March 11, 2004 i read tin's recent post...let this be a longer reaction to that post...

there, she was talking about someone...although i still cant be certain, but i have this wierdest feeling that i know who she's talking about...coz i for one also noticed the change...

yeah, everyone knows she's nice...i think she is too..but there are times when i feel that i dont know her, that im with a stranger...at first i didnt really mind, i thought that maybe, she just had an off day, i have lots too...but then it seems like its becoming a routine...has she changed, or is that really the real her that she never showed until now. its scary...

dont get me wrong, i am willing to accept her, she is my friend..friends accept friends COMPLETELY...the problem is i dont know which of the two i should accept..or should i accept both?

i started to notice the "change" when we went up to baguio for the Ad Congress..thought..must be because of the air there..since its cold and everything..hehe! Nah, im just joking...but really..i thought it was just her way to fit in the "corporate scene" unlike me, who just dont care..hehehe! but it continued..until now...i thought i was the only one who noticed this..but if my guess is right, tin did too..

i ain't mad at her or anything..neither do i dislike her because of that. im just plain confused. hehe! its something new..something that im not quite used to...

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Myx had the best idea EVER! they made Jay-R Silona their celebrity VJ..can he be a permanent VJ..i know he hasn't perfected his craft yet (he talks in a certain tone...as in..may melody of some sort, but hten again, he is a singer..hehehe! and he looks like he's a bit uncomfortable..but DAMN! that never changed the fact that he's so soooo F-I-N-E!!) but he can learn..and i promise that i wont grow tired of googling in front of the TV all day watching him..hehehe! Go Jay-R! shake your ass! hahahaha! (hey, he can dance really well..and his voice..oh his voice!)

to that girl who he goes all the way to ATC for (he lives somewhere in greenhills..hmmmm)..ANG SWERTE MOOOOOOO!!! HAAAAIIIII* wish ko lang ako yun eh no..dream on cia..dream on.. hahaha! tsk tsk tsk! but i do applaud that girl...if i were her, shit, lagi ako nahohospitalize. tipong malayo pa lang..cant move...pag nsa harap mo na..*BLAG* HEART ATTACK!!! hahaha!

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his sister got a new phone..YEY!! although its not really his, but he said its as good as his anyway because his sister only uses it to call, he..well..consumes the text part. =] i think his sister's husband works abroad..so she really has to buy a new phone...damn, i know i would! just think,,,akin, bus ride lang ang layo, napapraning na ko..what more if it were like theirs na you have to ride a plane na..

kaya ako..if my plans of going abroad pushes through...id make sure he'd go with me, or at least follow shortly after..coz damn...i cant take that! im more visual, did the pen test and everything. hehe!

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haven't you noticed that im going back to my old laid back, lokaloka self again? YEY! the nights of depression's over..at least for now...i just hope it would be for good this time..its hard if you're insomiac and then depression kicks in...really..bad combi...bad BAD combi.

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i dont like ponds facial wash...by mid day, my face would be all sticky and oily. this sucks! i wanted to buy the one with scrubs, and of course, basta white and green i bought it agad, i didnt even bother to read...facial wash lang pala. Php60 down the drain.. shouldve bought facial cool nalang..30 pesos lang! effective pa..tsk tsk tsk! ciara...MAGBASA KA KASI KAHIT MINSAN!! HEHEHEHE!

im bored..what's your excuse??

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

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still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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