February 07, 2004 the car is calling out my name..telling me to drive it...do you know how hard it is to ignore that call??!!?!?!

im here with my sister..left alone..its too boring..even for me. the car's left at the garage..and its calling me..i want to go somewhere! somewhere other than here! do you think my mom would kill me if i did drive her car..hehehe! do i really need to ask?

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isn't it frustrating that when you were looking for "career" you cant seem to find anyone..and when you do find someone, here they come in great numbers?? and its so hard rejecting them one by one..sometimes even twice in a day..coz actually, they're not at all bad..its just that..you love someone else already.. i really want to change now..be a "one man woman" for real..thought it'd be good for me.then why am i having such a hard time? am i gonna be like this forever? dont get me wrong..i love my guy...but i like guys..get the drift? hehehe! but im really trying...i am! REALLY! its not very easy..but i think its worth it..so wish me luck..

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i was chatting a while ago, met this guy..asked if i had friendster so i said yes and got his email so that i could add him..i really thought that he was cute or at least presentable coz he was really obnoxious..but heck no! Friggin monster! i dont really mind havin friends who are not so good looking..but heck..to have that kind of attitude to match?? hell that's just too much! only gorgeous guys have the liscence to be stupid and obnoxious...guys like him should be nice..out of necessity i guess coz that's the only thing that's left for them..hehehe! you know..so when im is asked whether he's cute or not, i could always say that he's nice..hehehehehe

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so near yet so far...

he's at mega mall today... and sadly..im stuck here (car calling my name once again..) i wanna go there and meet up with him..even for a sec. damn!! gonna get my non pro soon! just you wait! then i could meet him frequently then..hehe!

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regarding the flashing of Ms. Janet Jackson...do you really have to put that shiny thingie there? really?? do you honestly believe that i'd actually think that what happened was an accident..yeah right?! justin need not apologize! that's just janet being a hoe..palibhasa di na sikat...

[to fall in love is to lose control..damn right! 28^ ]

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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GPS system

this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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