April 24, 2004
a glimpse of Lobo Batangas....
(to see more pix, go to my picture gallery..just scroll down and you'll see it...)
Lobo 04.23.2004
Lobo...it was nothing that i expected...that's for sure...
in a word..our outing was...BITIN!!! hehehe
come 8:00am, im still on my way to Big Mcdo (ATC) of course...kelan ba ko naging on time?? hehe! i wasnt expecting that much since i know..most of our blockmates wont be there..there were only 10 of us from around 35 advertising majors who came...(plus iza, mel, maan and chebol)
the drive to lobo was loooooooong...dragging...and at one point, irritating.. it was hot, the aircon was not working that well and the 7 mountains we had to pass was not helping...i was trying to be patient..and believe me, its not an easy task in that situation
so 7 plus bridges after (i tried counting to keep me motivated since iza told me we had to pass 7 bridges before we get there..but i lost count..and i think we had more than 7 bridges..but anyhooo) we say the beach..FINALLY.. for a minute there i thought id never see water ever again...and my ass hurts from the long trip. hahahahahaha!
the very moment we went down from the van, i forgot the long trip..the view was just so breath taking...and when iza said that the house was beach front...i never realized that it was this beach front...in the morning, the shore was 10 steps from the house...no exagge! ganun kalapit!
iza and my other 3 HS friends rested, they've been there for countless times..unlike us..sobrang obvious that it was our first time! hahahaha! we changed and headed straight to the water...hahahahahahahah! 'pers taym mo?'
super clear nung water..you can see the fishes swimming with you which was sooooo cool!! hahaha!
later that afternoon we went for a boat ride...one word..WET. HAHAHAHA! and tracey was holding me so tight i thought my arm was gonna come off..the waves were big on our way to that shell and coral heaven...and the boat was a bit unstable... but the heck..that made the ride more fun.hehe!
i got a rock..a purplish rock..YUN LANG! HAHAHAHA!
that night, we sat by the shore..star gazing..it was amazing...i got to say..i could give up a life in the city for that..exagge ang ganda talaga!!! parang planetarium! hahaha! labo!
i sang..at least i tried to...by mid evening, i sounded like the new member of the chipmunks! hahaha! damn!
the next day came and went...the family who was going to occupy the house after us came too early, and we had to leave too soon..aaaawww...
when the next family came they were still sleeping...and that pissed iza off..she doesnt want to be rushed...kahit dati...kahit late na..she takes her time..sobra! so while waiting for them, me and my blockmates talked..some wanted to go back there..this time, bring the whole lot with us. even tracey, who by the way, got stung by a jellyfish (i think it was karma for hogging the goggles and follow the fishes around..haha! joke!) so wanted to go back there...and id have to say..im looking forward to our next long long trip to lobo, knowing that the wait is most definitely worth it!
im bored..what's your excuse??
& our love goes round and round;
4/24/2004 05:17:00 PM
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Sun city,
apr 18,
ar0und 5:00am
aftr 7 h0urs of swimming,3 cups of c0ffeeand 2 karaoke s0ngs..i f0und myself dead tired yet wide awake. Everyone im w/ f0und s0me c0zy,or f0r d less f0rtunate ones,an im-trying-to-convince-myself-that-this-is-c0zy place t0 park their water beaten b0ds..i on the othr hand am here sitting at a purple metal bench..N0t that im bitter or anything,im just a tad m0re cranky during wee h0urs..Specially if i cant sleep..You may think,then why drink 3 cups of coffee?
Believe it or n0t,during my d0rm days,c0ffee makes me sleep..Swear!But i guess its n0t w0rking anym0re..Damn!
Dawn is breaking..s0me0ne is trying to sing,or rather recite simple plan's perfect at a nearby karaoke machine,and a p0ol was cleaned--thank g0d!Just think,i never realized that there was a big sun printed on the tiles of the p0ol until they drained the water.it was that filty a while ago.N0 w0nder i didnt last a g0od 15 mins in that p0ol c0me ar0und 10pm.Eeeeew!
i have n0thing to do,i cant sleep..im this cl0se t0 jumping again t0 the newly cleaned p0ol..But hey,my hair is still wet..Figured i should at least let it dry first.Pananagutan ko nang la k0ng magawa..D nren pwede mag videoke e..Even if i do have a few m0re 5peso c0in,i cant sing..Bedr0om v0ice..i s0und like macy gray trying to be seductive..Scary! Hahahaha!
Hey people are starting t0 wake up again..Sh0uld i go with them and swim again?
Decisi0ns..Decisi0ns..
Well..N0t quite yet..im enj0ying bl0gging pa e.Hehehe!
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the 2004 electi0ns is just ar0und the c0rner and im starting to feel the pressure..
i pr0mised myself id v0te,i mean,the hell! i waited in line f0r h0urs under the effing sun,i even went back 3x,just t0 get registered..im n0t ab0ut t0 just put all that to waste! i alm0st fainted f0r that friggin v0ter's id,w/c by the way,has n0t yet arrived..
Anyho0,i still havent decided yet on who to v0te f0r president.i kn0w that FPJ and brother eddie are out..And until last friday,GMA was out t0o..So why all of a sudden c0nsider the ever fake GMA?
See,after our "event" last friday,i hitched a ride w/ ant0n w/my other gr0upmates,and..At that 5min drive fr0m s0s to atc,we talked about the presidentiables..i think it was kate who menti0ned about a l0t of people shifting t0 GMA..Why?She g0t a perfectly l0gical explanati0n f0r that..
Lets face it..Mabenta si FPJ sa masa! And the masses,whether we like it or n0t,c0mprises alm0st the maj0rity of the v0ting p0pulati0n..The other gr0ups are r0oting f0r diff. Presidentiables,w/c would increase FPJ's chances..Since,in ad term,d market is segmented..GMA,i think,c0mes in 2nd place..Pe0ple are starting to think thats its better that they c0nvert to GMA..Like,better her than FPJ,right?its n0t ab0ut making sure s0me0ne you want would win..N0w..its all ab0ut..Making sure FPJ w0nt win!Logical.. Right?
S0brang sama na ba talaga kay FPJ?Eh,its n0thing pers0nal naman kasi.i w0nt argue that he is a genuinely g0od pers0n,i d0nt need an nbi rep0rt f0r that..Ang akin lang is,just because he is g0od,d0esnt mean that he can run a c0untry.Let me stress that..its a wh0le c0untry that he'd be running if ever.its n0t en0ugh that youd give me a pers0n who has very little pr0bability to be c0rrupt..it is a plus,but it d0esnt end there.i bet that until n0w he has the faintest idea of whats in st0re f0r him,or even what he sh0uld d0 if ever he gets elected..
C0me on people!Just think of what they said when asked h0w FPJ w0uld c0mmunic8 to the leaders of other c0untries..Eh isa pa kasing olats sa english t0ng si FPJ..if i remember c0rrectly..Ang sabi..Ngingiti..Magtatagalog..E questi0ns nga ng mga news anch0rs,in filipino pa yun ha,d nya masagot ng maay0s..At nagargue pa,bat naman daw ung i thnk PM ng k0rea or s0mewhere..Khit d marun0ng magenglish,ok naman daw.Eh hello!Sila kasi,they can stand on their own.E tayo..Sad to say,we still have a l0ng way to go..One way that would make our devt faster is to have an effective administrati0n,n0t one that would rely on..What.Charisma..Or star quality..
im g0nna go swim na..Nainit na mashado ulo ko.Hehehe!Ü
im bored..what's your excuse??
& our love goes round and round;
4/24/2004 04:00:00 PM
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April 16, 2004
today was..well...first and foremost...TIRING! as in! we went to SOS for our ADEVENT thing..we were assigned at the house of peace...the kids and the mommy were ok..i mean they were accomodating..and unlike tracey's bunch, ours actually cooperate. and that was good. we nearly won the cheering competition...if only we made a pyramid! hahahaha! bitter! de...andrea's group were good den naman..and besides..mejo nagkalat den kami kanina
i was worried about nelson after the egg hunt. i feel that he's trying to fight back his tears. i remember before the game began, he was sssuupppeerr eager...he kept on saying that he knows already what the surprise thing was...and i as just telling him to hush..so the others wont know. but come the end of the game...he returned empty handed..telling me that everyone was taking his easter eggs...niaagawan daw sya pati niuunahan...eh nelson was really small pa naman.i felt really sad, i didnt know what to do or say. i just told him that there are other games, he can win prizes pa...so he sat nalang...with a smug look on his face. i wish i could do something pa, but what should i do? di ba parang it could also be a lesson for him...na nxt time, he should be aggressive..
i think that's the prob with SOS..sure, it would help the kids if everyone was nice to them...but there are some things that they cant control for the kids..sometimes they also have to learn that the world is harsh..that's reality right? one day, they'd be out there...so..kahit papano, they have to know how to deal. they shouldnt only try to avoid bad things from happening, coz the reality of the matter is...no matter how hard you try to, those things still happen! so i think, they should also teach them how that shit happens...but that doesnt mean that you should take everything personally.diba? am i making any sense here? or is this just the effect of fatigue...hehehehehe!
anyway..since i know how forgetful i am..the kids were joy, irene, nelson, nino, gin, vicky, joce, risa and of course...mama alma...lalang...just in case i forgot their names again...i could always search for it here..hehehe!
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im excited...we're going to Lobo Batangas for our block outing...YEY!!!!! HEHEHEHEHEEHEHEH! BEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCCCCHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
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i have to go..my mom's gonna use the phone...
im bored..what's your excuse??
& our love goes round and round;
4/16/2004 07:58:00 PM
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April 12, 2004
My Holy Week....
April 07 2004
Holy Wednesday
around 8:00 pm
im bored..as in b.o.r.e.d. BORED! tsk tsk tsk...
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current location: alfonso cavite
for those who haven't heard of the place, its situated just a few km after tagaytay, right before you head for batangas...my head hurts...not because im tired..but because i have absolutely NOTHING to do here! i only have my two sisters as company, who, by the way, are equally bored as i am.
we were supposed to go to naic today..but then, my dad decided at the last minute to head first here, and go to naic on thursday morning instead...ive been trying for the whole morning to talk my dad out of it, suggesting that if he really wants to go here, he can just drop us off at naic since its only about 30-45mins away from here..i even offered to drive, if ever he'd say that he'll be too tired by then..but NOOOOO...now we're all stuck here...
ive done everything that i could think of..ive explored my dad's laptop...ive taken a pic of myself for the nth time on my phone, i even took a pic of the chicken outside..man! i was THAT bored! buti sana kung may internet...eh they dont even have a phone here! so i had to make this entry on notepad..id just upload it when i have the chance...
i want to commute to naic! i swear! if i only know how...
dont get me wrong..i like my lolo...and its cool here..literally...so...it helps since its friggin hot elsewhere...but if i were to choose between here and naic...NAIC!!!
WHY you might ask?
1. there are many babies there...you know how i love babies..here, there's only one..and he's too little..not even a month old! im scared i might drop him on his head. hehehe!
2. of course...we have a bigger extended family there..as in houses and houses of cousins, aunts, uncles, second cousins etc...as a retard englisero would put it...the more the many-er!
3. my baby..need i say more? (he's kalbo now btw..another reason for me to love him. YEAH YEAH YEAAAH!!)
4. PERYA! i dont know if you guys are familiar with this..its like a fair..only...more jologs. hahaha! anyway...i dont really like perya itself..i like the atmosphere...and of course...KARAOKE!!!!
5. the beach..i can just walk and im there...gawd! i love the beach!
6. i know more people there...here..i can count the people i know using only my hands..
7. there's just a lot more to do there than here!!!
hmpf!!! as if my ranting could change the fact that im here..still bored as hell...gggrrrrrrrrr!!!
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i won a pack of chocnut yesterday...yumm yumm..although i only ate 2 pcs..its all good. its a prize for being the adevent idol. another one of sir gutierrez's gimiks...just to fill those meetings when he ran out of "lessons" to teach.
anyway, the whole idea is that if you have an absent or a late, you're a finalist...and just like in american idol, there are judges, and you have to sing for them, if they like you, you're in, if not, your out..there's the "audition stage" then semis, then the finals...man, i had to sing 3 times. hahahaha! although it would've been a minimum compared to my in-the-shower and during-karaoke-trips concerts...but anyhoo..it was still embarassing...i still cant sing in front of a lot of people...specially if they dont pay! hahahahahahaha!!!
anyway..i think it was during my first song...if i remembered correctly, it was mye who said "starstruck!" i stiffled a laughed...then mik added "kids" ...i was..well...half laughing and half..hmmmm...embarassed? i know perfectly well that i sound like a 5 year old when i sing...and he picked the perfect timing to let me know that im not the only one who noticed how "childish" i sound...not that im mad at mik...i thought it was an honest comment...its just that...you know that thing they say..."alam mo na ngang panget, sinasabi mo pa..." hehehehe! but its all good..promise...i just had that dreadful feeling that i dont belong there....you know?
i was even surprised that i won that stupid "contest"...(ok...it wasnt that stupid...coz of the chocnut!!! hehe!) i mean, i was rooting for either jay or kiko.promise...simula palang! besides, i make the worst version of southborder's rainbow..great, i just ruined an ultimately great song...tsk tsk tsk!
well, that's another reason for me to love the solitude of our shower, and the tiny karaoke booths where i can just laugh heartily with my friends whenever i
try to hit a high note..or imitate divas like celine dion, or withney houston, or mariah, or lea salonga or whoever...hehehe! go back cia...go back to your tiny shell..the world still isnt ready for your voice. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
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another thing to add to my phobias...i dont know if ive mentioned it before...but im scared of u-turns and zigzag roads..it had never been more clear to me...we went down from tagaytay to talisay, its a town near taal..it was a steep, and zigzag...the road to talisay was like chicken intestines (a.k.a. isaw) only two vehicles would fit in the road, at one side, you have a mountain, the other..a cliff...
i remembered how uneasy i become when the bus i take to and from school would near the u-turn slots mayor atienza made...which i never really understood..anyway..i always feel like the bus driver would somehow turn too fast and the bus would turn over..or at its side at least..my friend said i was so morbid...hahaha! but honest! that's how i felt...
and it came back this morning...i felt as if at any moment, our van would fall off the cliff...i was even thinking of the easiest way out..just in case..how id jump off and where..hahahahahahahahaha! man! im nuts!
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im gonna try to sleep now...its only 8:30...but i really really want to sleep....so that the night would pass by faster...next thing i know..we're off to naic...
sana ganun kadali no?? haaaaaayyy....
too early...too early for me...but i have to try...i just have toooo...
mr sandman...help me out here...hahahahaha!
April 8 2004
Holy Thursday
10:56 am
just when i thought that things couldn't get any worse..it had...my dad is drunk as hell. he went home from his drinking session around 6:00am this morning...it would have been perfectly fine, since i too have had my share of those walang tulugan inumans...but what really ticks me off is how irresponsible and selfish my dad was...he knows very well that we were supposed to be off to naic this morning
my thursday entry was cut short..anyway...i felt so bad in the morning..but after that...well...let's just say that it went from bad to good to GREAT! hehe!
so as ive said, my dad was dead drunk wednesday night. but he still managed to get up by lunch time. (he'd better..coz i had every intention to call my uncle to fetch us..if he wants to stay there, fine..but that doesn't mean that i should be there with him too.)so after eating lunch, we fixed our stuff and got ready to leave. i had a hell of an allergy attack again...i consumed a good 2 rolls of tissue..
anyway, lets focus on the good side..my dad let me drive from indang to naic..hehe! almost hit a tricycle and a biker..HAHAHAHAHA! but it was an experience..although i dont think they'd let me drive alone just yet...but im getting there. hahahahah! im hoping by next term, they'd allow me to take the car to school..hehe..*fingers crossed* please oh please oh please...
so we arrived around 2:30, everyone's still alive...and i stopped smoothly(see, that's my problem before..id drive ok..but when the time comes that i have to stop...id always forget to step on the clutch..so...everyone would, well...get thrown forward..hehehehe!) everyone's there already...since it was still too hot...we had to wait a bit more before we could go to the beach...
around 4:00 pm, with a badminton racket at hand, and a whole bunch of little kids bee lined behind us, we walked to the beach..it was a fine day to go swimming, the sun was hidden behind the clouds..and it was really windy..the water was just the right temperature...we cant play badminton though...it ws just too windy...di kaya ng powers ko..hehe!
anyway..my cousin saw edwin..he was supposed to go back to the beach coz my cousin told him that we were there..but my cousin warned him...susunod pala sila mama...so...postponed ang pagkikita
anyway, i enjoyed swimming ang goofing around with my cousins...i even get to stand on my cousin's shoulder and jump into the water...hehehe! pakapalan! plakda naman! hahahahaha! i went back to the hut to eat...it was tiring since i was swimming for about more than an hour then...need to recharge..but i never did went back to swim. hahaha! just played badminton..
when it was time to go home, i went back to the water to call my little cousins, guess kung sino nakasalubong ko? my ex! hahaha! i just kept on shouting at my little cousins...i wont let him ruin my day..i bumped into him a few more times after that...i just kept on walking...
anyway...last night, my cousins and i blocked the street on our way to the perya (hehe! we were that many...)later that night, edwin texted asking where we were.a few minutes later (by this time, we were all sitting at the benches in a basketball court near the perya) he came...we talked...for a change...the fear of getting caught was a bit lessened since the only people we were with knew about us already...and all my other relatives were at home doing god knows what.
it wasnt much really...we just talked about stuff...i cant even look at him in the eye for a whole minute..hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahaha! have i ever mentioned what great eyes he has? wala lang...each time i try to, i just end up turning away...smiling.hahahah! leche! im getting all mushy again...to make the long story short...i was with him..and its got to be one of the happiest hour in my life...praaaamiiiiis! i felt dizzy afterwards...must be because of that..hahahaha! labo! and this time..im proud to say, that i didnt hesitate...i told him i love him...totoo naman eh..=]
haaay..can every night be the same as tonight? if it were up to me..it'd be like this for all the nights of my entire dear life...whapack! wont i die of ... too much happiness? hahahahaha! i suddenly remembered patch adams...if i were him tonight..id have a red nose as big as a watermelon..and a smile all the way up my forehead..hahahahahahaha!mukhang tanga in short... =p
April 9 2004
Good Friday
friday was more like thursday...i played with my baby cousins and pamangkins all day long...in the evening we went to the naic town plaza...there was a parade since it was friday, jesus died 3pm of friday. so, its like going to his wake or something.(that's why i was amazed how this girl had the nerve to wear a red tube blouse...i know its hot..but man!! do you really have to? san ba party?kakainis...kala mo naman maganda!tsk) before that we watched Passion of the Christ..which i got to say....was one of the most tiring movie ive watched.
i can really feel the pain, but like what my aunt said...she cant cry because anger wins over pity...anger for the cruelty of those friggin romans...i too wanted to cry...but i cant..you know that feeling when its too overwhelming that you cant find it in your heart to cry anymore...
i cant look when they were cruxifying him...but i still cringe when i hear the hammer smashing the nail...i can just imagine the pain..i felt that it was my obligation to go to the town plaza and at least take part of the reenactment. i mean, it was the least that i could do..right?
i now know where i stand..after that philosophy subject, which made me doubt..a lot...now i know where i stand..i still believe in God, that there's a greater good somewhere out there..but that doesnt mean that id be blindly following everything once more...there are some teachings, which are'nt even biblical, that i really cant get...that's what i dont include on the things that i believe in...but whether i do believe that there is a God or not...i say..there is...
April 10, 2004
Black Saturday
this day was..well...tiring...we went to indang cavite for our usual sabado de gloria swimming...the water was freezing...which was good since the last few months were friggin
HOT! i saw my psuedo crush there...they are part owners of the resort, so he says...anyway..i soaked my sorry self for the whole day, just coming up when i hear that some of the bbq's done, or to get half a glass of cognac that my dad brought for us to drink (since the only other drink they brought was pilsen, i had to be contented with a bottle of cognac which i shared with about 4 more of my uncles..)
anyway..i was all wrinkly...swimming my ass off..hoping that if i kept swimming, id burn some of my stored fats..hehe! hey...its good exercise, too good i ended up with a heavy chest by the time we returned to naic. hahahahaha! i cant hardly breath the whole evening.MAN!
oh i forgot...not that i have anything against the 3rd sex..but......why?!?!?! see, while we were swimming, there was this group of cute guys near us...all of us..including my cousins who already has children, had a crush on all of them...i mean, there were really all cute...i most specially like the kalbo guy (what's new) and that guy who looked alot like my bf.hehe! anyway...as i was drooling at the side of the pool, nagbasaan sila...and take note...they were all
SHRIEKING! AS IN!! i was like..WHOAH...someone pinch me please?? is it just me or were they more sissy than i am...are they...g-g-g-GAY??? me and my cousin froze...i cant speak...WHYYYYYYYY!!! why take all the good looking guys and turn them into gays?? WHYYYY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? i had to stop my mouth from dropping wide open whenever i look at them. they even sat beside us a few moments later..and guess what...MAS MAARTE PA SILA MAGSALITA KESA SAKIN! especially my kalbo crush?! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
ANYWAY, that's what i get from looking at other guys...i promise it wont happen again....ok...ill try..hahahahaha!
tonight i was with him..and all i did was..well...be my normal abnormal self. hahaha! labo! i think he was laughing at me...no, i know he is! i was being stupid again..you know...cracking up stupid jokes..trying to be witty..and yeah..being the observer that i am..can i help it that i saw a couple and the girl was like anaconda-akin-lang-tong-lalakeng-to-kung makahawak..i swear...when they passed by, we all became quiet..even him! and a few seconds after, i muttered...'ayoko nalang magsalita' which...well...made everyone laugh...and it was hard kasi nga hirap ako huminga right...and laughing makes it even worse...sobrang...tama na ko ng tama na..eh ako naman yung numero unong gago!
he rode a bike kasi going to where we were, my fat cousin borrowed it...and i was laughing kasi flat yung tire..and she didnt believe me. kala nya nangaasar lang ko (the last time we went biking, and i told her na flat na, she didnt listen...and you know what happened? PUMUTOK YUNG GULONG! di na natuto) anyhoo, i was insisting that the tire wasa flat nga, e natatawa kasi ko, so she didnt believe me...una ayaw den maniwala ni edwin, eh nagtetext kasi si gago di nya nakikita, so when miling (my cousin) came near, i told her..oh ayan..tanong mo kay edwin...tignan mo kung nagsisinungaling ako...and his reaction..he laughed. hahahaha! bad eh no! lalo tuloy ako natawa...tapos i imagined pa, kasi nagangkas pa sya...isip ko pagbalik nila, gulong nalang hawak nila...hahahahahahahahahaha! ewan ko...praning ko..sobra! iba ata tubig sa indang. nakaka-high! pramis! kahit ako natatawa sa sarili ko....
i remembered what my friend roni told me..pag daw may lalake ng nakatanggap ng kagaguhan ko, kakulitan ko, and more importantly..yung tawa este halakhak ko..yun na tlga! well, he had a glimpse of me when im nuts...ok naman diba??
April 11, 2004
Easter Sunday
the last day of our 5 day break...it was extra hot...and since i was dead tired, i spent most of the day in lala land..i didnt get to see him before we left...which was..well...so sad...i think he was still at the beach then...
i have a feeling that he's not that good in saying goodbyes..everytime that we were going na, i cant seem to find him, he wont even text me...i dont know..its like he doesnt want to see me leave or something. the last time we went to naic, the last night i was there, he was going to give me something, but he just told his friend to give it to me. i asked his friend where he was, and he cant give me a straight answer...first, he was taking a bath, next, he was someplace...i dont knows..seems to me that he doesnt want to see me before i leave...while i, on the other hand want to...but i guess he has a point there.i mean, id feel good at first if ever id see him right before i go, but then a few minutes later, id be even more depressed..i dont get myself sometimes. hahahahahaha!
anyway, back to sunday...we attended mass in the morning...went home..i watched some TV, ate lunch, and went back to bed to sleep..i told you i was tired! but it was sad though...see, its like a tradition for me that every sunday, id wake up at around 4 in the morning for the salubong (that's when mary and jesus meet for the first time after he died) but this year, the head priest of naic decided to cancel all the events in the different barrios and hold just one at the town plaza..again...so this year...my cousins didnt want to go, and since they wont, i cant too..man! i liked laughing at that kid pa naman! the little girl who always plays the angel..she always cries..hahahahahaha! ang bad! kasi, her mother always forces her to play the angel, the thing is, since she's an angel, she should be high up in the air, sort of like flying..and i think she's afraid of heights...coz yun nga..she tends to cry. hehehehe! and i .. well.. it cracks me up. sama ba! de..ang cute lang kasi nya e. hehehehehehe! so..no funny angel for me this year...sorry pal
im bored..what's your excuse??
& our love goes round and round;
4/12/2004 12:18:00 AM
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April 02, 2004
i was going to post this last...i forgot..was that...last wednesday? oh yeah..i think...
Önce up0n a time,i was thin..
if id ever write a b0ok s0meday..That would be my first line,and id want that in bold please?
It's hotter than usual here in manila..When i say usual,im thinking this summer's usual 30+ degrees Celsius..So it's about 40 outside..35 minimum!
My caramel frapp melted ever so fast..And im n0t even outside!So it was like i just ordered iced coffee or s0mething.i didnt even get 2enj0y d whipped cream,c0z it to0 became..H0w should i describe it..Liquish..If there's such a w0rd.Hahaha!
Arent you w0ndering why im wasting all your internet time talking about my friggin frapp?Well..i d0nt really kn0w..Basta, im here at starbucks..All al0ne,Waiting f0r lex..And here she is..
If youre thinking that im one of th0se laptop-user-starbucks-tambays,with a venti size coffee at hand..im n0t..I wish i was,but im n0t that well off..im only using my cell's n0tes..im that bored..But i h0pe,1 day id be like th0se peepz sh0wn on SATC..i could just go to the nearest starbucks with my ultra c0ol lapt0p,order café m0cha..(Venti dapat!) And just relax..Yeah..One day..Someday..i could write my future bestseller then to0..
Hmmmmm..Libre naman mamgarap..Db?
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as usual..my 2nd day torture...i woke up this morning due to the pain...and..i cant get up. color was once again drained from my face...the pain was blinding..i swear...at least this time, i drank the med just in time, before i once again filled the house with shouts and shrieks of unbearable pain..i fell asleep..a little bit
i felt better around 1:30...of course, i cant come to class anymore..it was just too late. and i dont think we'd do anything today..i only got one class..so i decided to skip it...im not gonna rush to taft just for admedia
well anyway..kat, layn and i met at town nalang...i needed fresh air...and kat was loaded! hehehehe! she paid her tuition...meaning..kickback time! i think she got around 6000 this time...wow..i just had to applaud her..i can never take that much money from my parents and not feel ultimately guilty about it! i am a bad daughter..but that...i just cant do that....and besides...they'd catch me if i did...the best that i could do is to overstate some school stuff like books, etc. but that's about it
so anyway...she treated us..we ate at mann han, then we ate chix skin and for dessert...strawberry ice monster...gluttony..i know..hahahahahahaha! and i just remembered..my 100 load..also courtesy of kat.hehehe!
so..while looking for ... i dont know.. something for kat to find..i tried this wierd top on, after finding out how yucky i looked in it, i went to follow kat and layn..when i saw them, i stopped when i realized who they were with...YULA..wearing...make-up????? and a skirt????? semi formal....san ang party yu? i stared at her for about a few more secs before i said hi...she was with her bro kevin..and she told us (and ive heard that's all that she've been saying to kat and layn) in her most pa-cute voice..."meet ko baby ko e" i just nodded..dumbfounded...amazed...IRKED!
she had her hair in a ponytail...and i cant help but notice just how HUGE her forhead is..bad! i know! i too have been given a rather large forehead..its not really an issue for me.its just that...when its yula, i really get irritated..she knows that...nagmamaganda kasi lagi eh! i mean, buti sana kung maganda nga...HELLO?! patawarin! she's not ugly..but she's also not as beautiful as she wants to think she is..i just hate people like that..sometimes i get so irritated i would transform into a bitch that i am and say something like 'yula pwede tigilan mo ko..nkakairita ka na e...hindi cute' but you know what..i never feel guilty when i do tell her that...she needs to hear that...really..
anyway...she pissed us off...kat said she was the one who told kat to go to town in the first place, then at the last minute, she backed out, making some petty excuse..kat hang up on her. paimportante kasi..gusto pa pinipilit e. nakakainis tlga! kat and elaine were fuming a while ago..i tried to cheer them up nalang even if im pissed of myself..no point adding more tension...thus the ice monster. hehehehe!
hay naku...ewan ko...sometimes i feel that i dont really know yula..she's different when she's with us...when she's with other people she the maria-clara-conyo-alabang-girl...WHATEVER! i hate two faced people...i always remind myself that yula's still my friend. i should accept her for whoever she is right? but how can you take someone like that? maybe roni was right..she's just our so-called-friend...i dont think i could ever treat her the same way...i know kinakahiya nya kami to her other friends..and honestly, i couldn't care less...eh di sila nalang friends nya! mas ok na cguro yun...wala ng ahas at pacute sa barkada!!! hmpf!
im bored..what's your excuse??
& our love goes round and round;
4/02/2004 11:06:00 PM
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