December 25, 2003 Merry Christmas .. CRAP!

I was getting ready for the xmas mass..I thought of wearing something red, you know, to somehow help me get "in the mood" I wore my beige ukay ukay blouse..The hell! And frankly that's exactly what I feel about xmas..Neutral. im trying to be positive here..I swear..When we were at the church, there was this mini "play" or at least that's what I think they're trying to do.i even made an effort to stand on this big rock so that I could see since there are SOOOOO many people there and at the far end of the crowd and for those who don't know me, or haven't seen me yet, IM not that tall. So there I was balancing myself (mind you, it wasn't easy, and this little girl was sharing that rock with me kept pushing me slightly, if it weren't a kid, I would've ... ) and this guy who was "acting" as Joseph sounded a lot like kuya Caesar only he's faster a few notches, the girl who played Mary..I don't even want to comment on the poor thing..And the only thing that I thought could bring me out of my misery, the baby Jesus..Damn! I wish I never bothered...It was so irritating its almost funny! I went down the rock coz my feet hurts before the baby Jesus was born.l since it was only that kid there I thought id just go back when I hear the crying baby. I was talking to my sister when she interrupted me and told me that IM missing what I came there for. That's when I heard my cue..Only..It didn't sound like a baby..I honestly thought it was the background effects since its supposed to be a stable and everything. It was not even close to the sound of a baby crying, the lil boy behind us was a better "crier" than the one recorded. I just ended up laughing and we didn't bother finishing the stupid play. So much for bringing back my xmas spirit.

and oh..As if it wont get any worse..IM not sure if were going to the province later. We ALWAYS spend xmas day there, except when my aunt and cousins from Hong Kong come to visit us, but still, we make it a point to at least pass by there. But not this year. No, my Hong Kong based relatives aren't here.. Somehow I feel that IM responsible for this year's no show. See..My boyfriend's from there and I distinctly think that its all because of that. Well, my mom could always tell us that its because we have no maid (she went home to spend xmas there) but the thing is, before, we leave the house to the very watchful eyes of our neighbor. We still go to the province even if there's no one home. So I cant see why this year's different. The hell with them..I finally met a decent guy...A guy who'd be gone probably by summer or even as early as Feb. And I can only make the best of what little time I have. We barely meet and the 25th of December should've been a given..And yet here they are...Depriving me. I only want to see him..It's not like IM going to elope with him or something..Is that too much to ask?

[dont hate the player..hate the game]

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so you wont have a hard time buying gifts for me this christmas, here's my long list: (i know, ang aga)

1. Macbook
2. DSLR Camera
3. Diving Equip (in this order: mask, snorkel, fins, wetsuit, regulator, BCD, tank)
4. Dive trip (tubataha or kota k or apo reef or palau...keri na hehe)
5. Shopping spree at Ross/Home depot/Target
6. shoes, any kind with heels not higher than 2" (im 7 1/2)
7. my first ever havaianas (brazzziiiilllll)
8. a beanbag or a cool comfy chair
9. flat screen TV, hehe.
10. a year supply of booze (if beer, RH lang pls)
11. Art materials (any medium, from crayons and coloring books to canvass and acrylics)
12. Drumset or Kahon. (wlang pilosopo)
13. Oven. i want to bake.
14. punching bag and gloves
15. a leather basketball.


Of course, Money is always the best. that way you know i will get what i really want.

And look at it this way, if you give me any of my top 5, i can consider that as an early bday gift as well. hehe :)

Pa-Fedex nalang ah, PM me for my address hehehehe! thanks dear santa clauses!

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still the same ciara, just with more work and longer messier hair. ah and yes, a certified diver now, not that i have the time and money to dive anyway. maybe by november/december/january soon.

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this is my way to stalk all you readers. mwahahahahahahaha! coolness!

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