February 24, 2004 a share-worthy poem..got this somewhere, forgot where exactly though. hehe! ciox, if you're reading this..baka magustuhan mo..hilig ka sa guitarista diba?? =] haha! pero mejo dramatic..=]

"the musician"
i can hear him playing...and it's beautiful.
So beautiful it almost hurts, it makes me want to cry.**mejo exage, but anyway
it's as if he's speaking to me, trying to tell me something.
Even when he stops and runs over a string in his guitar, there is something plaintive about it. Something that's struggling to be expressed.
am i in love with him whose fingers can draw such marvelous sounds out of an instrument?
in love with whatever it is inside him that makes him want to play it and make it speak?
Only i know it cant be me. he's older; he doesn't even know im alive. (at least he doesnt act that way)
but in his music, he's calling out to somebody...some girl...and i like to think as i stand there listening that by some miracle it could be me...
only i know it's not me...

shiyet! ive had my share of guitarist crushes..there's ping (the guy i saw in baguio, of all places..remember guys? nung namimili tayo ng ube jam.) of course, there's japs sergio of rivermaya (dream on cia!) and..johnoy.. have had the biggest crush on him even before they became famous. now, they have a video, which i only saw the other day at MTV..well..they deserve it..they're really good! try looking for them, the band's name is bridge.. haaayy* if i were still in the dorm, maybe i would always be present at their gigs..at shempre pacute ako! hahahaha! joke! nah..he's older...much older..tsk! damn musicians! hahahahahahaha! sa dami ng crush kong musikero, makakabuo na ko ng orchestra e. haha! well, sa dami ba naman kasi ng crush ko, i can fill a whole country..ciareutopia! hahahahahahahaha?!

[to fall in love is to lose control..damn right! 28^ ]

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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GPS system

this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

credits

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