March 05, 2004 this i think is the my longest post so far..dont worry..it will get longer pa. hahaha! de..i saw this..i think i was supposed to post this yesterday...but i fell asleep (yeah! for a change..maaga ko natulog..mga 11pm. hehe) anyway..here goes..

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do you know that feeling when you get soooo irritated at something or someone, everything's a mess..and you mutter to yourself 'it couldn't get any worse than this' then it would..and you'd feel like killing the first person you see..then all of a sudden your phone hollers 'eh-oh ang beee ah-bay ah-bay..." (if you dont get it, that's actually the coke ko to ad..ngongo version. hehehe) and after reading a very simple message..everything fades..and you...well...you look like you're high on something..you cant help but smile..hehe! wala lang..its just that this day was..uhmmm..interesting..ive reached the extremes in less than a min. haha! a lot of things happened..which really caused my mood swings to kick in... but the good thing was..it ended perfectly...let me quote crazy beautiful's kirsten dunst:

"there are millions of people out there..but in the end, it all comes down to one..."

well in my case..it all comes down to HIM ...

its like no matter how bad things could be, i can always count on him to put me out of my misery and just be undeniably happy..as in the kinda of happiness that makes you high...i dont know how he does it.. but he's really doing a great job. he keeps me sane...and that..is something that's hard to do. hahahahaha!

everyone knows what a daydreamer i am..lately its all been him, (duh!) except of course those occassional "untouchable" crush series..hehehe! well anyway..i think im going bananas.hahaha! coz unlike my regular daydreaming sessions, those of him seem soooo real..as in..i could feel something...solid, but not quite..haha! told yah im going bananas! maybe i just miss him so bad..=[

we were talking/texting a while ago, and he said something so sweet i felt like i was melting on the spot..i replied with an overused joke 'ok..pwede na kong mamatay ngayon' blah blah blah...i didnt expect him to reply anymore..since it was really late, and i told him we should sleep already, but he did..and his reply was simple 'pagnamatay ka pano na ko..wag naman..' i was like..pwede isang beses lang sa isang gabi??baka magkasakit ako sa puso nyan e!see..he's not the kinda guy who's sweet 24/7..that's why when he's in the mood (and he was on a roll today..really..must be something he ate..) you'd really appreciate it..na its real..not something out of routine..id rather have that kind of sweetness than get bombarded by it every min of every day then at the end id realize that it all meant nothing..nasanay lang sya..and that's about it..wala lang...i dont like fake people...not as friends,never as bfs...

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watched somethings gotta give kanina..ai yesterday pala...it was really good..i mean..twas funny..but come the part when they were going to do it..even a single kiss..it was a very disturbing sight..sobrang kinilabatutan ako! like im watching my grandparents make out or something..hello! not good! kadiri pooo!! but all in all..it was good..funny..saw jack nicholson's butt. hahahaha! paris was amazing..i miss being there..although i have only been there for 2 days..2 tiring days..i really enjoyed the city..it was true what they say that Paris is the place to fall in love..a lot of cute french!hahahahaha! back to the movie..so..yeah..it has the aaaww.. parts and the bwahahahahaha scenes.. and of course...the shock of my life when i saw Keanu (he played the doctor of nicholson who fell in love with diane keaton, got together with her but in the end let her go...anti climax ba? HAHAHAHAHAHA! BINASA NYO EH!)

HE WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT* DAMN! and he's a doctor...he has brains in this movie.. he's clean.. he's like a highschool boy when he's nervous..he's friggin HOT!shit!! is he really gay? can i make him a man again??

hahahahahahahahahahaha!

[to fall in love is to lose control..damn right! 28^ ]

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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