March 04, 2004 does anybody here know that smell..the smell of...decay and dirt and sweat..i cant really describe it. but damn, its been haunting me for the last 5 bus rides home!! NO! it wasnt me..it was the people who either sat beside me, or stood beside me..with their elbows right in front of my face (do i have to tell you what attaches the arm to the body..yes..the elbow is near there..and yes! near my face too! WAAAAAAH!) i dont get it..do guys..older guys..really smell that way? as in..natural na sya? coz i think every guy who sat beside me smelled like that...its suffocating! And sometimes if you’re lucky enough, may hahalo pang asim..its like a sinigang that has gone terribly..and I mean TERRIBLY WRONG! Sometimes, I have to stop myself from blurting.. “pwede pakibaba po…” or “ano yun..bat ang baho!” out loud.. you don’t know how hard that is. Problem pa.. LAGING TRAFFIC! Tapos, I have no other seat to transfer to. Im stuck there.. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!!! I swear I wanna die on the spot..or kill that guy! Hahahahahaha! Its unbearable..i had to breathe through my mouth. Or id face the window and squeeze myself at that tiny spot there.. I risked having an asthma attack from the dust on the seat (normally, its not leather or walang plastic..parang carpet material..so just imagine how that collects dust!) but id rather have asthma..at least.. I wont have to put up with the smell.

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American idol’s up…the 3 are of course.. ruthless…specially simon, well, what’s new? So far, 5 had finished singing.. I liked that girl with the suspenders and this 5th girl.. but no one had given a “WOW” performance yet.. girl #5, Lisa, almost impressed me..but I have to agree with simon…kulang paren…I don’t know what happened..the first group..well I liked almost everyone there..i had a hard time choosing actually..but yeah..fantasia (or whatever that big lipped girl’s name was) was A-W-E-S-O-M-E!!!

I was really looking forward to the 2nd group.. I was expecting them to be better than the first since they had more time to practice, and they saw what happened to the first group already, they know what the judges expect to see..and yet.. here they are..screwing up BIG TIME! Got 2 more to go, the 6th just finished --HAHA! SIMON IS SOOOO BAD! I LOVE HIM! HAHAHAHAHAHA! Sorry pal!— but there’s no denying.. he was bad..

Camille’s up (so close kami?) hey I like her voice..hehe! one last cry..how videoke-ey could you get.hehe! but yeah..i like her!! =] as simon said..the best of the group..but then again..there’s one more to go..wait lang ha..ryan asked the contestants what they want to do,or was it what they think, I forgot (dory syndrome), about simon bakit!!! I love Simon kaya!!! Camille’s right..he’s sexy. HAHAHAHA! Ok, that’s a bit overdoing it.. They’re showing the episode of simpsons where simon was in..cool! tanong lang..what do they have against Simon? I mean..most of the time..he is right..he just don’t hold back on the insult. Hehe! but what’s so wrong about that? That life! Hehe! commercial pa..pa-suspense pa!

Hey..the last isn’t that bad…but I like Camille better..sorry..

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I haven’t heard from him today..but then again..he didn’t hear from me too. Hehe! i guess he has no load already..and me..I…was busy. Hahahaha! Honestly..i was! And..i texted him naman tonight..to say goodnight. He’s bday’s near..im planning to surprise him… I want to go to his school…wala lang… maybe buy a cake or something..simple lang. I just want to see him really..and what better day to do it than his bday? It falls on a Monday..which I don’t think would be a problem..as long as di topakin si Sir and give us another “quiz/exercise”. Id probably not go to class altogether..since I only have one class, which is admedia…so.. attend admedia or surprise him on his bday and get to be with him at the same time… trick question ba to???

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ive been eyeing this hot pink 2-pc swim suit..its really really cute..but I don’t think that I could pull it off..i mean HELLO! I look like im 3 months pregnant! Hahahaha! Kailangan ko na pumayaaaaaaaaaat!!! I hate it when I see this perfect outfit..but for some reason, I cant wear it..there are certain clothes lang tlga that would look good on me..others.. don’t even think about it.

But I really like that pink suit! why does chocolate have to taste soooo good???!!!Hmpf!! just look at it..who in her right mind wont be tempted to eat that--knowing that it tastes even better than how it looks!!! huhuhuuu...nakakainis!!

The block’s planning to have another outing… im excited! And we still have a month to go! Haha~ but hey..a month would go by fast.. dami dami kasi nigagawa e.

[to fall in love is to lose control..damn right! 28^ ]

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so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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