February 27, 2004 the wierdest thing happened to me..i was minding my own business, sitting by the window of a tas trans bus, daydreaming, when this guy sat beside me..an old guy..about 30 i guess.so of course it was normal to sit by a stranger in a public transport(that's what i dont like about buses..but of course i have no choice, really.) then he suddenly talked to me, asking me to watch his bag coz he have to get something from where he sat before.so me being polite, nodded...then when he returned, it turned out that he left his ticket where he previously sat, so he had to go back and get in case a checker comes. then he asked if the tickets where checked, i answered a mere "sometimes" then looked back out of the window. i could feel him looking at me and my stuff..i didnt look back, for im scared to find out that im right, then all of a sudden he talked again, i didnt understand it at first, but again, im polite, and he is old, so i looked to see what he was asking again,first he commented on the weather, i didnt reply, then some stuff, i pretended i was listening but i was actually looking at the guy behind him which was actually cute. then suddenly he assked "where do you study?" and pointed at the book i was holding.. i turned my back immediately...i was scared..really..it was good that he didnt insist on the question, but still. io can see him from the reflection on the window, he was looking at my back..and i wanted to go down already but im afraid that he'd follow me. at least at a bus which was really full, i dont think he'd be wise enuf to try something stupid. but i really wanted to transfer, only, i was stuck in the window seat and there was no other seat empty. damn! 'tis wasnt the first time a guy whose much much older than me tried to do that.dont they know that its punishable by law..hahahaha! di na nahiya...antatanda na eh!i want to be rich someday, but id never try to hook a DOM just to be rich,,i can do it on my own, thank you very much...

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otep, a friend of my bf, added me in friendster. at first it really didnt matter. i even like the idea that id be friends with his friends, someday, that would be of great help...but then, im started to get creeped out. first he sent innocent messages, one even saying that my bf wanted him to tell me that he loves me..then the other messages became wierder..one, he told me, ganda ko daw pala, lalo na sa personal..besides the fact that it was a major "bola line" he mentioned that i was better in person..but i asked my bf if ive seen this guy before, he said no...so how come he said that? then the last msg he sent me, he said "iniisip mo ba si edwin(my bf) o ako" i told him "shempre..si edwin!" haha! totoo naman e! but is he for real? why the heck would i think about him..really! hahaha! he even asked for my number. said if i wont give it to him, he'd ask my bf for it. i told him just ask edwin if he'd give it or not. if ever he did, i wont reply den namn e. haha! i dont think he knows na kami ni edwin..kasi..if he knows..why be like that..maybe he's just being friendly..but isnt that too friendly..and assuming??? he even had the nerve to level himself with my bf...what the heck was that?? if it was just a joke..but still! i know i wouldn't say something like that to the bf of my friend..that'll be trouble, joke or not..

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starting nxt week, every Monday and friday, id only be at school for an hour..HASSLE SOBRA!!! id be spending more time on the bus (about 3 hours) than in school..i really miss being in a dorm..=[ but they wont let me!! shit! fine..be that way..when i graduate, id be outta here!!

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bench has a new model..JAY-R SILLONAAAAA!! YEY!! my eyes popped out of its socket when i saw this poster the other day..aminin mo,,pinilit ko tlga sis ko na kuhaan..it really pays to have a phone with a camera..and now that my dad activated the IR in his comp, la na hassle to transfer imgs! yey! so here he is ladies...with no shirt on (heavenly body! really!!) and his pants, a bit low that you could see na he's wearing nothing but supporters...haaaayy** how i wish i was his make up artist or even the girl who'd make the coffee of the photographer! id give everything to be there when they had the photo shoot! DAAAMN!!!!! so sooo soooooooo fine! marry me jay-R?i want to have your baby! hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! friggin obsessed! hahahahahaha! i creep myself out sometimes...ahahahahaha! but heck...there's no question..jay-R's HOT! dibaaaaa??? waaaaaaaaah! i cant believe nicompare ko ex ko sa kanya! HINDI SILA MAGKAMUKAAAA!! pareho lang sila mapanga..pero damn! parang jay-R na pinapanget ng sobra yun! hahahaha! bitter? nah...just keepin it real. hahaha! isang angle lng nya kamuka...kung kaya nya hold yung angle na yun..then maybe. hahahahahahahaha! jay-R! jay-R for president! hahahahaha! joke!

[to fall in love is to lose control..damn right! 28^ ]

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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GPS system

this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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