March 05, 2004 sorry but i just have to add...when did losyangs become "in"? and why havent anyone told me about it yet?? take my friends' ex's new "gf"..

first..the story...

he met her at common ground..my friend and him were still together at that time..gumimik kami, we saw him there..so kat told yula (my friend and his gf) that he's there nga..apparently she doesnt know, they fought..but we tried to patch things up..the guy, lets call him...jay, and i were supposed to go home together, i mean, since its late..and im with my sis and its dangerous, being the bf of my close friend and well, sort of my friend too, he offered to go with us nalang. it was jampacked that night..as in..i could see him fro where i was seated..suddenly, he was dancing with this girl, although the girl's back was at me..so i didnt see her pa. i thought, well, jay isnt that bad looking, maybe the girl was the one who approached him, and being the gentleman that i thought he was, he danced with the girl. and i remember that that girl was dancing with another guy a while ago..then blah blah blah..to make the story short, we didnt leave together, nagpaiwan sya. una i didnt think much about it..it was just 2:30, that's really early pa nga.but we just gotta go home. then a few days, maybe a week or so, yu & jay broke up..he said.."madali ako magsawa" what kinda break up line was that??

then a few days ago, kat told me to cheq his friendster if i wanted to laugh..so i did.. that's when i found out what happened at common ground after we left..sila na pala..although surprisingly, he still hasnt changed his status..still single.

anyhoo, my curiousity took over, i also cheqd out the girls page...viewed her pics..and look at what i saw..damn! and she even had the nerve to put in her about me: pretty ???? PATAWARIN!!!! anaknang.. if she's pretty..then nobody's ugly! well, the heck..magsama sila..an asshole and an assface..no wait...i think my ass looks better than that. hahahahahaha! me..once again..being the bitch that i am. hahahahaha! bakit?? MAGANDA BA SYA?? mukha syang nanay, or labandera... "deh-op mu 'day??" im no pretty face myself..but GAWD i hope i dont look that bad! mukha pa tlgang matanda e! and she's with a 19 yr old guy..she looks...27?30+ even! hahahhaha!


i know a similar story..my friend is really pretty ha! she's sweet and nice too.. she even asked her dad to give his boyfriend a job (her dad owns a business..something about sound systems) and this guy..a total A-S-S, is two-timing her...he even had the guts to invite that girl to an event when he knows very well that my friend would be there! low life prick! and yes..she's another losyang/nanay/labandera! i swear..i was like..no way.."are you sure its the girl wearing white with blue sleeves? baka naman yun ang nanay nya ha?" kasi PROMISE!! she must be..around..30? gRABEEEE! no exagge! guys now-a-days! i know appealing ang older women..pero..to go for losyang types? MAN THAT'S SO LOW! i told my friend to leave him na..harapan na mambastos kasi e..she deserves soooo much better no! anakng...pagpapalit ka nalang..sa panget pa..di ba insulto yun? but come to think about it..it's ok..bagay sila! you can find someone better than him..and he would be stuck with a girl that would pass as his mom! hahahahahaha! sayang i dont have a picture of that girl..i swear..mapapakapit ka! tapos compare mo pa sa friend ko..she may not be yung sobrang sexy.. pero pretty sya in her own way..i hope..happy na sya ngayon..coz she deserves to be..SOBRA!

well..let's just hope that i wont share the same fate as my friends..coz honestly, of all the guys who came and went, this guy...is the one that i hope wont hurt me..he's my last chance! or else..i dont think i could ever risk my heart again..its just that..iba kasi to eh..makapal man..but everytime i got hurt by some asshole, i could always say to myself.."bahala kayo! at least i still have edwin..mahal ako nun!" i just dont know what would happen to me if he would be the one to hurt me..if it would turn out that he's just like most guys..wag naman sana...this time i mean it..i want to make this work! it would be hard, i know..but i couldnt care less..fuck `em! im in love! hahahahaha!

but really...i look so maldita when compared to him. hahahaha! my friends even scold at me when i start getting paranoid already..mas kampi sila sa kanya eh! although they havent met him yet. as in personally ha.. ako daw kasi yung mas gago e..but i promise..i wont do anything stupid...i would really try to be good this time. di na ko nangaaway. haha! carino brutal e! lol!

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Question of the Day:
same thing..you can have anything you want in the world!! even have the planet named after you..you just gotta do one thing..ride a helicopter.. pero.. dun ka sa elesi naka-upo...WOULD YOU DO IT? ;P

[to fall in love is to lose control..damn right! 28^ ]

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so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

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still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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