January 15, 2004 "if two people are meant to be together..it doesn't mean that they are meant for each other NOW...."

I FUCKING HOPE YOU'RE RIGHT! HAHAHAHAHAHA! damn...well..when i read that on my friend's phone, i was like..oh..really??hehe! guess im still hoping that things would work out with either of the guys i have hanging around me..hehehe..note that i said either..well, of course, i like one of them better but the other one really have potential you know..i dont want to close the door this early on...if you know what i mean. if who im meant to be is ..... then i guess it'd be soooo good.. i guess he'll be wait the wait. i meant ive been waiting for almost 3 years now, what's another lifetime? hahahaha! nah..im not sure if we're going anywhere..yeah yeah yeah...he told me how he feels..but hte thing is..he didn't do anything about that feeling..cant even fight for it for crying out loud! or is it that he meant it when he said that what he wants is that if we're gonna be together, he'd want to make sure that he's what i deserve.. (all together now... aaaaawwww...) im not sure though what "someone that i deserve.." exactly means..hehe! but its good to know that ive made him a better person without even realizing it..his whole clan likes me,said it was good that i was there,i dont know why..and the thing is...they know me?? all of them!? (believe me..you cant imagine how many they are) i dont even know half of them..but somehow they know me..and the freakiest (and somehow the sweetest) thing is..im known as "the girl of his dreams" i swear that's what they call me..ang pinapangarap ni ... damn..is he for real? hahahaha! im more like a nightmare! hahahahahahaha! i dont think i can live up to that..he thinks toooooo highly of me...could i really be .. that?? hahahaha! i dont think so..but nevertheless..t'was sweet..in a sick..demented way. hahahahaha! hey! its not always that you meet someone who thinks that you're worth that much right? but really..even without knowing that.. i really like this guy..eversince..i dont know..there's something about him that leaves me wanting more..you know what i mean?? and damn can he smile...hehehehehe! well..let's just see..if this dream of ours is one that'll come true..=]

[don't hate the player, hate the game!]

random dashboard

so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

behind the wheel

still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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GPS system

this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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