughter..but that...i just cant do that....and besides...they'd catch me if i did...the best that i could do is to overstate some school stuff like books, etc. but that's about it

so anyway...she treated us..we ate at mann han, then we ate chix skin and for dessert...strawberry ice monster...gluttony..i know..hahahahahahaha! and i just remembered..my 100 load..also courtesy of kat.hehehe!

so..while looking for ... i dont know.. something for kat to find..i tried this wierd top on, after finding out how yucky i looked in it, i went to follow kat and layn..when i saw them, i stopped when i realized who they were with...YULA..wearing...make-up????? and a skirt????? semi formal....san ang party yu? i stared at her for about a few more secs before i said hi...she was with her bro kevin..and she told us (and ive heard that's all that she've been saying to kat and layn) in her most pa-cute voice..."meet ko baby ko e" i just nodded..dumbfounded...amazed...IRKED!

she had her hair in a ponytail...and i cant help but notice just how HUGE her forhead is..bad! i know! i too have been given a rather large forehead..its not really an issue for me.its just that...when its yula, i really get irritated..she knows that...nagmamaganda kasi lagi eh! i mean, buti sana kung maganda nga...HELLO?! patawarin! she's not ugly..but she's also not as beautiful as she wants to think she is..i just hate people like that..sometimes i get so irritated i would transform into a bitch that i am and say something like 'yula pwede tigilan mo ko..nkakairita ka na e...hindi cute' but you know what..i never feel guilty when i do tell her that...she needs to hear that...really..

anyway...she pissed us off...kat said she was the one who told kat to go to town in the first place, then at the last minute, she backed out, making some petty excuse..kat hang up on her. paimportante kasi..gusto pa pinipilit e. nakakainis tlga! kat and elaine were fuming a while ago..i tried to cheer them up nalang even if im pissed of myself..no point adding more tension...thus the ice monster. hehehehe!

hay naku...ewan ko...sometimes i feel that i dont really know yula..she's different when she's with us...when she's with other people she the maria-clara-conyo-alabang-girl...WHATEVER! i hate two faced people...i always remind myself that yula's still my friend. i should accept her for whoever she is right? but how can you take someone like that? maybe roni was right..she's just our so-called-friend...i dont think i could ever treat her the same way...i know kinakahiya nya kami to her other friends..and honestly, i couldn't care less...eh di sila nalang friends nya! mas ok na cguro yun...wala ng ahas at pacute sa barkada!!! hmpf!

im bored..what's your excuse??

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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GPS system

this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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