February 23, 2004 just finished my take home midterm in admedia..took me about 2.5 hours to finish it..would've been quicker if my dad wasn't using his laptop. (OMG..my sister just sleeptalked! hahahaha! cant figure out what she said though..) its now that i realize how technology made it easy for us to do certain things. i mean, i can do without it, but..it would be easier if i used it. see, manually, i have to compute everything. then after the many computations, id still add it all up and adjust if ever i fall short or if i exceeded the budget, meaning i have to redo almost the whole computations. but then when my dad finished and i was allowed to use the laptop, i did everything in excel, and it took me just a few mins to finish it. since you can put the formula instead of getting a separate calcu and stuff. everything you need is there..hehe! other's call it the very thing for the tamad..eh di pahirapan nyo sarili nyo..eto na madali e..hehe!

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went to kat's party last sat night, which was fun, but not as fun as i imagined it to be. it was a night of realizations and changes..and the lack thereof. one, yula is at it again. she acted (super bad acting!) as if she was tipsy already. basta! pacute sobra! i think that's one of the reasons why roni and ian left early. yula have always had this thing about ian. harap harapan nagpapacute, lam naman nya na sila ni roni. posh even said out loud "pa-cute si yula!" i laughed. hahahaha! siguro naman narealize nya, kahit iba napapansin na..but as ive said before..we tried to tell her na..but yula will always be yula! then, another thing i realized, i really am an obsessive compulsive! hahaha! wala lang..never really admitted it to anyone even myslf before. just realized it last night. cool!

another thing, i saw a side of one of my friends there that ive never seen before, and was a real surprise for me. ive known him for years, and what he did or rather showed us that night, ive got to say, was one of the lowest things ever!talk about craddle snatching. some of my friends might think that i act this way because of our "past" nope, he was never my boyfriend! let's just put it into his words..we had something "special", whatever that means. but honestly..that's not true! i really dont care that he flirts with girls in front of me, he has done that a lot of times. i have to admit that before i was affected immensely! but now..NAH! i actually would like him to find "her", honest! he knows that. but..i just dont like what he's doing to himself..why go that low? is he that desparate? im sorry..but really.. i dont get it. ive had a share of my older guys, actually i like older guys..but..that..girl?

i may not know her that much, only that she's the friend of kat's sister, cousin of my friend posh, she's still in hs, i think she's about..15? ubt the way she acted that night..it appeared that she's too .. eager.. i dont know how id call it.. just think about this. she came with a guy, she left with another, she kissed them both in one night, neither of the two are her bf.. i can have a dozen crushes in one room, talk to each one of them if i want to..but kiss them..knowing that i barely knew them.. and she even had the guts to ask us, bakit daw ang sama ng tingin namin sa kanya? HELLO! should we be proud of her??does she deserve an award for what she did? what girl in her right mind would do such a thing..diba?? para mo naren tinatakan sarili mo sa noo ng "puta ako." and ive heard from kat's sis that before, she watched a movie with a group of friends, one of them was her ex, (im not sure, at that time ata sila na, or magiging sila palang) she plainly told the guy "bastusin mo naman ako kahit one time lang." like it was nothing. is she serious??? i dont even want to tell the reast of the story...i myself still cant believe it. so young..too young..is she samantha?i mean, samantha's cool, part of it is because what she's doing is fine, she's old enough i mean. but for a..15 year old?! im 19 and i cant even think about doing such a thing. maybe when im older.. and id make sure i wouldn't step on anyone's toes.

well anyway..enough about that..all i know is i was surprised that my friend tolerated that girl. really..i think i lost my respect for him..well anyhoo, the party was..ok. i mean, there were the endless laughtrip, which was expected since we were all there. but also, it was hard for us to really really enjoy and put our hair down that night because majority of the guest either we dont know or we're not close with.so sobrang hati hati tlga lahat.kanya kanyang groups. and that's no way to have fun. only during about the latter of the night did everyone sat in place..alot has left by then. so..we just tried to have fun. i have a crush on one of the guys there, carlo. perfect! kalbo, moreno, maganda mata, cute smile, med. built..sobrang OK! except that, he has a gf, and i, as all of you know, have a bf too. we talked once during the night, as in talked ha. pano, napagtripan kami ng lahat. kat dragged us away from the crowd and told us to talk..so we did, for a few mins. lang. nothing to tell, really. we just..talked. and the whole night, everyone kept introducing us to each other, and about 5 or so times, i got to shake his hand. HAHA! did i mention that he smells soooo good? kat told me to tell him where the CR was kasi, so i went with him inside and pointed where it was. then he passed by me..wow! bango tlga sobra! i even lingered there for a few sec, then i realized how stupid i looked siguro if someone saw me there standing as if i was under a spell or something.haha! creepy! basta ok yun si carlo..kaso friends lang tlga e. i didnt try to get close with him, mahirap na. temptation..hahaha! good girl na ko!!

didnt sleep nung sat. my dad fetch us about 8am, la pa tulog, we went straight to cavite. t'was my lolo's bday..the funny thing is, all i did there was sleep and eat. as in. pagdating, tulog, ginising to eat lunch, tulog ulit, then ginising to eat dinner naman. hahaha! so pumunta pa kong cavite just to eat and sleep..aus! sana sa Naic nalang..so that i'd see him den! haaay* kahit para kong sinapak, sa sobrang paga ng mata ko kanina sa puyat (i had to wear shades the whole day, the sun was hurting my eyes. totoo! haha! naging vampire bigla) it would have been worth it all if i saw him..kahit saglit lang..haaay*

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im planning to update this pa nga pala..make a photo gallery..just cheq every once in a while if the photos have links already. as of now, i need to sleep pa muna..ill find time for that..maybe..tom or the day after or the day after that. hehehe!

[to fall in love is to lose control..damn right! 28^ ]

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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GPS system

this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

credits

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