February 08, 2004 my mind and my eyes may wander sometimes..that i do admit..but my heart? thats a steady point..

weeeeeee...lalang..just remembered that line..forgot where i heard it or read it..im not even sure if that's the exact line..but i hope you got what i was trying to say..that's me right thurr! hehehe! i can not always be thinking of him or fantasizing about him..that's a given..since there are a lot of guys out here..can't help it..im no mother mary! but my heart..that's something that wont change..at the end of the day..its him id still want to be with..getting mushy here..someone smack my head please??! hehehehe!

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i have to admit that there are more cute guys..and friendlier for that matter, in myspace..but dang there are a lot of hoes too! i swear! how can one stand that? do they really like it when guys lust over them..aint it disgusting..perverts all over you..eeeeewwww! or is this the product of growing up in a very conservative society...maybe its normal out there..then its scary...im goin out there in a few months..yikes! do they really expect pinays to be..you know..like..that?? OH NO!

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saw sweet november a while ago..dang! keanu is to die for! too bad he's gay..tsk tsk tsk! but i like that movie..it doesnt follow the normal fairy tale like plots alot of scriptwriters tend to make..she left her! yey! hahahaha! is it bad that i liked that kind of ending? well..i still think its cool, i dont know about you!

i specially liked the part when he sang for the sarah..shit..if i were in her place..i would've dropped dead on the spot! id really love it if a guy would do that for me..doesnt have to be on a stage though..just him singing for me..damn make me melt *hint* *hint*

and then there's the part when he said.."november's all i know and all i ever wanna know" then they made love afterwards..hahahahahaha! naaah..leave out the last part..what he said was real sweet..why cant real guys think about lines like that..dont they know that baduy as it may sound..it works..well..at least for me..hehehehe!

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another drinking session is coming up..would i be drunk? would i do something stupid? i dont know.. but one thing;s for sure..it'd be another fun night..far far away from here! where i can do whatever i wanna do *winks* aaaannnnddd! there's a possibility that he's be there with me..YEY!! YEY YEY YEY YEEEEY!! *hey gurl..dont get your hopes up..he's still not sure remember* haaaayyy* so hard..but damn im happy!! =]

[to fall in love is to lose control..damn right! 28^ ]

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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