February 29, 2004
Morpheus
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[to fall in love is to lose control..damn right! 28^ ]
& our love goes round and round;
2/29/2004 01:01:00 PM
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i feel a soar throat coming..dang! what will happen to my singing career now?? HAHAHA! FEELING! i dont know what they hear..but really, i sound like a 5yr old kid..haha! no im not fishing..but its really what i hear..ams buo pa boses ni cham sakin e. sa bagay..sobra naman ata..people who call here thinks i have a younger brother whenever cham answers the phone. hahaha!
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its been soooooooo long since ive been inside the movie house! i hate this..before, id be watching last full shows almost everyday..(when i was still at CARA) i never miss great movies..when wednesday comes,id be there..buying frosty or taters iced tea then watch the newest movie..and now..waaaaah! the last movie i saw was...let me think...crying ladies?? NOOOOOOO! i even missed mona lisa smile, which was really good, and ive been waiting for that movie since i saw it on star. now..id have to find a DVD to watch it. =[ i miss my dorm...i could stay till 6am someplace else and it doesnt matter...=[ man!
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my mom told me to get my lisence nxt week. said i should prac my driving..but the thing is i dont have anything to drive!! unless of course she lends me her car..its fine with me i guess..but you know...i want a car of my own..who wouldn't!?! they told me they'd buy me one for my 19th bday..hey! ive been 19 for almost 2 months now..where's the caaarrrr???? =[
[to fall in love is to lose control..damn right! 28^ ]
& our love goes round and round;
2/29/2004 12:39:00 PM
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February 28, 2004
is it the 28th already?? happy monthsarry to meeeee! YEY!!! HEHEHEHE! i feel stupid..why am i so excited? its not as if we're gonna meet later (but i really wish we would..=[ ) why does he have to be soooo far away..haaaayyy...many friends of mine would ask me, pano ko daw nakakaya na di ko nakikita..know what? i really have no idea...i guess coz i just want to believe that kaya ko..and thats enough..sana...
gel told me kanina about her ate's bf. see her ate's in L.A. and the guy, well, he's somewhere here in manila. he's really close to gel's family, he even bought a gift for her lil bro. it was really sweet of him.i wouldn't have bothered..maybe a hi would do. hahahaha! well, except if he's still a baby..then id send a lot of stuff too..i love babies..but i dont want one of my own..not now though...hehe! anyhoo..back to what i was trying to say..what was my point again? OH yah..there..so during the kwento, i found myself saying.."cge lang gel...convince me that long distance relationships can really work..." i dont know where that came from..the pessimist in me must've gotten loose or something..but i really needed to hear gel's sister's bf's story..i mean that guy, whoever he is...he's my hero now! hehe! wish me luck nalang on my own story...ha!please please please..make this work...i might really love this guy.. ;p well, im still here right??if i didn't, i wouldve left him na..di ako magtitiis ng ganto for nothing..haaaayy
[to fall in love is to lose control..damn right! 28^ ]
& our love goes round and round;
2/28/2004 12:06:00 AM
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February 27, 2004
the wierdest thing happened to me..i was minding my own business, sitting by the window of a tas trans bus, daydreaming, when this guy sat beside me..an old guy..about 30 i guess.so of course it was normal to sit by a stranger in a public transport(that's what i dont like about buses..but of course i have no choice, really.) then he suddenly talked to me, asking me to watch his bag coz he have to get something from where he sat before.so me being polite, nodded...then when he returned, it turned out that he left his ticket where he previously sat, so he had to go back and get in case a checker comes. then he asked if the tickets where checked, i answered a mere "sometimes" then looked back out of the window. i could feel him looking at me and my stuff..i didnt look back, for im scared to find out that im right, then all of a sudden he talked again, i didnt understand it at first, but again, im polite, and he is old, so i looked to see what he was asking again,first he commented on the weather, i didnt reply, then some stuff, i pretended i was listening but i was actually looking at the guy behind him which was actually cute. then suddenly he assked "where do you study?" and pointed at the book i was holding.. i turned my back immediately...i was scared..really..it was good that he didnt insist on the question, but still. io can see him from the reflection on the window, he was looking at my back..and i wanted to go down already but im afraid that he'd follow me. at least at a bus which was really full, i dont think he'd be wise enuf to try something stupid. but i really wanted to transfer, only, i was stuck in the window seat and there was no other seat empty. damn! 'tis wasnt the first time a guy whose much much older than me tried to do that.dont they know that its punishable by law..hahahaha! di na nahiya...antatanda na eh!i want to be rich someday, but id never try to hook a DOM just to be rich,,i can do it on my own, thank you very much...
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otep, a friend of my bf, added me in friendster. at first it really didnt matter. i even like the idea that id be friends with his friends, someday, that would be of great help...but then, im started to get creeped out. first he sent innocent messages, one even saying that my bf wanted him to tell me that he loves me..then the other messages became wierder..one, he told me, ganda ko daw pala, lalo na sa personal..besides the fact that it was a major "bola line" he mentioned that i was better in person..but i asked my bf if ive seen this guy before, he said no...so how come he said that? then the last msg he sent me, he said "iniisip mo ba si edwin(my bf) o ako" i told him "shempre..si edwin!" haha! totoo naman e! but is he for real? why the heck would i think about him..really! hahaha! he even asked for my number. said if i wont give it to him, he'd ask my bf for it. i told him just ask edwin if he'd give it or not. if ever he did, i wont reply den namn e. haha! i dont think he knows na kami ni edwin..kasi..if he knows..why be like that..maybe he's just being friendly..but isnt that too friendly..and assuming??? he even had the nerve to level himself with my bf...what the heck was that?? if it was just a joke..but still! i know i wouldn't say something like that to the bf of my friend..that'll be trouble, joke or not..
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starting nxt week, every Monday and friday, id only be at school for an hour..HASSLE SOBRA!!! id be spending more time on the bus (about 3 hours) than in school..i really miss being in a dorm..=[ but they wont let me!! shit! fine..be that way..when i graduate, id be outta here!!
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bench has a new model..JAY-R SILLONAAAAA!! YEY!! my eyes popped out of its socket when i saw this poster the other day..aminin mo,,pinilit ko tlga sis ko na kuhaan..it really pays to have a phone with a camera..and now that my dad activated the IR in his comp, la na hassle to transfer imgs! yey! so here he is ladies...with no shirt on (heavenly body! really!!) and his pants, a bit low that you could see na he's wearing nothing but supporters...haaaayy** how i wish i was his make up artist or even the girl who'd make the coffee of the photographer! id give everything to be there when they had the photo shoot! DAAAMN!!!!! so sooo soooooooo fine! marry me jay-R?i want to have your baby! hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! friggin obsessed! hahahahahaha! i creep myself out sometimes...ahahahahaha! but heck...there's no question..jay-R's HOT! dibaaaaa??? waaaaaaaaah! i cant believe nicompare ko ex ko sa kanya! HINDI SILA MAGKAMUKAAAA!! pareho lang sila mapanga..pero damn! parang jay-R na pinapanget ng sobra yun! hahahaha! bitter? nah...just keepin it real. hahaha! isang angle lng nya kamuka...kung kaya nya hold yung angle na yun..then maybe. hahahahahahahaha! jay-R! jay-R for president! hahahahaha! joke!
[to fall in love is to lose control..damn right! 28^ ]
& our love goes round and round;
2/27/2004 11:56:00 PM
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February 25, 2004
my whole body hurts..first, i woke up at about 7am (and we have no classes!) i went with my sisters to their training, thought i should shoot some hoops too..you know, exercise kuno. hehehe! then the whole afternoon we walked non stop..shopping for my sis' prom dress..i mean, yeah, i like to shop, but for 8hours? in 2 malls??! the moment i sat down, it was as if my foot left my body. haha! anyway..someone posted this on the bulletin board, thought i should share it to you..i added some too.. enjoy!
MGA SABLAY HIRIT...
Well well well. Look do we have here!"
"Let's give them a big hand of applause."
"The more the manyer."
"It's a no-win-win situation."
"Burn the bridge when you get there."
"Anulled and void."
"Mute and academic."
"C'mon let's join us!"
"If worse comes to shove."
"Are you joking my leg?"
"It's not my problem anymore, it's your
problem anymore."
"What are friends are for?"
"You can never can tell."
"Been there, been that."
"Forget it about it."
"Give him the benefit of the daw."
"It's a blessing in the sky."
"Right there and right then."
"Where'd you came from?"
"Take things first at a time."
"You're barking at the wrong dog."
"You want to have your cake and bake it too."
"First and for all."
"Now and there."
"I'm only human nature."
"The sky's the langit."
"That's what I'm talking about it."
"One of these days is not like the other."
"So far, so good, so far."
"Time is of the elements."
"In the wink of an eye."
"The feeling is actual."
"For all intense and purposes."
"I ran into some errands."
"Hi. I'm
"What is the world is coming to?"
"What is the next that is?"
"Base-to-base casis."
"My answers have been prayered."
"Please me alone!"
'It's as brand as new."
"So... what's a beautiful girl like you?...."
"I can't take it anymore of this!"
"Are you sure ka na ba?"
ETO PA....
I couldn't care a damn!
What's your next class before this? (ANO
DAW???!!!)
Nothing in this world is perfect except the
word "change"
My dad brought home a lot of hand-me-downs!
(Translation:
Daming pasalubong ng tatay ko.)
I'm very iterated!!! (translation: galit
sya! haha!)
I'm sorry, my boss just passed away.
(translation: kakadaan
lang ng boss nya.)
Hello, my boss is out of town. Would you
like to wait?
What happened after the erection of Mayon
Volcano?
Don't touch me not!
Hello?... For a while, please hang
yourself...
Hello McDo? Mag-i-inquire lang ako kung
magkano ang kidney
meal? (yung pang-batang pagkain)
You!!! You're not a boy anymore! You're a a
man anymore!
(hmmm...sounds familiar)
Out of fit ako these days eh...
(translation: A di sya
nakakapag-exercise)
Come, lets join us!
I'm the world champion of the World!!!
eto pa..sinasabi sakin..shiyet!
"let's stop all this shits" (andami namang tae nun)
"im not argue to you naman e, you know what is argue means right?" (need i say more??? hahaha)
"eh wala ka naman e, you're a looser" (ah, so maluwang ako?)
"lam mo ba yung word na IM PRETTY AND INTELLIGENT THAN URS?" (THAN MY WHAT??? SHIYEEETTT! take note, ganyan tlga pagkatext, with the all caps and everything...shiyeeeet!)
"maybe you should look at your english grammar..." (baka nga naman german grammar diba..)
"it is bothering to me in the way that you say that i am his gf" (ano raw??)
...madami pa yan e..nibenta ko kasi fone ko andun lahat msg nung certain girl na to. grabe! at ako pa sinabihan na ausin daw ang "english grammar" ko..kasi sabi ko "this is my mom's" (kasi fone na gamit ko kay mama) banat sakin, "ano? ikaw ang nanay mo?" SINONG NANAY MOOOO!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! mangaaway na nga lang..ganyan pa..imbis na magalit, natawa ko sobra!
[to fall in love is to lose control..damn right! 28^ ]
& our love goes round and round;
2/25/2004 11:08:00 PM
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February 24, 2004
a share-worthy poem..got this somewhere, forgot where exactly though. hehe! ciox, if you're reading this..baka magustuhan mo..hilig ka sa guitarista diba?? =] haha! pero mejo dramatic..=]
"the musician"
i can hear him playing...and it's beautiful.
So beautiful it almost hurts, it makes me want to cry.**
mejo exage, but anyway
it's as if he's speaking to me, trying to tell me something.
Even when he stops and runs over a string in his guitar, there is something plaintive about it. Something that's struggling to be expressed.
am i in love with him whose fingers can draw such marvelous sounds out of an instrument?
in love with whatever it is inside him that makes him want to play it and make it speak?
Only i know it cant be me. he's older; he doesn't even know im alive. (at least he doesnt act that way)
but in his music, he's calling out to somebody...some girl...and i like to think as i stand there listening that by some miracle it could be me...
only i know it's not me...
shiyet! ive had my share of guitarist crushes..there's ping (the guy i saw in baguio, of all places..remember guys? nung namimili tayo ng ube jam.) of course, there's japs sergio of rivermaya (dream on cia!) and..johnoy.. have had the biggest crush on him even before they became famous. now, they have a video, which i only saw the other day at MTV..well..they deserve it..they're really good! try looking for them, the band's name is bridge.. haaayy* if i were still in the dorm, maybe i would always be present at their gigs..at shempre pacute ako! hahahaha! joke! nah..he's older...much older..tsk! damn musicians! hahahahahahaha! sa dami ng crush kong musikero, makakabuo na ko ng orchestra e. haha! well, sa dami ba naman kasi ng crush ko, i can fill a whole country..ciareutopia! hahahahahahahaha?!
[to fall in love is to lose control..damn right! 28^ ]
& our love goes round and round;
2/24/2004 05:44:00 PM
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February 23, 2004
just finished my take home midterm in admedia..took me about 2.5 hours to finish it..would've been quicker if my dad wasn't using his laptop. (OMG..my sister just sleeptalked! hahahaha! cant figure out what she said though..) its now that i realize how technology made it easy for us to do certain things. i mean, i can do without it, but..it would be easier if i used it. see, manually, i have to compute everything. then after the many computations, id still add it all up and adjust if ever i fall short or if i exceeded the budget, meaning i have to redo almost the whole computations. but then when my dad finished and i was allowed to use the laptop, i did everything in excel, and it took me just a few mins to finish it. since you can put the formula instead of getting a separate calcu and stuff. everything you need is there..hehe! other's call it the very thing for the tamad..eh di pahirapan nyo sarili nyo..eto na madali e..hehe!
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went to kat's party last sat night, which was fun, but not as fun as i imagined it to be. it was a night of realizations and changes..and the lack thereof. one, yula is at it again. she acted (super bad acting!) as if she was tipsy already. basta! pacute sobra! i think that's one of the reasons why roni and ian left early. yula have always had this thing about ian. harap harapan nagpapacute, lam naman nya na sila ni roni. posh even said out loud "pa-cute si yula!" i laughed. hahahaha! siguro naman narealize nya, kahit iba napapansin na..but as ive said before..we tried to tell her na..but yula will always be yula! then, another thing i realized, i really am an obsessive compulsive! hahaha! wala lang..never really admitted it to anyone even myslf before. just realized it last night. cool!
another thing, i saw a side of one of my friends there that ive never seen before, and was a real surprise for me. ive known him for years, and what he did or rather showed us that night, ive got to say, was one of the lowest things ever!talk about craddle snatching. some of my friends might think that i act this way because of our "past" nope, he was never my boyfriend! let's just put it into his words..we had something "special", whatever that means. but honestly..that's not true! i really dont care that he flirts with girls in front of me, he has done that a lot of times. i have to admit that before i was affected immensely! but now..NAH! i actually would like him to find "her", honest! he knows that. but..i just dont like what he's doing to himself..why go that low? is he that desparate? im sorry..but really.. i dont get it. ive had a share of my older guys, actually i like older guys..but..that..girl?
i may not know her that much, only that she's the friend of kat's sister, cousin of my friend posh, she's still in hs, i think she's about..15? ubt the way she acted that night..it appeared that she's too .. eager.. i dont know how id call it.. just think about this. she came with a guy, she left with another, she kissed them both in one night, neither of the two are her bf.. i can have a dozen crushes in one room, talk to each one of them if i want to..but kiss them..knowing that i barely knew them.. and she even had the guts to ask us, bakit daw ang sama ng tingin namin sa kanya? HELLO! should we be proud of her??does she deserve an award for what she did? what girl in her right mind would do such a thing..diba?? para mo naren tinatakan sarili mo sa noo ng "puta ako." and ive heard from kat's sis that before, she watched a movie with a group of friends, one of them was her ex, (im not sure, at that time ata sila na, or magiging sila palang) she plainly told the guy "bastusin mo naman ako kahit one time lang." like it was nothing. is she serious??? i dont even want to tell the reast of the story...i myself still cant believe it. so young..too young..is she samantha?i mean, samantha's cool, part of it is because what she's doing is fine, she's old enough i mean. but for a..15 year old?! im 19 and i cant even think about doing such a thing. maybe when im older.. and id make sure i wouldn't step on anyone's toes.
well anyway..enough about that..all i know is i was surprised that my friend tolerated that girl. really..i think i lost my respect for him..well anyhoo, the party was..ok. i mean, there were the endless laughtrip, which was expected since we were all there. but also, it was hard for us to really really enjoy and put our hair down that night because majority of the guest either we dont know or we're not close with.so sobrang hati hati tlga lahat.kanya kanyang groups. and that's no way to have fun. only during about the latter of the night did everyone sat in place..alot has left by then. so..we just tried to have fun. i have a crush on one of the guys there, carlo. perfect! kalbo, moreno, maganda mata, cute smile, med. built..sobrang OK! except that, he has a gf, and i, as all of you know, have a bf too. we talked once during the night, as in talked ha. pano, napagtripan kami ng lahat. kat dragged us away from the crowd and told us to talk..so we did, for a few mins. lang. nothing to tell, really. we just..talked. and the whole night, everyone kept introducing us to each other, and about 5 or so times, i got to shake his hand. HAHA! did i mention that he smells soooo good? kat told me to tell him where the CR was kasi, so i went with him inside and pointed where it was. then he passed by me..wow! bango tlga sobra! i even lingered there for a few sec, then i realized how stupid i looked siguro if someone saw me there standing as if i was under a spell or something.haha! creepy! basta ok yun si carlo..kaso friends lang tlga e. i didnt try to get close with him, mahirap na. temptation..hahaha! good girl na ko!!
didnt sleep nung sat. my dad fetch us about 8am, la pa tulog, we went straight to cavite. t'was my lolo's bday..the funny thing is, all i did there was sleep and eat. as in. pagdating, tulog, ginising to eat lunch, tulog ulit, then ginising to eat dinner naman. hahaha! so pumunta pa kong cavite just to eat and sleep..aus! sana sa Naic nalang..so that i'd see him den! haaay* kahit para kong sinapak, sa sobrang paga ng mata ko kanina sa puyat (i had to wear shades the whole day, the sun was hurting my eyes. totoo! haha! naging vampire bigla) it would have been worth it all if i saw him..kahit saglit lang..haaay*
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im planning to update this pa nga pala..make a photo gallery..just cheq every once in a while if the photos have links already. as of now, i need to sleep pa muna..ill find time for that..maybe..tom or the day after or the day after that. hehehe!
[to fall in love is to lose control..damn right! 28^ ]
& our love goes round and round;
2/23/2004 02:03:00 AM
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February 21, 2004
im sorry but i just gotta add this..my sides hurt already..ive been laughing for the last 10 mins i think...it was only now that the laughing gas wore off..anyway..the reason..i was snooping around michelle's blog, and i saw the puerto azul pix..although that night wasn't that good a night for me (some girl called me, said she was nathaniel, my crush, 's wife..DUH! whatever nalang!) the pix really made me laugh..specially that pic when we were going to "dive" already, sorry tracey..pero..kodak moment tlga! michelle even had the best comment about it..wala lang..sobrang funny lang nung mga pics..and narealize ko..fuck..ANTABA KO!!! AYOKO NAAAA! i need..bangkok pills! hahaha! i really should watch what i eat..damn! it aint pretty i tell you..i think ill have nightmares tonight..eewwww..
going to a party later..my crush, or should i say crushes, would be there..now..i cant help but hope that "he" cant come..hehe! am i bad or what? naaah! of course id want him to be there..its just that..it would also be fun to play single for one night..specially with all the boys that'll be there..hmmmmm.. just one night..that's all i ask..and i promise, no more after that (parang narinig ko na to ah..hehe!) come on..nothing serious..just..wanna have fun..that's all. hehe! xcyted na ko..inuman! yahoooo!
[to fall in love is to lose control..damn right! 28^ ]
& our love goes round and round;
2/21/2004 02:11:00 AM
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Quiz time...
Barefoot- free, rebellious, and wild, you hate
boundries and rules. You tend to be on the
crazy side and often sweep people up along with
you. You are most likely the leader of your
group of friends. [please vote! thank you! :)]
What Kind of Shoe Are You?
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Your sign of frustration is....Swearing!!!! To you,
swearing is the perfect solution to everything.
The more frustrated you become, the more you
swear. You have a very large vocabulary range!
What sign of frustration are you?
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mandy moore look-a-like has left the building! YEHEEEYY! for those of you who doesnt watch american idol, that's the girl to hate..she is sooooo fake! she thinks that she's so great, that she's better than the people there. she was even so confident that she'd survive the first cut..well sorry pal..you're outta here!! haha! besides the fact that she is so fake, i dont think she can sing..i swear. she even yoddles for heaven's sake!need a mountain dearie?? and she thinks she's so pretty? fine, she's not that bad looking..but..hell! typical blonde with a big big head! and a very bad voice at that! good thing she was kicked out early on the game. i still think Mr. william hung is better than her! haha! (he's the she bangs guy) at least he's real..and he's nice..although he has a really hedious voice..and the dancing..OH THE DANCING! Tsk tsk tsk!
i like that girl who hates simon enough to make a song about him being gay. haha! really good voice and she can compose songs..really..compared to most of the finalists.hehe!but she does have an attitude..a bit too much attitude..but i guess the scare of the cut put her in place..i mean come on..who wouldn't love simon?? i love him! =] yeah, he can be really harsh sometimes..but he's just being honest..really! some of the people there should listen to their voice first..i swear!
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speaking of recording voices..i recorded my voice a while a go..and i realized..i sound so much like a 5 year old kid..no kidding! i cant recognize my own voice..do i really sound THAT bad?? damn! now, more than ever, i regret being absent during our admedia and adevent classes!! i cant sing! i just pretend i can..but i cant!!! haha! damn!!
[to fall in love is to lose control..damn right! 28^ ]
& our love goes round and round;
2/21/2004 01:11:00 AM
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February 18, 2004
been playing with ma fone..and here's the result...
now anyone who borrows my phone would know just how vain i could get. there's one of me when i wake up, one after i take bath, one before i go to school, one when im in school, and the list goes on. hahahaha!this pic is me sitting around in our room alone..hahaha!lalang..la magawa e! baKit baaaaa!
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this guy..or should i say...ghel...was our speaker about arts and events (i think) last...tueS? or was it monday..nope..tues..i didnt come to class last monday..yep..now i remember..well..anyways..he was supposed to talk about arts and events..but all i could remember about the talk he delivered was sex..haha! i swear! he said that we humans have 4 basic needs: food, clothing, shelter..and yes..sex! and these needs should be satisfied.. yeah..its a bit off topic..but the heck..at least he got my attention.. im no pervert..but come on! let's be honest here people..sex is far more interesting than..paintings and shit. anyway..he was...good. i mean, compared to some, he made me laugh a couple of times..although some parts were boring, he managed to liven the room up with his wit..i like this guy...i want to be just like him. hahahahahahaha! kidding!
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today's kat's bday..but it was her who gave me a gift..i got a pic of my crush! haha! what?? masama ba magkacrush pag may bf ka?? di naman diba? crush lang naman e! it's even healthy..just think about it..kung la kong ibang crush...my world would revolve around one guy..and everybody knows that it's not a good thing..specially at this stage..dont get me wrong..i love my guy..and that's just the thing..i dont LOVE my crushes..i ..."crush" them? hahaha! shit! what was that..anyway..there..im just..i like...looking at them and talking to them but that's all..love is TOTALY different from crush..pag napaghahalo mo na..that's where the problem comes in..dapat lam mo kung pano idistinguish ang love from crush..i know i could..kaya malakas loob ko. hehe! bad?? naaahh..im just human.. ;p
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OMG, i forgot! im going to watch school of rock..i have to return it tom..hehe! bye then!
[to fall in love is to lose control..damn right! 28^ ]
& our love goes round and round;
2/18/2004 11:37:00 PM
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February 16, 2004
new hair (with the bangs and everything..kat's idea! but i guess it turned out ok..right?), new shades, new pic and *te ne ne neeeen te neeeeeeeen* new phone! YEY! just bought a nokia 3200 a while ago..yeah i know..what i wanted was a 3660 or a 6600 (wish ko laaang) but i thought it'd be too expensive..i mean, its not like i have the money to buy it..and besides..the important thing here is that i used
MY money! what is manakaw nanaman..im so prone to hold-uppers and shit..im scared that if id buy a really expensive phone, id really fight for it..you know..or really cry..as in cryyy! afterwards..at least this phone has everything i need..(take note, not want..need) i can call and text, take pictures, listen to the radio, record sound clips...that'll do for now..and its cheap..i mean for something that has almost everything..its really cheap...bought it for 12800 (ni-close ko yung nagbebenta sa town..friends na kami ngayon!) for 6600, it can wait..when im filthy rich..you know..when i can afford to just hand over the phone pag tinutukan nanaman ako ng baril coz im confident that i can buy another one just like that! for now...im cool with this..so long as i can see take recognizable pix, listen to music, text and call its all good!
another new thing..my blog..just thought id make it look more..me hehe! ok lang??
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i eat like an elephant! i swear to GOD! for lunch, i ate 2 bbq'd ribs,inihaw na pusit, 2 garlic rice, strawberry something cake, choco frapp, some choco dome cake (cakes from starbucks..yummyumm!)this is gluttony! but for some reason..my wieght is going down..how ironic is that??
[to fall in love is to lose control..damn right! 28^ ]
& our love goes round and round;
2/16/2004 11:07:00 PM
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another cute guy to add to my long list of "kabits" haha! nope! that's not ashton..that's actually the rookie of the sixers..ladies..welcome..kyle korver! haaaaaayy* i was watching rising all stars last night..he almost won the 3-point shootout..he's really good,,for a rookie. although he's not as popular as lebron..but he sure is much much more cuter! another hottie in the court! YEY for meeeeee!
saw this guy in myspace..i dont know him really..its just that..he looks so much like my boyfriend! i swear! i really thought it was him..i was about to text him and tell him na he has myspace pala..and he never told me..then i realized, the guy's name was andrew and he lives somewhere in pque..then i cheqd his other pix..and realized that its really some guy named andrew..it was only in this certain picture na naging magkahawig sila..must be the angle..its really all about the angle now..you know..there's a certain angle where you look really bad, and an angle where you look like person.hehehe! anyhoo..whoever he is..i added him..he's my friend now. hehe! what can i say..im friendly..that's a given..
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the continuation...
so what happened after the much awaited record breaking kiss? we left! haha! t'was enough to give us nightmares..so we decided to go drink at a bar somewhere in malate..but we waited for elaine's friend pa coz her sister was going to fetch her already. during our "wait", this gay friend of elaine named eric suddenly told me "kausapin mo na kasi tong friend ko..ikaw lang pinunta nyan dito e" (pointing at the guy..i really cant remember his name.hehe!) of course all i could say was.."tigilan nyo ko" but i smiled, i dont want to look like such a bitch...although i am. hehe! it turns out, he wanted to go home already..said he was sleepy. i told him to stay nalang, we're going na ren naman to malate..it'd be much better when we get there.still waiting..i froze! sinong papalapit?? EDDIE MENDEZ! WHOAH!! all i could do was raise my leg, kick elaine and stare at him. hahahaha! then kat, being the makapal that she is..shouted.."si eddie mendez!" man did i want to run! he was with goeff..you know, the old member of the rexona guys..he was the one who looked back and waved at us..we dont want you we want eddie! but thanks to kat...man!
oh and another thing happened..yula's old self made a return..everyone noticed it! sooobrang nagpapa-cute sya kay...dun sa guy! haha! as in! even Eric, who has no idea how bad yula could get, noticed it. eh eric has a slight crush pa naman on that guy..anyway..yun nga..i swear! i mean dont get me wrong, i love yula..but that's one part of her we all hate! how she'd be all "pa-cute" when a guy is around..as in total change of attitude! even her voice changes! you know..something like..golum, only sweeter..just think how creepy that sounds..specially to us! i dont know..that side of her always starts a gap between her and the whole barkada, but nevertheless..walang kupas..each and every time there is a guy, cute or not, she transforms. we tried to talk to her about that..but to no avail..can you believe, she's even flirting with ian..roni's bf! i swear! ewan ko...bastusan na tlga minsan..it's as if she's trying to prove something, that she's better than the rest of us..you know, when it comes to getting the guys...i cant really understand that side of her. but i cant do anything also. i just hope..someday, she'd out grow that..she has to!
so the night ended..we drank, played billiards, ate (again) walked around malate (dang, twas near 5am..still the streets were crowded! take note...twas really really raining men! hehe!) went back to the hotel..slept for a few hours, went home, slept, woke up aroung 4pm, got dressed..my mom told us we're gonna eat out..taya si papa..ate at north park (hmmm..walalang den eh..) looked for a gift for my bf (panic buying! haha!) got him this 2 stuff dog which you can pull apart..then it would vibrate and go close together again, making smooching sounds then when they're lips to lips (or nose to nose pala) a voice would say iloveyou..cheezy? i know! haha! but it was after all, valentine's..everyone becomes mushy..whether they admit it or not! hehe!
[to fall in love is to lose control..damn right! 28^ ]
& our love goes round and round;
2/16/2004 03:33:00 AM
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February 15, 2004
pahabol lang...bago ko mabato ng upuan
You are going to Marry Josh Hartnett. He is really
shy, but don't let that fool you. He is really
outgoing and sweet with those he loves and will
be loyal to them for the rest of his life.
Congrats!!
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WAHEHEHEHEHEHEHE! DREAM ON CIA DREAAAMM OOONNN! ;p
[to fall in love is to lose control..damn right! 28^ ]
& our love goes round and round;
2/15/2004 04:11:00 AM
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Starting from this post…I would use tagalong already..but not always..its just that I find some tagalong words too hard to translate..or its that..the translation isn’t..enough..
Went to lova palooza last 13th..yeah yeah yeah..
jologs! well, first of all..im not one of the couples there..
kahit may bf ako..wala akong balak makipaghalikan sa kalye!that’s just down right low..i went there with my girlfriends...no, im not a lesbo..fool! Girl. Friends. Neways, as I was saying, we went there to celebrate Valentine’s..and why there? There are 3 perfectly good reasons why:
1.) to just hang out and have fun with each other as our “dates”..without the hassle of spending too much..(
gipit e..sayang yung 350..pang-iinom ko nalang diba?)a few cups of coffee, some good music, good looking guys.. (believe or not..ive seen some, especially when we went to malate to look for some place to drink..and im pretty sure their single..*ehem* my friends are too. Hahahahaha! Damn!)
2.) to laugh our ass off while watching so many people make out right before our eyes..
3.) Jay-R, Turvey twins, Juddah paolo, eddie Mendez, lucky…need I say more??;p
So there we were…we met up at grand blvd hotel..it turns out, my mom pulled some strings and managed to book a room for us to stay.
Antaray! Hehe! I was actually really pissed before that because kat nad yula made me wait for 5 hours..yep
FIVE HOURS!!! Who wouldn’t raise hell?? I think I even scared them..coz they cant make me smile for about 30 mins. (which was really soooo not me..) and I wasn’t talking to them at first..but of course..i love them! How could I stay mad at them for a long time..naaah! so off we went..we walked..yep! we WALKED from v.cruz to the hotel..fucking long walk. Anyways, we met Elaine there..(oh..im with my sis by the way..she met up with kat nad yu after her training..) she was with her friends from college…one guy kinda looks cute..but…he’s…not tall…as in..i think he’s smaller than me..dang! that’s new! Hehehe! Anyway..he looks a bit like my other crush, who ironically was also ..uhmmm..not that tall. Hehe! anyway..we were chatting for a while when Elaine remembered that she hasn’t introduced us to her college friends. So roll call..then when she mentioned that guy’s name, (which until now..i cant remember) she held me closer then semi-shouted “ciara..crush!” ..damn was I embarrassed..and the thing is..i haven’t mentioned to anyone of them that I thought that guy was cute..so was it that obvious or was Elaine psychic?
We were still waiting for mae, elaine’s friends were really hungry so they went to find a place to eat first…after mins. Of waiting, chatting about what happened to kat and yula’s inuman with some guys they just met, we decided to meet mae at the place where elaine’s friends were eating because Elaine’s really starving. Kat and cha(my sis) didn’t come with us, they opted to wait at the mini concert, said they’d wait for jayR, so me, yu and Elaine went to find her friends. That was when I asked Elaine what’s with the ciara crush thing…coz I was really afraid that I was that transparent. She told me that the guy saw my grad pic (see..i gave my friends a copy..and all of them displayed it in their wallets..said it was like a tribute to the first of us who’d graduate..which sadly..was me.) and his reaction was..”elaine..artista ba to?” and that started it all..is he joking? I looked like an embalmed nun at my grad pic!
Iba ata hangin sa Bulacan..hehe! anyway..blah blah blah..i wasn’t talking that much to him
nakakailang den kasi…pinangunahan na nila e..and besides..i don’t want to give him the wrong impression..i do have a boyfriend..see?
So we watched the bands play..saw reena there..sweet gal! we all have a crush at the guitarist/vocalist of U-turn..
umiral nanaman kakapalan ni kat..nakipagkilala si gaga at nagpapic.. then few mins before 12 they announced that the couples should start assembling at the street..they were playing 'heaven' when suddenly the couples started kissing..we, of course, started laughing
simula na ng panlalait... a few seconds after, someone announced
'excuse me po..may 1 min pa till twelve..mamaya pa po yung kiss' ORAAAYT! i was really laughing so hard now..my sides hurt! we were all shouting..excited and laughing..the couples..although in the dark..really looked all red and shit..
kasi nakarinig lang ng tugtog..gusto kiss agad eh! sobrang laugh trip tlga!
to be continued...nahuli ako ng ermats ko...4:00am na daw..matulog na raw ako..hehehe!
[to fall in love is to lose control..damn right! 28^ ]
& our love goes round and round;
2/15/2004 03:49:00 AM
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February 11, 2004
anyone here watches american idol? do try to..i insist! they're showing the auditions held at various states. fucking funny! im laughing my ass off almost the whole show. it's like, i suddenly looked like a professional singer compared to most of the people who auditioned..promise! most of the time, i got my jaw hanging open, not because i was impressed with their talents, but rather, their guts..someone even asked simon what was so wrong about his voice, coz it was, according to him, sooooo good..and was like.. ARE YOU FOR REAL?? i dont even want to know how someone who cant sing would sound for you. not that im bad, its just that..FOR REAL! majority of those who auditioned sucked BIG TIME! im even sorry for paula simon and..forgot his name..anyway, he knows who he is..they had to sit there almost the whole day and listen to..that! if i were paula, im sure gonna laugh out loud right at some of those "singer's" faces...but please do watch..it could become irritating at some point, but mostly entertaining! self esteem booster! hahahahahahahahahahaha! peace!
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create your own visited country map
or
write about it on the open travel guide
wow..ive only been to 5% of the world..tsk tsk tsk..the thing is..ive been to both US and Europe, but here in Asia, all ive ever been to other than where i am now was Hong Kong(which wasn't on the list..hehe) and singapore, which is like a dot, you cant even recognize that there's a red there somewhere. hahahaha! and heck, ive only been on Singapore for like 2 hours..and i never left the airport..hahaha! i didnt even get to breath singapore air..hahahaha! fuck! i miss traveling..someday..id save up money just for that..and id make sure i wont be like those who i were with when my mom and i went to europe..i wont be a senior citizen..where's the fun in that! i bet id be too tired always, i cant even shop! and..by then..i wont be able to look for hot foreign guys. hahahahahaha!
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Valentine's is coming up..and honestly..i couldn't care less! im not anti-Valentine's its just that..it's really no biggie for me. i dont need a holiday to be happy or sweet or thoughtful..any day is fine.
and besides..i really suck at buying gifts..you know, the one when you're pressured to buy something and you have no idea what to give him. im more of a spontaneous shopper..when i see something which i think he'd like, id buy it..even if there's no special occassion..its much better that way..and that's why...i got nothing to give him.hahaha! nah..he'll understand.i dont even know what his plans are..we haven't talked about it yet..i dont want to be the one to open the topic, id sound too ... affected..? (paula abdul is my idol!u go gurl! kill the mandy moore look-a-like biatch! hahahaha!) besides, i myself dont know what we could do. so...better leave all the thinking and planning to him..im fine with whatever..the only important thing is id be with him..coz its like too long ago since i saw him! =[
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its 12:30am, i cant sleep, i cant go out..im bored! and then there were quizzzeesss..=]
What attracts people to you? brought to you by Quizilla
hmmm..interesting..i cant even find time to comb my ever so long hair..hahahaha!
Hey! ain't that sweet..even got a tongue stud just like meeee! hehehe! chocolates..now i want one too!=[
[to fall in love is to lose control..damn right! 28^ ]
& our love goes round and round;
2/11/2004 10:47:00 PM
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February 08, 2004
my mind and my eyes may wander sometimes..that i do admit..but my heart? thats a steady point..
weeeeeee...lalang..just remembered that line..forgot where i heard it or read it..im not even sure if that's the exact line..but i hope you got what i was trying to say..that's me right thurr! hehehe! i can not always be thinking of him or fantasizing about him..that's a given..since there are a lot of guys out here..can't help it..im no mother mary! but my heart..that's something that wont change..at the end of the day..its him id still want to be with..getting mushy here..someone smack my head please??! hehehehe!
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i have to admit that there are more cute guys..and friendlier for that matter, in myspace..but dang there are a lot of hoes too! i swear! how can one stand that? do they really like it when guys lust over them..aint it disgusting..perverts all over you..eeeeewwww! or is this the product of growing up in a very conservative society...maybe its normal out there..then its scary...im goin out there in a few months..yikes! do they really expect pinays to be..you know..like..that?? OH NO!
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saw sweet november a while ago..dang! keanu is to die for! too bad he's gay..tsk tsk tsk! but i like that movie..it doesnt follow the normal fairy tale like plots alot of scriptwriters tend to make..she left her! yey! hahahaha! is it bad that i liked that kind of ending? well..i still think its cool, i dont know about you!
i specially liked the part when he sang for the sarah..shit..if i were in her place..i would've dropped dead on the spot! id really love it if a guy would do that for me..doesnt have to be on a stage though..just him singing for me..damn make me melt *hint* *hint*
and then there's the part when he said.."november's all i know and all i ever wanna know" then they made love afterwards..hahahahahaha! naaah..leave out the last part..what he said was real sweet..why cant real guys think about lines like that..dont they know that baduy as it may sound..it works..well..at least for me..hehehehe!
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another drinking session is coming up..would i be drunk? would i do something stupid? i dont know.. but one thing;s for sure..it'd be another fun night..far far away from here! where i can do whatever i wanna do *winks* aaaannnnddd! there's a possibility that he's be there with me..YEY!! YEY YEY YEY YEEEEY!!
*hey gurl..dont get your hopes up..he's still not sure remember* haaaayyy* so hard..but damn im happy!! =]
[to fall in love is to lose control..damn right! 28^ ]
& our love goes round and round;
2/08/2004 01:19:00 AM
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February 07, 2004
the car is calling out my name..telling me to drive it...do you know how hard it is to ignore that call??!!?!?!
im here with my sister..left alone..its too boring..even for me. the car's left at the garage..and its calling me..i want to go somewhere! somewhere other than here! do you think my mom would kill me if i did drive her car..hehehe! do i really need to ask?
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isn't it frustrating that when you were looking for "career" you cant seem to find anyone..and when you do find someone, here they come in great numbers?? and its so hard rejecting them one by one..sometimes even twice in a day..coz actually, they're not at all bad..its just that..you love someone else already.. i really want to change now..be a "one man woman" for real..thought it'd be good for me.then why am i having such a hard time? am i gonna be like this forever? dont get me wrong..i love my guy...but i like guys..get the drift? hehehe! but im really trying...i am! REALLY! its not very easy..but i think its worth it..so wish me luck..
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i was chatting a while ago, met this guy..asked if i had friendster so i said yes and got his email so that i could add him..i really thought that he was cute or at least presentable coz he was really obnoxious..but heck no! Friggin monster! i dont really mind havin friends who are not so good looking..but heck..to have that kind of attitude to match?? hell that's just too much! only gorgeous guys have the liscence to be stupid and obnoxious...guys like him should be nice..out of necessity i guess coz that's the only thing that's left for them..hehehe! you know..so when im is asked whether he's cute or not, i could always say that he's nice..hehehehehe
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so near yet so far...
he's at mega mall today... and sadly..im stuck here (car calling my name once again..) i wanna go there and meet up with him..even for a sec. damn!! gonna get my non pro soon! just you wait! then i could meet him frequently then..hehe!
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regarding the flashing of Ms. Janet Jackson...do you really have to put that shiny thingie there? really?? do you honestly believe that i'd actually think that what happened was an accident..yeah right?! justin need not apologize! that's just janet being a hoe..
palibhasa di na sikat...
[to fall in love is to lose control..damn right! 28^ ]
& our love goes round and round;
2/07/2004 03:05:00 PM
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February 02, 2004
kiss on the lips - you're sweet and simple but
quite daring. you move for the kill confidently
knowing the other person wants the same thing.
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that'd be a nice way to start this..yeah yeah yeah...im in love! im mushy, im romantic, i blush alot, i smile alot..SO SUE ME! whew..been a while since i said something here..so let me start with him..who the heck is he? that guy i was talking about in my previous posts..the guy i liked more...and who lives some friggin miles away! a friend of mine told me that i just got another problem to bother myself with..here i go again, like i was never hurt before..like i dont know how hard it was to make a long distance relationship work. HELL! i know! but i dont care! love should be hard, 1 inch or 1mile apart.. its up to the both of you to make it work right? well, i got the support of the rest of my friends..i could make this work..yeah! i think i could pull this off..one more time! i should! hey! i love this guy..ive been waiting for like about 3 years man! he's so shy...too shy i think (yep..that's how the shy guy tag was born..mye knows that) but hell..last january 28..i was..shocked? i dont even know how to describe how i felt..i swear! i think i even told him "r u ok? r u on drugs?" or something like that..coz really..who would've thought that after the longest time..as in loooooongest time! he'd actually take that risk..and confessed...he was actually a bit aggrassive..well..yeah..not just a bit..but hell..it was A.O.K.! at least we're both happy now..i cant do all the talking...im the girl..and i think he wisen up a bit and realized that. but i swear! it was so unexpected..we were talking about what the hell i was doing that time, then suddenly there he goes! nuff about that..the important thing here is...IM HAPPY! As in really REALLY happy!
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aint it frustrating..when you make this stupid poem..you dont come to class the next day coz u thought they'd be discussing it then, at least you saved yourself from embarassment by not being there when your poem is read..then the next class, you came and found out they did nothing when you were not there and all of a sudden the prof had that urge to read your poem out loud?? and the thing is..he not just reading..he's critizising it..its part of the job description and you know it! and you suddenly feel like evaporating right then and there! f*cking CREWRIT! as if it wasn't humiliating enough..he once again read our revisions..good thing mine was read almost at the last few mins so most of the people were eager to go..meaning they have something else to think about rather than listen to my stupid poem about a pear..hahahahaha! am i doomed to talk about pear the whole term?? NOOOOOO!!! I actually like writing stuff..but damn...not this way..
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im having a prob here...kat's bday is coming up..the thing is..know the "other guy"..i told him to come..coz at that time..i really wanted him to..now..i'd rather be with my boyfriend..who fucking wouldnt? so i asked my bf and he said..he might..the thing is..i think that the "other guy" really wanted to come..and i think he's expecting that im still single..why? coz i havent told him! hey! what should i do..just text him.."i got a bf na" out of the blue? i mean i know im a bitch..but..still..i liked this guy (note its in past tense..although i like him still now..its more of friend like than like like,,hehe!)and he knows that..disgusting as it may sound..we're like MU (i really ditest this term..i dont know if anyone ever uses this anymore..but heck..cant think of any other word appropriate for what we are..hehe) so..i dont have the guts to just tell him..hey, i love someone else now..i dont need you here..shoo! im not that bad..and its not all true..i want to be his friend..i mean..he's a good friend...showbiz as it may sound to all those who've seen us together last 4th of january..but anyway..really..he's a nice guy..sweet..but that's just about it..i love my bf now..really..dont go raising your eyebrows and tell me if im for real now..IAM FOR REAL! I LOVE HIM!! hehehehe! suddenly, having a bf seems hard..i got about 4 guys hanging..hehehe! they kept texting and calling..me? NR!...is it my fault? im trying to be monogamous here people..dont make it any more harder! how can i tell them..in the nicest way..to stop bothering me...hehehehehe! am i gonna be soooo bad if i told them frankly that i have a bf now..i scared i might get a so what? reply, you know..defense mechanism..since they didnt ask and everything..yeah maybe i deserve some of the side comments id get..but is it my fault that i want to be happy..as in really happy?? finally, i get to be with someone i really like..not someone who just happens to make me laugh now..then id leave later...this is for real...i hope..hehehe! nah! i really think it is..wish me luck...
& our love goes round and round;
2/02/2004 11:42:00 PM
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